* my dark life with rainbows

Thursday, November 30, 2006



slpt till 1430 today. damn shiok. study after dat. e powerpoint notes sux. town after dat wif mum. saw e coach wallet. $475. diaoz. i hv to consider. plus its big. 10cm by 12cm. i wan sth smaller den dat. tink i'll look into other brands.

i'll dread every sat in dec. vivo opened till 12am, means i'll be working like 12hrs after deducting my break. money's wonderful. ard 85bucks. plus can claim cab fare. bud i dun tink will suay suay kena all.

tml sch again. mite visit e new ikea.

i miss my baby so much. =(


*my life @1:00 AM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006



i met baby today. he lost weight again, im so happi, for my sake. =))

top on my wishlist for now. prefered e 2nd one, cuz got photo id, bud i like 1st one bcoz of e mini coach logo.

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baby gonna get for mi for christmas gift, muahahaha!!! dats wad he say la. in return, i gif him mont blanc cardholder, tell mi no need no need, actually is wan one la. we're like spending money for each other, mite as well buy for ourselves rite, bud e feeling is so great la! haha...

term test timetable is out!!! lucky all 11am paper. A&P first, tink im gg to die for dat. store mngt next, not too bad, abit of common sense. fashion merchandising, i seriously dunno wad jac tan wants from us, we learnt nth!!! onli noe e trend here n there. crm, shld not be too bad oso, cuz its all marketing fundamentals. anw, got 20/25 for e online quiz, haha...

din return my papillio, e shipping cost is not 13 n is 45 instead, n it tk bloody 2 mth. so i hv to force myself n mian qiang wear, actually not too bad la, juz feel uncomfortable at times, argh!!!

hv an earli nite, wk up tml n study. i feel damm damn slack dis sem, all subject sux!!!



*my life @12:19 AM

Friday, November 24, 2006



tml no lesson!!! haha, jeff ho moved it over to today. den during dat lesson, checked my hp, 3 missed call from miss irritating tung. muz be e sandals arrive oreadi, zhun enuff. wanna ask her bring to tamp n pass to mi bud time doesnt fit, so forget it...

went her hse collect ard 8plus. miss irritating tung, not i wanna reach there so late, bud e bus r all so freaking long, no need be so sarcastic say i cum out from m'sia loh. bang wall plss. saw mine, feel kinda ok, base is white, tote off-white or cream initially. bud e blue wan is fcuking nice la!!! so nice so nice!!! bud abit complicated la. went hm n try, shit mann!!! e size is still 38 bud e cutting like so small!!! ppl who buy papillio or birken shld noe there muz be an allowance at e front n bk, bud mine is totally none at all! toes sticking out, heel on e extreme end oreadi. gonna exchange, still hv to send it bk to germany, waste my 13bucks, damnit.

am caught in btw now, to exchange a new pair of 38, or to 39? help mi decide!!!

meeting baby tml, finally. i survived w/o seeing him for 5days, break record since dunno hw long ago, haha... im onli waiting for my thai trip, no idea whether jolin n deb can mk it anot.

crm test on sat, so sian! bud onli 25 mcq, hope it wun be so tedious, cuz i hate dis sub!!!


*my life @1:55 AM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006



hving a bad mood right now, tink im tinking too mani things at a time. worked full for wkends, thus dun reli hv time to study. term test in another 2 wks, n i noe nuts bout any of e sub. pray for mi. sumtimes i juz wish i need not work, haiss.

not meeting baby for e 3rd day, wadeva. busy wif his main job, n now another side line. almost everyday busy. onli time to meet him is fri, for hw long? 5 hrs max, dats kinda sad. does money reli matters?

vivo is quite a nice place to work, crowd is there, bud no of purchase is little. ppl juz cum in look c onli. advantages is; e brand i liked is so near my shop, 1min or less n u reach, haha... onli thing i hate is breaktime. no matter where u go, its alwayz packed n u hv to wait up to 15mins for ur bloody food. e onli disadvantage i can find working there. bud its damn convenient la, one train journey. hope i stay there.

i cant wait for my papillio to arrive. to miss irritating tung, i noe u read my blog so pls call mi when it arrives, im so excited!!!


