* my dark life with rainbows

Thursday, December 29, 2005



ISETAN PRIVATE SALES!!! finally after for 3mths of waiting. met up wif benita at 10+ den went scotts. zelcy msged mi dun hv e colour i wan for my jeans, heart totally sank.

when we were in, there's alot of ppl, i cant breath, no fresh air, so heaty. of cuz, i went to levis first, they reli dun hv e colour i want!!! wtf. so tried e other dark colour, sizing were so argh for mi. too small too small, too big too big, i hate my body figure. wadeva. so bought patty anne slim cut at $90. ehm... can say i buy bcoz i wan e new pair of levis jeans... there's 30% off... n for e sake of buying sth. cuz i juz cant stand it when there's discount n u still cant get anything u wan, if dats e case, its so super sadded la. my pink pather shorts on 30% as well, bud didnt try cuz dun hv my size, n e queue were so long. i waited 15mins juz to try my jeans.

i'm glad we went there quite earli, cuz when i was out at 1+, e queue to entry into iseten were so long. from main entrance to polo entrance. went ips for 3 times, i need not queue, lucky mi, haha... went work after dat. sian.

changeover, tote it would be sth i enjoy after for so long. bud not at all. ydae, everything were alrite. bud today, haha... i would say disaster in my opinion. when in polo, we tk each other opinion & comments, bud here, its like clashing wif each other, dun reli wan to cooperate, so of cuz, things wasnt done veri smoothly. often politics probs in tommy, i reli dunno y. izit so diff to get along wif each other? its normal for a person to get jealous over sumone's sales, bud is there a need to? u get jealous, u dun gain, instead u mk urself more miserable. last time, i volunteer to work even on off day when they need ppl. now? i wun.

ciaoz~


*my life @2:24 AM

Monday, December 26, 2005



didnt wan to go town today, cuz basically im too lazy n tired n slpy. bud no choice, projectmates wan to go ck tang to hv a look. after dat went isetan scotts, need to ask whether they hv e square cut jeans during e private sales, they hv it bud not all e colours, so sad. i wan e darker colour. tried e straight cut, dun look nice on mi, thigh too loose oreadi, i wanted sth more fitting. since they not sure wich colour they hv, mite as well go try on dat day itself.

saw one pink pather polo tee n shorts there, i like it so much, summore 20% off, budden e money i hv wif mi is onli enuff for my levis jeans, haha... pay in a wk time, bud so little, how to survive...

dis is e gingerbread boy n girl calvin n junhao gave us.
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did dis quiz, peiling sent mi. my results:

You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!

try it, no harm rite. http://web.tickle.com/color/



*my life @11:17 PM



dis yr was better den last, i dunno y. mayb bcoz of e ppl i spent wif? haha... wadeva.

calvin n junhao bought us e gingerbread boy n girl, so cute!!! was tinking y 2 guys will buy us dat, summore for e whole gang, haha... will upload e pic, so lazy now. zelcy gave mi a christmas card, touched. its been yr since i recieved one. e last time was like sec 1 n 2, where all of us innocent, send card to out frenz w/o fail, haha... louis n his colleague exchange gift, bud e one he got is quite girly, a small sling pouch, so he gave it to me. my manager, bought all e part-timer a whole bar of calbury chocolate.

watch THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA!!! din wan to watch it at first, cuz tinking wad show is dat, budden e whole gang wanted to watch so watch loh. i tink its super nice, i prefer dis more den king kong. why? cuz king kong not realistic, i prefer realistic thing, den narnia is fantasy. i like e thing a few yrs happen in juz dat moment in real life, amazing. its like hving a dream. can i hv dat wif jay chou? haha... i reli like it mann. one part is iceland, e other is like normal wad, den battle. i peifu e author to hv such imagination. so reach hm 330, slpt at 5am.

saw dis quiz from peiling's blog, so decided to do. and tpl if u happen to read dis, u r not KE AI at all, omg. tok tok tok!!! i wan to c u mking my eardrums go deaf, hahaha...



