* my dark life with rainbows

Monday, December 25, 2006



bad mood today, especially at nite. yaya papaya taitai cum in wif family, tink rich, so wad? for fuck ah. dun tink u rich u can anyhow say ppl. i look down most on e rich. btw, anyone noe a person by e name of yu jin su? juz write to vent my anger.

its juz another festive season, its juz another normal day.

merry christmas to all. =))


*my life @12:59 AM

Friday, December 22, 2006



off today. went out wif deb to bugis, saw a topshop bag wich i liked it so much. veri e winter feeling, haha... wanted to buy bud im hving cashflow probs. rc next for staff sale. veri sad, its either i dun like or left onli large sizes. wanted pjc stuff, bud after discount still so ex, reli dunno y they wan to set e price so high. after dat to taka. shopped ard n went into lv, haha... saw one wallet wich i like, $1090, my goodness, i would rather buy a bag den e wallet. deb saw e limited edition organiser wich cost 500bucks, initially we tote was ard 800 to 1k. so tempted to buy e wallet, argh. e difference btw france n sg price is onli 150bucks, din reli mark up alot.

im waiting for e interview, awwww!!!!


*my life @1:43 AM

Monday, December 18, 2006



work was tiring last nite, till 12am. leg reli aching like mad, need to constantly squat down behind cashier counter. argh. went mango during break time, tried another jeans wich cost 88bucks after discount. its nice la, omg. went bk n keep tinking bout it, its e money dat matters, im broke n pay's not here yet. i compared e price with levis, den to gap, den tink i better go buy dat pair. bought it... wif my credit card, damn la.

17th was faridah's bdae, so last nite, we bought a slice of cake to sort of surprise her af 12am. she was quite touched, bud more touched when her husband came in wif coffeebean tiramisu cake wif a candle and singing her bdae song, haha... so sweet la! she teared, haha...

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damn, i look ugly!

ok, i need a rest.


*my life @2:31 AM

Saturday, December 16, 2006



I NEED RETAIL THERAPY!!!!

i reli cant wait to shop, not been buying things for dunno hw long. actually not for long la, bud i wan new things!!! sales r on everywhere now, juz dat i got no $$$, argh!!! summore 28th got isetan private sales n i cant mk it, wth la. cousin juz applied hsbc credit card for mi, im so tempted to use la!!! summore staff sale next wk, 40% off all items, im so tempted to buy a pullover. i shall go shopping on mon, alone!!! shiok, wif my ipod, shop where oso no one care, juz dat i got no one to gif mi opinion.

i love dat gucci unicef collection bag, so nice. onli if they cum in e wallet design. LV will be calling mi soon, wahahha...

another day of 12am tml, sian ah. =\


*my life @3:05 AM

Friday, December 15, 2006



last paper today, tink die oreadi. town after dat wif val, chek, ivy, elson & qiao. had a great time wif them. met up wif baby after dat. went to mango sales, saw e jeans i wan bud sizing not right. from 99bucks to 59bucks, can buy rite, bud too bad... veri sad i didnt get anything out from there. mayb get my muji top instead.

im feeling so emo now. feelings not e same anymore. im tired. ppl say im selfish, yes i am selfish, bud did they put themselves in my shoes?


*my life @12:02 AM

Sunday, December 10, 2006



town wif baby ydae. 2 hrs of shopping onli, well. he went hugo boss buy belt n polo tee, cuz 40% sp. save like 100plus. went over to wisma gap tk a look. still prefer e vivo outlet, bigger space for walking. gucci after dat, cuz hving sales. juz tk a look at e queue at e taka outlet, both mi n baby got so sian. went over to paragon one, better. saw e wallet i wanted, fall/winter collection wif their signature colour ribbon at e top, soso onli, was tinking to get dat anot, cuz seasonal items on sale. baby wanted to buy bud i cant mk up my mind.

work today, siann... cuz till 12am, crowd juz sux ok. wen start work today, another extra person to crap n gossip wif, haha... went forever21 to try e black jeans i wanted, nice bud not my size, sadded. i still got $20 voucher wif mi. wanted e gap wan bud it cost $129, somewhat close to levis jeans.

requested off tml, gonna study for a&p, dead meat dis time. i've no idea for dis sub is toking bout.

cleared my mind wif baby, i feel gd now. =))


*my life @2:59 AM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006



9am lec today, felt so slpy throughout e lec, am so lost in rev lec, i dunno wich to study. how great. fashion merch tut cancelled, store mngt tut ended earli, suppose to end at 4pm for both bud 1pm instead. since its still earli, ivy, qiao, elson & i went to tamp ikea. big bud its so inaccessible, traffic lights here, stairs over there, like wth. chek joined us after dat.

feel so stressed up, over for juz a term test, its like not even e exams yet. bud im panicking now cuz i dun understand wad a&p is about, I AM DOOMED FOR SURE!

4th day not seeing baby again, i reli damn miss him. he's feeling giddy dis few days, i hope he's alrite. =((


*my life @2:25 AM

Saturday, December 02, 2006



tutorial wif jeff ho today. tell our whole grp to stay bk cuz got one one bad news to tell us. i cant concentrate on e whole lesson, cuz was tinking did i do anything wrong. till lessons is over n everyone left, he told us he dunno hw to start off e whole thing. he announced e news, 4 of us were like screaming. it turned out to be a gd news. told us to keep mum bout it first.

thou not in yet, n there mite not be a chance, bud still, its a rare opportunity for mi, furthermore im in retail line, i guess if i reli got in, it'll reflect gd in my resume. nice resume wif convincing words, im gonna work on it now. 2 rounds of interview, gonna smile more, cuz jeff ho say i look stern w/o smiling. ok fine. build my self confidence n communication skills.

anw, town after dat wif benita, wanna look at e wallets at dfs. cust service is veri gd. malay staff speaking jap, how cool is dat mann. peifu peifu.

slacking after dat at hk cafe; wif jos&eug, tc&karen, mi&baby, n jolin. had fun wif all e nonsense n our 'favourite' fren, haha...

work tml. gonna rest now, nites fren. =))


*my life @2:34 AM