* my dark life with rainbows

Tuesday, February 28, 2006



after seeing march's roster ydae at work, my heart sank to e bottom of e sea. 5 part timers, n each onli work 9 days out of 31 days, how pathetic can we be. i'm gonna rot for 18 days, exclude e 3 days trip. i'm reli veri veri sad. tote i could use my hols fruitfully to work n earn $$$, e outcome is so disappointing. all thx to e temp GM B.N. hated her since polo. e other time when i couldnt work in pjc oso bcoz of her, cut cost. now cum tommy oso cut cost, company reli dat budget? i wonder.

woke up today at 2pm. had lunch den went to pack my cupboard, its rotting. threw away old mag, put all my cds in. now my table looks much more neater, haha... juz leave all my jay chou's cds on table, my precious. den copy songs from all those cds to itunes, so i can upload it into my ipod mini, bus journey's gonna be long, if i dun hv dat, i'll probably juz die. it took mi 3hrs plus to do dat. cleaned my radio n decided to tk a pic of dis bear i bought 6yrs ago when i was sec 1 in sch. ta dah!! im missing sec sch days. =(



today is e start of my rotting day. before e exams i'd oreadi plan to watch korean show hse of romance during hols. my act-smart mum went to borrow it to my auntie, how wonderful. im stucked hm either rotting, watching tv or use e laptop. i reli dunno wad to do for e next off day.

gonna go change my passport photo tml. when i sent it to yongtian n peiling, all say dun look like me. features reli change so much meh?

mi n pl juz cant wait for e trip, so excited over it. 2nd day will be gg kl, almost all is gg, bud shit, louis mite not be gg, n im so troubled over it. everyone got their boy wif them except for mi, juz pray he'll go, pester him till he gif up. argh!!!


for now, i juz hope results will be out soon, i dun hv e patience to keep waiting n worrying. reli, juz a pass will do. haiss.


*my life @2:08 AM

Sunday, February 26, 2006



dunno y i got alot of things to blog, mayb after exams den i feel more relax. muahahaha...

today is e starting of my working life for e next 2 mth, say until machaim i in society oreadi, haha... full shift n i reli cannot tahan, by evening time my leg n bk aching, feel so slpy. cuz for e past 3 mths my shift is all single shift. im glad dat now is non-sales period, less ppl n less work for mi to do.

i like dis tommy dog!!!


free wif purchase above $250. agus's customer bought $1600 today, n she can get 6 dogs, bud she dun wan. of cuz we were excited, haha... cuz quite a few customer dun wan e dogs den all e ppl in e shop got it. she's freaking rich i suppose. when she walk in, TODS paper bag, LV handbag, c e way she dress, taitai. she dun try e clothes, for she's afraid her pretty hairdo will be messed up. and at e counter when she pay, she dun use card, CASH mind u. from behind i c e way she count her cash, drooling mann.

payday in 3 days. BLING BLING!!! bud onli so little, plus i need to change for e trip. me n peiling is kiasu i tink, haha... we gg to discuss online wad to bring for e trip n to pack tgt. haha...

sumhow sumwhat i pity e nyp girl. they say ppl burn into vcd sell in m'sia, how evil can they be. where she go sure go ppl suan her wan. poor girl. bud she brought it upon herself. film den film, wad for save it, n worst still lost her fone.

gotta slp now, my body is aching n due to playing of e facial game. my cousins of age 30 is oso addicted to e cooking game, haha... i tink we miss childhood times. gdnite!!! =)


*my life @2:15 AM

Friday, February 24, 2006



i declare: EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

bud i dun reli feel happy, cuz there's still e results part to go, wad if i recieve e sms from sch stating dat one of e sub is F? wad if i tk e supp paper bud still fail? reli damn shitty now... rsb paper wasnt too difficult, i tink. cuz most of e qns i can do, bud its e matter of whether e things i wrote down izit relevant anot. u crap bud not relevant oso die, haha... juz crap wad i noe la. mcq straightforward oso. there's dis qns on consumer traits... ehm wads dat? i left dat qns blank n 12marks fly away. frenz all ask mi crap, bud i dun even noe wads dat how to crap? i juz pray everything will be a pass, i dun ask for much. haha...

i regretted joining sl la. sickening.