*my life @11:24 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006



setup at vivo was alrite. from outside c like veri big, inside c its like smaller den my hse, pathetic, haha... report work at 930 ydae, bud shop was not ready for us to set up, so wad time did we start? 330pm, so pissed off, bud we get paid for dat 6hrs, haha... to slack n shop, how nice. went down today to help out after sch as well. gonna work there for e first few wks, better be gd.

2days not meeting baby, thx to e setup, ended all at nite, so time wasnt reli rite. meeting him tml for movie, like finally. =))

i seem to be not concentrating much on my studies dis sem, i wonder wads e reason, haiss. =(


*my life @1:41 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006



ordered my papillio!!! so excited now, hope it arrives soon. wanted e leather birken initially, duno y e choice change here n there to papillio, haha... amazed. say nice plss!!!


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ordered my necklace as well, $22.50 $20. hope it looks nice on mi. so i juz spent $90 bucks away, heartpain yet e stuff i bought is wad i like. gonna spend less oreadi, initial pay was 800, now left 200, haha... damn pathetic la!

skipping lec tml, cuz i tink its a waste of my time n i juz hate e break in btw. gg to trim my hair after dat, my whole head feel so heavy now.

thailand trip cum soon, cuz i wanna shop like mad plss. =)


*my life @1:00 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2006



im so hooked on online shopping now, seriously need to get myself sth after browsing thru all e accessories. am looking for vintage stuff, necklace e most. sum reli nice website worth looking out, seriously damn gorgeous!!!

my first choice: http://starduststory-three.blogspot.com
Dreamz Avenue
The Crown Culture

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anw, tml my last day working at scotts n wif agus, kinda sad, haha... will be gg over to vivo for e first few wks if possible, cuz depends on e crowd, if gd den i stay on, if bad den i go bk to either taka or scotts. hope e crowd is gd la, haha...

bk to my online shopping. =))



*my life @3:22 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006



9am lec today, eyes felt hot due to lack of slp. jac tan no voice, so cancelled tut, thank god.

sim lim after dat, meet benita cuz she showing mi e laptop she buying. saw e new nano, nice, e smaller version of mini i tink, bud too small to be held in my hand n i still prefered my mini. bugis next, bought a bag from there, not too bad bud polka dot again, haha... fetish for polka dots. 36bucks, benita sponsor 20 for my bdae, exactly 2mths later, haha... orchard later, ps to c benita's creative zen, den vivo for her candy empire. dunno y alwayz gif in to her, so shit la. anw, gg to help set up tommy outlet at vivo next wk, so happi!!!

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ashamed of herself

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big face

wore e wrong shoes today, seriously. pains all over my feet now. initially tote onli gg 3 places, in end 5 places, enuff is enuff.

juz feel so terrible now, feelings all mixed up. sumtimes i juz wan to be alone. troubled. =(



*my life @1:42 AM

Sunday, November 05, 2006



work today, bought my tommy polo. lunch wif faridah. zara after work, no refund, kinda sad, e person return mi a new piece, well. vivo after dat, aimmed at 2 tops. gonna get e wordings one: kiss me before my boyfriend comes back, baby ask mi go ahead.


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both irritating n my fave supervisors
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lunch wif faridah
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gangster wannabe, or maybe oreadi one himself
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random
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nice pic being destroyed by his no-smile
bad day today. =\


*my life @12:14 AM

Friday, November 03, 2006



sch was easy dis wk, basically, no lessons for 3days. online lec n tut sux, i swear. my research for proj is nowhere now, dunno where to start off, cant even find online, muz asked ard, so shit.

got my n73, sold my k700i for 130bucks, amazing still can fetch till dat price, go m1 trade in onli worth 50bucks. e fone is crazy, hang when sending msg, so shit, im so lazy to go for servicing.

vivo's tommy will be opening in 2 wks time, n i noe who's gg there, i wanna tag along as well, i dun wan to stay in taka. doreen n faridah will abandon mi in taka while they go vivo, wanna ask doreen to bring mi over, haha... as if so easy, bud i pray. poor agus, to rc, his nightmare beginning soon.

my zara's gold polka dot wich i bought for 40bucks, is giving mi probs now. e prints drop off after washing, n u can c patches here n there. thou its been 2wks n e tag is removed n no receipt, i wanna try my luck, bring bk to zara n hope to hv a refund, wash for e first time den kena, summore in e right way mind u. so heartpain, so ex so nice bud it turn out dis way.

wish for now: go vivo, hv my refund. as simple as dat, haha...


*my life @6:43 PM