graduated!!! got a 1c grade for my pathetic thesis, and its the ultimate saviour to my 2nd upper honours. as majority of my grades were in the lower class. glad i made it!!! love prof clyde though i hated it so much for him being my supervisor for my thesis. 2 yrs just flew past and its damn fast. i still can rem the first day i went for the orientation.

joined this atas enrichment centre at united square, good pay, but damn alot of shit job. luckily, the colleagues there were all very nice, and it sort of balance off. didnt like the nature of the job, thus went to job hunt again. and... i found the job i always wanted. anyway, prior to that, went isetan mngt trainee interview tgt with aileen. and super sad, she got in but i was rejected, damn demoralising. didnt gave up, sent in for tangs. and blessing in disguise, I GOT THE DAMN JOB!!! pay and benefit is damn good for a fresh graduate for me, but i believe there is more to it by the pay they are giving me. abit sian because its store ops, and its like i cant even proceed on to other areas/dept like merchandising. but well, its a damn good chance and a stepping stone for me, hope i can really succeed.

anyway, random post. just an update. realise the older i get, the lesser thing i have, to blog. -_-'''

keyword of the post: DAMN

*my life @1:24 AM

i feel very squeezed, and tight. i need some space and air to breathe.

*my life @12:32 AM

din realise i did not update my blog for three months.

on cny first day, my beloved grandma passed away. seeing her with the machine beside showing her irregular heartbeat and blood pressure scare us. she got through the critical 5hours after some injection. but, she wasnt strong enough and left us just like that. rem i always go to visit both grandma and grandpa, he will be at the living room, and she will be at the bedroom upstairs (executive hdb). she will get us to massage for her and 'sainai' to us, needs attention la she. now, if i were to walk into the living room, everything seems normal till i go up. the bedroom will be empty. till now, when i think of her, i will still teared. just cant believe she's gone. salute to my grandpa who have always been strong.



officially finished my thesis, like FINALLY. the past 4 months were hell, didnt know how to do literature review, afraid that plagiarism would occur, the stupid statistical method which we have to figure and didnt know how to use it until the second last week. all of us were struggling like mad. i hope my professor and second marker wouldnt fail me cause i really really want to pass, just a pass grade will do.

before thesis ended, sent in few resumes. went for one interview and it flopped. kinda expected and im super depressed la. so difficult to find jobs in the merchandising area. do administrative work for that i also dun mind. since so difficult to find one, might as well use my present customer service skills, hahaha... went to join debbie's co and was accepted, starting my first full-time job on june 1st. espn wasnt counted cause that was a contract-based job. dun ask me why will i be working as a cso.

booked bkk tix like last yr nov, and the reds came in to have some fun which caused me sian-ness. initially didnt want to go, but after thinking, i'll just go ahead since things is not that bad now? and my tix were really cheap in my opinion, so i dun wan to waste it, hahaha... but now, i dunno if we are still gg cause just had a war. so stay tune, hahahaha...

*my life @11:34 PM

carefree and freedom life minus the thesis part, haiss. unfortunately its not. its been a mth plus since my exams and im slacking like nobody business. i should be at least a quarter through my literature review but im not doing anything. i know very much myself i will suffer and die later, but die die i dun wan to start. haiss, no motivation at all.

the eighth anniversary last tuesday, baby brought me to the jewel box at mount faber. food was fantastic plus ambience, but abit too dark and to take photo is very embarrassing, cause the flash will be super bright. haha.. time passed fast and in no time you see me in my wedding gown, hahaha... self fantasizing already.

cant wait for 17th feb to arrive so i can sign up for my data plan. the previous bill shocked me almost to death and luckily they can sort of waive off some amount. by signing up my plan, theres an extra iphone. so baby was contemplating if he should take one also, and i psycho-ed him saying iphone is fun with all the app and bla bla bla... hahaha.. he will be taking the white one, so girly thats what i said, haha... looking for a casing for almost a month and finally decided on incipio ngp. sg does sell but doesnt have the magenta colour i want. so ordered from the website itself.