*my life @1:52 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006



prinrmt paper today. it was extremely gd. mcq, all straight forward, no tricky ans, either dis or dat. section b still alrite, at least i manage to vomit everything i noe out. section c case study, alrite as well. overall, excellent, haha... guess e paper ms irene chan sets is alwayz so easy. im glad dat i borrow e tb from her to photocopy sum impt notes wich came out today. now i confirm dat wad lecturers asked u to study, pls study n leave out those unimpt one, it helps.

tml is rsb, e killer paper wich everyone tink so. i cant get anything into my head, thou i've read e tb like for 3 consecutive hrs. its bloody wordy, still prefer ppt notes, he simplies everything for us. allan roche say e paper its tough, so god bless me.

genting trip shld be confirm if nth goes wrong. actually e trip was cancelled, due to MR N.C from hk cuming to sg for shopwalk. when he cum, doubt e 3 managers can get leave, bud doreen's one confirm, so not too bad. mum still say if nv go genting trip, den go cruise wif her n aunt, not reli interested cuz all auntie, plus there's nth for mi to buy up there.

tml paper at 0930, i'll juz memorise everything, cuz i cant understand concepts, dats e bad thing. jiayou!!!


*my life @11:46 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006



do u noe how sickening was accounting paper?

it simply sux to e max core for goodness sake. 3 journal entries wich cost u 15 marks, 3marks for each. if u noe hw to do, gd for u, u got dat 15m easily. cash flow statement? onli 20marks, u shld hv awarded more in dat part, i rather they ask mi to do e whole statement rather den doing journal entries wich i dunno hw to n it cost mi so much. i would say dis paper is more on theory den on application wich sux la, cuz ppl all practise practise den cum out all theory qns. i can onli ask dua bei gong to pray for mi. i need at least a 40 to pass my whole coursework. i wan to noe e results asap. its killing me.

went to watch pink panther, nice nice show.

i cant wait for e trip. i wonder y my mum allow mi to go out outside sg, miracle do happens.


*my life @1:26 AM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006



im suppose to study my accounting now, bud i dun hv e mind to, so yeah, lets blog.

biz stats paper were alrite, tote it'll be diffcult, luckily i did all e past yr paper. left e exam hall earlier, cuz sports hall were freaking hot & i've finished my paper, im trying to concentrate yet e temp is burning my brain cells out. sickening.

i tink mum agreed to let mi go genting wif polo mates, hahaha... cuz she said if i reli gg i gotta change my passport photo, she say juz in case e ppl dun let mi in. *faints* transport n hotel fee will add up onli to $100? dats cheap, cuz auntie booking for us. if everything confirm, i'll be off from 5th to 7th. im excited can.

sis will be gg to kl too, on e 9th wif e sch, for wad? camp. last time when i sec 3, camp at labrador campsite onli, where got so gd go till kl wan.

accounting juz sux, *touchwood* if i were to fail any sub, die die oso dun wan to fail accounting, cuz i dun wan to retake module, other sub still can mk it. so supp paper, plss mk way for my holidays, dun get in e way, i would gladly appreciate it. =))


*my life @1:05 AM

Friday, February 17, 2006



studies, so far so gd. studied all e points lecturer gave, hope it helps, cuz normally wad they ask us to study will confirm cum out wan. those unnecessary one, i'll juz browse thru.

cant repair my glasses due to e lost spring. im so sad la, gonna mk a new pair soon, i hope, at bugis.

i feel so emo now, why huh? tink i locked myself at hm for a long time. not veri long thou, its onli like 2 days? haha... cuz e past few mths i've not been hm a one whole day, as in those u wk up den stayed hm till u slp dat kind. im like a robot who wk up at specific time everyday. study wk now, so not too bad, everyday slp till 2 den wk up, damn shiok.

i cant get to slp, damnit. 1 sheep... 2 sheep... 3 sheep... bla bla bla...