time for my beauty precious slp. i wan to enjoy my break thou im busy. tata~


*my life @1:48 AM

Saturday, December 24, 2005



finally had my shopping today, bud i dun feel shiok. shopped from 5 till 10. wanted to buy e butterfly shoe, bud zelcy say e other look nicer, belt & buckle kind, so bought dat. cuz butterfly sizing like shit, 39 too big la, 38 too small loh, dun even noe wich to tk. summore zelcy say belt wan go along more wif jeans, cuz i love to wear jeans compare to skirt. nicer $32 after discount, alrite la. bought nail polish as well, from face shop. cheap n durable, haha...

lazy to go bugis for steamboat, so wanted to to seoul garden for dinner. long queue. proceed to ajisen, long queue again. so i suggested go thai express. queue oso, bud was quite fast. e fried noodle i ordered super bloody spicy, cant tk it. i wan e tom yum soup again!!! spicy n sour, shiok mann...


damnit!!! im hooked on to psp oreadi, how how how!!! e car crashing game, so exciting, haha... let mi see, among us who hv psp: tyj, louis, andy, tiffany, ck. im tempted to buy one now, haha...

iseten private sales on 28th, i keep tinking on 29th, thx to louis, remind mi e wrong date. zelcy passed mi e entry tix liao. now tinking wan go wif benita anot, she said love mi no more, haha... reli hope on dat day, levis hv e square cut jeans, bud got strong feeling they sell those basic item, den i diaoz liao...

working tml, im so excited!!! i miss working mann, polo n tommy peeps e best on earth, haha... =)


*my life @2:01 AM

Friday, December 23, 2005



RSB paper were alrite. bud im such a fool dat forget to study e main pts allan roche gave. i onli rem when i flip e notes at hm. damnit. if not i would hv got more marks. i got a feeling i'll fail.

kboxing wif my sis. as usual, i fall aslp, den she sing alone. i dunno y. previously 2 session wif jm n yt, i oso fall aslp, mayb sing till halfway sian liao den no energy.

xmas cuming, n i dunno wad will we be doing. from zelcy's choice, i would prefer movie session, bud muz book earli if not sure no tix wan. if not peiling, plss tink of a nice place for celebration, haha...

time passed so fast dis yr, 2005 would be a memorable yr for mi, cuz i've learnt a lot of things, n i've noe great ppl too.

ppl who present their fake side to ppl, are lousy ppl. dun tink u r so great. u juz sux.


*my life @12:26 AM

Thursday, December 22, 2005



i wan dis sandals in e madrid model, thou i juz got mine. attractive. btw, RSB is killing me, i cant get anything into my head. i hate dis subject to e maximum core. prepare to fail, bud hopefully wun la, i dun wanna tk supp paper. kbox wif my sis tml!!!





*my life @12:04 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005



my head gg to burst soon. alot of assignments waiting for mi to finish.

finally, my shopping trip is gonna be on dis fri. town wif louis, n hopefully steamboat at bugis. like say so mani times bud oso not success. thou i work in orchard, bud im still gg there. cuz onli pass by wisma n den taka. instead of buying my buttefly shoe, im gg far east to look for others, hv alternatives den select. dis is part of e consumer buying process, haha... i reli hate e word retailer mann...

christmas eve on sat, wad will i be doing? working... cant celebrate, so so sad la. next wk gonna be busy.

mon: project outing for prinrmt.
tues & wed: working till 1am. its gonna be fun, haha...
thurs: isetan private sales!!! wif miss benita...
fri: hm for comm skills outline, meet up for jap script (hopefully)
sat & sun: working again. so no life...

i dun even noe wad im doing, thou im in onli yr1, im super stresed, i dunno how im gg to survive in e next 2 yrs. god, plss bless mi.

im fine wif e things gg on now. contented.