cny will be here soon and its the angbao collecting time again. shall save it all for my bkk trip. =))

*my life @1:03 AM

this is not the usual school vacation i'll have, cause i have to do research for my thesis. and my supervisor is the irritating clyde warden prof, pain in the ass. so naggy and wants to narrow down everything so that our thesis is very hard for us to do, haiss.. just my luck to have got him. the only pros i can think of is during the thesis period, he'll be in sg not not uk or usa. argh.

changed my phone, yes, iphone. thats the last thing benita wants to hear, hahaha... initally, wanted to transfer line over baby's account so can enjoy the multi-line saver, but i gotta fulfil my 24mths contract first, which is feb 2010. felt so sad upon knowing this, and of course is my bad for not checking properly first. and so, during the xmas period when i was high up in genting, baby went down m1 to sign his line to give me the iphone, ahahahaha... i hate to say this but its super sweet la. still put in another box let me think its a water bottle instead. now gotta think which cover to buy, since so many are flooding in the market.

baby went hatyai today and i got to drive his car for 3d2n, haha... driving alone is much better than driving with someone else beside u cause u got the full control of it, and i'll tend to rely on that someone to help me monitor the traffic n to warn me. only if i have my own car.

last day of 2009 and im staying at hm slacking, better than gg out to countdown n go woohoooo at 0000H. -_-'''

nevertheless, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL AND MAY IT BE SMOOTH SAILING FOR US IN THE YEAR OF 2010!!! =))

*my life @4:39 PM

MY LAST PAPER TODAY. i'm so freaking happy that this will be my last exam, at least for now, and i wun be doing it for the next few years, wahahaha... hrm & location paper is crap, marcom was better cause the qns were similar to last yr's paper, and i just copy and paste the model answer in, wahaha...

town after the paper, shisedo sale first, worthy deal i tell u. marjolica eyeliner 3 for $15 when watsons is selling at $21, just bought one last wk, heartpain. -_-'''

alot of things to buy, but limited money, haiss... i like the quilted flats from on pedder and the casual one from river island (website retailing at 10pounds only!!!). only if i'm rich.

and i got to know from the coordinator that my supervisor for my dissertation will be clyde. CLYDE WARDEN. plss kill me, such a consumer-behaviour person, i confirm die one. sure criticise my report like mad, god bless me.

as for now, its work again and i hate it cause taka's extending hour and year-end sales is here again which means more crowd. haiss... suddenly i feel so sian of my life.

*my life @3:39 AM

finally i got my little gorgeous!!! wheee~~~~~

my belated birthday present!!! =D

*my life @1:06 AM

finished my last group project just today, marcom. individual assignment of 3000words again and i've only got 2 days to complete, god bless me. after which would be focus on exams which is like less than 3 weeks away. vacation of 2 mths = nothing cause i gotta start do some research on my stupid thesis. i'll unofficially finish it in april and july will be my graduation ceremony, super fast. i can still rem the first day i turn up for school last yr. and i asked my admin coordinator toda if we'll have the hat thingy for our gown, he said dun have. -_-''' kill me plss, study for 2 yrs to wear the hat also dun have. actually is have but in a form of hoodie, who the hell want to wear a hoodie for a university graduation. look so retarded la.

went shopping alone today and it was superb. own time own target, no disturbance at all. bought myself the topshop bf shirt i saw the other day, only 40bucks; and this expensive but yet so nice & cute dress from pull&bear, 75bucks. credit card bill next mth is headache again.

aimed on this gucci jelly shoes in black. saw this design long ago but the colours they have doesnt appeal to me. and when finally they have it in black and i guess i'm the last to know, they no longer have stocks and wun be stocking in anymore. kill me.

i booked my BKK trip with baby already!!! may 2010, like half yr away la. but because the deal is gd mah, $93/pax. now thinking which hotel to take. ppl give suggestions plss: citin pratunam, baiyoke, tango vibrant living place, best western mayfair, P2 boutique. hopefully somewhere near platinum mall my heaven, hahaha....

my life is getting so boring nowadays. suddenly i miss those days in poly. =\

*my life @12:31 AM