*my life @3:47 AM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006



dunno y bud got e sudden urge to blog bout my "beloved aunty n her family", tink is due to e bitch who tag at tiffany's blog.

mi n my auntie n her family, used to hang out every wkend. 2 daughters 1 son. e daughters were so proud, everything need branded stuff. e son, auntie treat him like treasure, scolds anyone who bully him, like shit. till sec 1, he's still using e milk bottle, arent u ashamed of urself. still rem when he was sec 3, he lost while playing blackjack during new yr, he cried. omg. after tking results for psle, she tote her son were veri veri smart, so chose sch like maris stella, temasek, ngee ann i guessed. 188 for psle, u tink u can go to dis sch? so he end up in a sch wich they nv eva tink he'll go into.


so 3 yrs ago, auntie borrowed a lump sum of $$$ from my parents, $165k, dat time grandpa gave a little to each of e family in e hse. knowing dat we hv dis sum of $$$, they borrowed n we e gd ppl, lend it to them, cuz they were hving financial prob at dat time. husband lost money in his pub n stuff. we helped them moved hse, look after their pub while they were away, n they say we act smart. no money bud still insisting on letting e daughters continuing their studies in australia, wif OUR MONEY. n now, while her daughters graduated from uni, i hv to loan from e bank for my poly studies.

well its not jus dat. my mum called them up n asked for e money. bloody auntie scold my mum a bitch, scold her ccb. oh well, im so sad dat u dunno dat urself is a bitch, whom everyone in e family hates u like hell. none of my cousins liked her.

now they're living in a rented condo, wonder if they've moved. stop acting like ur so rich, when ur husband has failed in maintaining his pub business n bcum a taxi driver (no offence to those whose dad r taxi driver). his son is currently studying in sp, tried to get his hp bud i cant. i wonder y we dun bump into them when sg is so small.

due to them, we, ourselves hv financial prob, parents quarreling over dat every nite. i wonder y my dad didnt drew up e black&white statement, so dat we can go sue them, thou we hv e cheque transaction at e bank. my whole family is like we rather wan them to die than to tk bk e $$$, u may say we're evil.

my dad owe alot of stuff, n he's struggling, he dun earn much n i cant help him either. i've not been taking allowance since after o level, after i start working, n pay my hp bill n pay for things i wan myself. im not trying to say im noble or wad. he does gif mi $ sumtimes n im touched. i jus hope god will let him strike 4d or toto one day. my mum alwayz say dis, they will get e retribution sooner or later, n we're get to enjoy sooner or later too. for them is xian tian hou ku, for us is xian ku hou tian, i hope dis sentence is true.

to e yu family, bless u, may e devil n evil fcuk u upside down.


*my life @1:24 AM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006



my $6.30 in tommy is easier to earn now, cuz sales period is over n shop is less busy n crowded. we can even play ard as if its our hse. im simply love e way it is now, haha...

study wk dis wk, so shall study one sub a day, hope it goes into my head. forgo today's outing wif louis, sad bud not veri sad, cuz v day is juz another normal day!

ok u may tink im selfish, bud i tink studies n exams is e most impt thing rite now, i dun wanna fail my exams, if fail = supp, supp fail = retake module, i do not wan dat to happen plss. thou coursework grade isnt dat gd, i juz wan everything to pass, dat may be e reason why i dun get gd grades, cuz i dun hv expectations of myself, juz a pass will do. i dun wanna stress myself!!! im doing fine for my revision, hey not too bad alrite.

engineered jeans or ralph perfume??

last bud not least, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all couples out there!!!


*my life @2:03 AM

Saturday, February 11, 2006



MY PRECIOUS IPOD MINI IS FINALLY BACK!!!

im happi like hell la, went to collect it today wif louis. haven been listening for 2 whole wks, feel so uncomfortable n boring not having music on e way to sch or work. its bk!!! instead of changing e batt wich couldnt hold e charge, they replaced a brand new one for me, n i reli mean a new one, hahaha... excited excited excited...

watched i not stupid too at j8, super nice show. funni+sad+touching+meaningful show. its not like sum movie wich juz catch ur attention for dat 2 hrs, dis is after e show u still will gif a deep thought bout it. wanted to cry at sum part, budden paiseh la, thou its pitch dark inside, hee...

after dat went athars, n i swear dis is one wich i dun reli feel comfortable, cuz e guys tok bout ghost stuff in real life, thx to zelcy who started off wif e heirloom movie, argh!!! they've went thru sum b4 n my hair were standing from e start till e end, freaking eerie. plus today peiling send me e maze game, damnit mann, scare e shit outta me, cuz out of sudden e sickening disgusting baby face juz pop up n ahhhh!!! i scream la, after dat heart like beating so fast for e next ten min. kena dis like dunno how mani times liao, i need to learn to identify liao.

visit dis
webby Dtemptation for cheap perfumes, original & genuine. =)