*my life @12:43 AM

Friday, December 16, 2005



tiring day. kept falling aslp during lec. parcel arrived ydae, bud no one was hm, so went to sk singpost today to collect it. wanted them to redeliver again, bud muz wait till tml. damn heavy la. finally, our sandals arrived, haha... so went athars juz now to pass cori hers. polo mates r still e best, haha...


corinna, angeline, yunting.


mine, nicole & ivy.

kinda disappointed wif mine, cuz i tote its bright mint colour, bud its a bit darker. i tink i chose e wrong colour, so hard to match wif my clothes. sickening mann.

polo ralph n polo jeans staff sales dis 2 days, so tempted to go, bud no $$$, 40% off everything, imagine, save tons can. shall save it for my jeans, i need dat more den anything.

break in 1 wk time, bud need to prepare for quite a few things, plus im working 2 days for e changeover.

cds selection soon, was tinking to tk PSQ or colour combination first. wanted psycho n socio at first, bud doesnt link wif my course, summore quiz every wk n exam-based. laykiang said colour quite easy, so tking dat. bud no one tking wif mi, sadded.

i juz wan to be happy everyday, do wad i need to do, care bout no one, trust ur ownself bud no one. =)



*my life @12:48 AM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005



today was alrite. tutorial ended an hr earli, 3 hrs of break. wanted to discuss rsb project wif val at tm, bud chek meng suggested we go watch movie. ok, so watched aeon flux wif him, val & nicole. amazing. e future n clone thingy, damn cool la.

finally... my tommy jacket!!!

ok, i noe my photography skills failed, haha... went in URS today n look at my butterfly shoe. hesitating to buy now. e heels behind not reli high, its comfortable cuz its soft. shall bring my mum to c, i trust her views, haha... shopping alone is ehm... alrite la. felt veri peaceful. sidetrack: i liked e journey on 518 from sch to town, it alwayz let mi tink alot, cuz u cant do anything on bus n u juz keep on tinking. =)

jap is killing mi, i cant rem all e keywords, siao liao ah... i juz wan e term test to cum quickly n go quickly.

i'll treat u e same way u treat mi.


*my life @12:17 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005



worst day ever. it sux. laptop gone, toto gone, shopping gone, friends gone.

cousin asked mi wad i wan a laptop for? for personal use, privacy. i juz wan it... can i? all asked mi wait till next yr when e sch's selling. if u tink i can wait, y would i wan to buy now?

toto...forget it, im not lucky to win dis kinda thing.

louis's off cancelled, thx to e staff sales, forgo my shopping trip. bud lucky i hv benita to company me, its been donkey yrs since i went shopping wif her.

friends. shant say anything. im not a person wif lotsa fren. ehm... shld say im used to it. used to being a loner.

will be gg town tml. first to suntec, to collect my polo tees from pjc. finally auntie had altered it, i waited for a mth. den to raffles city to buy my long awaited sweater from tommy. STAFF SALES!!! 40% OFF!!! super excited... haha... isetan private sales cuming real soon, will be getting my levis jeans i tink. rush down cuz i scared sizes will be limited. MUZ BE KIASU!!!

jap listening test on wed, haven read thru my dialouges. gotta buck up. accounting is driving mi crazy. trying to work hard, bud e content is difficult.

im a pessimist.


*my life @1:17 AM

Monday, December 12, 2005



happy and sad. dad's buying a laptop for mi, bud my ipod mini got prob, thx to e bloody batt. charge till full, yet i listen for onli less den an hr. wth is dis la. scared after servicing my songs will be gone, so i backup all my songs, luckily can, if not i can reli cry out. 400 songs, gone like e wind.

kboxing wif jm n yt dis cuming wed, juz bcuz jm wan to waste her time fruitfully due to her 6hrs break, cuz she got ig meeting at 7pm. thurs gg shopping, like finally la. today walked from wisma to taka to work, i realise how much i've missed out. goodness. fri gg to repair my ipod mini.