*my life @1:37 AM

Thursday, February 09, 2006



shlndt hv went sch for biz stats lec today, cuz lecturer is onli gg thru past yr papers, waste of time. val n mi felt slpy n bored so skipped dat n went library. to read calvin & hobbes, damn funni. after dat discuss comm skills n left sch at 12. wait for e bloody 518 would juz shorten my life, sickening.

so i reached ck tangs n walked over to wheelock place, since louis not out yet n i wan to go c e papillio sandals. alrite, e design i wanted look so ugly, sian half. den walked bk to paragon n walk ard. metro levis doesnt hv e tee i wan to buy for him, sadded. finally, when he's out for lunch, he hv to go over scotts to tk ibt, walked bk there again, den walk him bk to paragon again after break.

cross over to taka levis n c, dun hv as well. isetan levis hv, bud no size. e gal help mi check 3 outlets, nice of her, scotts hv. when i heard dat, i reli is dunno wad to say, is like walking bk n forth 2 destinations non stop. im so stupid to not ask her check PS, cuz gg there to tk train. so bought it n im happi, haha... too lazy to walk bk to mrt station so took bus outside thai embassy. met sis at cp after dat.



am in for sl, tgt wif cm. briefing at 4 tml, sian ah!!!

trying to to my RSB notes now, im not worrying bout dis subject thou its e diff, im worrying for prinrm instead cuz i fail e term test, IF overall coursework grade is a F, congratulations me!!! supp paper straight away... diaoz... =\


*my life @9:28 PM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006



hm at 2pm today, shiok, cuz i juz miss hm so much. im tired of gg out. watch tv n went to tk a 4hrs nap. shiok shiok shiok.

joined sl ydae wif chek meng. wanted it e veri first time bud nv join cuz no one joining, val n nic gg away in april. ydae tink was e last chance to join, so cm n i went to join. after dat felt happi, bud now i feel so sucky. i regretted joining, cuz im lazy to go to e camp n im not an enthusiastic person. can i withdraw now? so sian... wif e 5 days taken away from mi, im earning less from tommy, n i hope they would still wan mi during dis 2 mths, cuz sales period gg to be over n they would not need so mani parttimers.

sch end 11plus tml, am gg town to find louis for his lunch n find a gift for him. i tink i noe wad to buy, haha...


*my life @10:36 PM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006



missed my sec sch days. o levels results will be out dis fri n i rem last yr at dis time, im e one panicking like shit. missed e times i study for it, how i redo n redo every tys i hv. now i noe why ppl say sec sch life are e best, cuz u got ur best fren from there n polytechnic life sux. dun believe ppl if they tell u is relaxing, they're bullshitting. well, if ur smart, den i tink its a diff thing for u. =\

nvm... watched e results for e superstar juz now, wah!!! so sad wif it can, geraldine & e RI guy got out, glad dat e KC ger got in, support her cuz im from a convent sch myself, haha... cant wait for e next round.

dis design nice?

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finally, role play on wed. summative test on wed n report due on fri. next wk study wk, mugged all e way... IF i can... i haven start studying for my exams yet, am i dead???

i wonder.



*my life @12:58 AM

Saturday, February 04, 2006



change bk to old blogskin again, cuz i reli like dis so much, need not navigate, everything on a page. hope it wun gif mi badnwidth prob again.

im sick. went steamboat wif sjc ppl ydae. del, wen, jos, jialing, deb, xuan, jas. still hving fun wif them. i miss e time in sec sch. was suppose to go athars to celebrate tiffany's bdae bud i feel so uncomfortable, chest felt so tite, tummy so bloated, so louis send mi hm first. e moment i stepped into hse, rush to toilet n bla!!! i vomitted all e things i ate, 15bucks gone juz like dis.

diarrhoea for like 10 times in 3 days, pain can!!! muz be food poisoning, due to e char kway teow i ate in sch 2 days ago. mum asked mi not to eat anymore cuz everytime after eat den got prob wan, bud it taste nice loh. din even went to SB mk-up tutorial dis morn, too lazy to n uncomfortable.

was suppose to work today. when i wk up, my whole body no strength, as if i'll fall anytime. tinking whether wan to go work anot, so i tote i would be better after sum time, i went out. sat train all e way to dhoby ghaut den went hm again. went to c doc, he say food poisoning, goodness. nv get to earn $50 today, still need to spend $30 on doc. pray tml i'll recover n go work, i miss working n e peeps there.

i miss u. =)


*my life @4:25 PM