i wan my butterfly shoe. =\


*my life @1:07 AM

Thursday, December 08, 2005



finally, comm skills essay is done. i did a lousy job. diaoz. term test in 2 wks time, panicking now. rsb n principles of rmt is a killer sub to mi. not forgeting accounting. biz stats is e easiest for mi. i wonder y had i choose a diploma connected wif marketing. its difficult mann.

went to watch perhaps love. i suggest u dun watch unless ur so desperate to watch a movie. i was falling aslp most of e time. they hv more songs rather den dialogues. its confusing. awhile show present, later show past. i dun understand.

decided not to buy my tommy jeans sweater till e season is lifted. i can save fourteen bucks, haha... din wan to buy now cuz i dun need it now, juz dat i find it nice n onli 8 pcs in sg so i buy. i rather buy perfume. my miracle n issae miyake is running out. louis helping mi buy ralph at 50% off. whao!!! haha...

happiest girl on earth. =)


*my life @11:12 PM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005



hving headache like hell, non stop. haiss. woke up last nite from my slp to vomit, cough till tears flow down on e train, how worse can i get.

2 wks ago, i booked movie tix from gv. bud not successful when i booked, when i checked, no records of mine. so i tote money was not deducted. bud wth, its deducted n tell mi successful when i checked my mail in e evening. im so pissed off. so i email them, telling them e story, n today i got a reply from them. money will be returned to my acc, and 2 free complimentary pass, hahaha!!! was damn happi after reading their mail. shall watch it soon.

i hate ppl who treat u as a fren at first n stranger now.

busy, busy, busy.


*my life @12:02 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005



i feel so oh terrible. cough becoming from bad to worse, plus flu. didnt wan to work today, cuz had alot of sch stuff haven settle yet, bud tink of e flow of customer ydae, i better go. bud wtf, so little ppl today. diaoz. was in foul mood after 9pm, mood swing.

one uncle walked in today wif e tee printed wif polo ralph logo. normally, e horse is facing to e left, bud his was facing to e right. i cant stop laughing e moment i saw it, haha... i was tinking if fake wan den fake wan la, y tell e whole world ur wearing a fake polo tee. told wena n she told agus. he realized dat he was wearing e wrong side, no wonder la. ok, its a real one, haha... it was darn hilarious la.

went shopping during my break time, n saw a pair of covered shoes from URS. i wan to buy dat. $32 after discount. i need a shopping soon plss. i did not shop for one whole mth since sch started. haiss.

finished my 2 NE attendance. val, joreen, lisa & me went there practically juz to slp. from e starting till almost e end. body ache after dat.

im tired of sch n work. save me. there's onli one person who can do dat. =)



*my life @1:03 AM

Saturday, December 03, 2005



i'm sick. flu, cough. terrible enuff. i can blow my nose till tears flow down. mum ask mi go c doc, bud i dun wan. im stubborn. i tink its a waste of $$$ n eventually i'll get well. ate panadol, chi med powder wif chrysanthemum, chicken essence, flu med. alot of junk med. haha...

gonna be quite busy for next wk.
mon: biz stats class test.
tues: principles of retail mngt quiz.
wed: jap presentation.
fri: comm skills essay due retail accounting quiz.

haven plus my other projects, im gg crazy. ppl say poly is more relax. all rubbish. i went into poly with e perception of slack n relax, bud hello!!! sadly, its e opposite of it. of cuz i cant do anything bout it rite, haha... juz let mi complain la.

skipped my jap lec today juz to hv a nice slp. slpt from 3 to 830 n i still feel tired, i can juz cont slping without wking up. i dun feel hungry at all when i wk up, when i had my last meal at 730 in e morn. n after dinner, i dun feel full or anything. amazing huh.

tml got NE talk in sch, work at 2pm. tiring enuff, summore sick. hope i can survive.

ya. termtest timetable out. 19 to 22 dec, i wanna pass everything, even its a D.

finally, i've ordered my birkenstock sandals wich i wanted like 3 4 mths ago. helped corinna, ivy, nicole, angeline & yunting to order. i wan it to be here soon!!!


*my life @12:22 AM