met wen to go ssdc for basic theory test. when i saw wen's screen, i noe im dead. yes n im correct, i failed. hahaha!!! one lady more jialat, she press e wrong button n ended e whole test before she could start. next test would be 25th oct, pray hard dis time i pass. im so discouraged after dat. den louis say they hv a quota of ppl passing, like hand in earlier u pass, provided u got 45qns correct, i was like dis is not fair la. even if i got 45 qns correct n handed in late, i oso fail. wth la.

town wif her n yucui. went perlini silver private sale, thx to wen, bud din buy anything, juz a pendant. saw nth i like n inside was so chaotic. went to find doreen bud she not working, den go find ryan n wendy. i noe y doreen call yucui n didnt call mi to work in tommy jeans, thx to ryan koh, go tell her i work giordano. den he help mi call her den she say ok. hahaha damn excited can. be bk to normal environment, wif doreen ard n e type of working style. i'll be working wif yucui!!! so so happi can.

den went paragon to find louis for his break, den to taka again to find doreen. i'll be starting work next wk if nth goes wrong, so shall quit my giordano tml. ehm, dun tink dis will be a gd impression to them, bud i reli dun feel gd la.

bye giordano, and hi tommy jeans. =)

*my life @11:06 PM

i hate dis morn. reached shop at 9, bud they came onli at 10, waited for an hr. sat at e escalator falling aslp. worked half morn so went to meet louis, ck & tiffany at iseten for e private sales.

im sadded. got stuck there for 3hrs n walk ard like 3 to 4 times bud i cant c anything i like, summore im broke la. no mood to shop at all. tried on e adidas shorts bud too short, den will like zao geng like dat, haha... u can simply buy anything from e sale, its juz e problem of $$$, u noe... saw yongjin's new bombastic hairstyle, ehm... weird. haha...

dinner at far east plaza. after dat tiffany was like "i wanna go supermarket!!!" bud ck dun allow. den when we reach there, i tink we noe e reason y. we went away for awhile n when we're bk, her basket is full. haha... i fell aslp on e car when on e way hm, super duper tiring mann.

i feel more comfortable at work now, mayb slowly getting used to it. i simply love my work roster dis wk, relaxing. no afternoon shift, wich means i need not do housekeeping, phew. all e standing n walking ard cause my leg to ache so much.

tml's my basic theory test, studied bud forgot. so bad so bad. meeting yucui after dat at town. wen say perlini silver got private sale tml, feel like gg bud no $$$, again. =(

*my life @11:34 PM

wth la! need to go suntec hand-carry stock tml before i go work, gonna sweat like shit again. i heartpain my ez link card, u can say im niao. last time polo ask u go tk stock still provide u wif ez link card, giordano leh, tink u on e way ask u go tk, hello!!! everything need $$$ wan ok.

slpt will 2pm, bud not a nice one. mother keep toking so loud as if scared no one cant hear her like dat. went to watch e myth again wif mum n sis, bud its still so nice. like inital d, u wun get tired of watching it so mani times. suppose to celebrate my colleague cherie's bdae, bud i din go.

in love wif e song jackie chan n kim hee-seon sang. super nice n touching. awwww!!!!

*my life @12:14 AM

tired. im still so tired. i hate working at giordano. i regretted working there. e worst mistake i've ever made in my life. they ask u replenish stock, den ask u serve customer at e same time. cant finish replenishing, den say u slow, wtf can. slow den u do urself la, ask mi do so mani things as if i can handle so mani things at a time. wan to say more budden dun wan, dis blog is like open to all loh. u muz be tinking y i complain so much, wait till u reli work there den u noe, bud oso muz c wich outlet la.

work half morn shift today, n met louis after dat. went to watch the myth. e movie damn nice n funni, bud kinda sad la, like almost all ppl die loh. kim hee seon so pretty can, i like dat pair of big big eyes. after dat met up wif andy & zelcy. tink she can compete wif mi for eating slow, haha... finally tml is my off day, can slp till anytime i wan. will off my hp to silent mode, haha...

I WANNA QUIT MY JOB!!!! =(

*my life @11:47 PM

tiring, e onli word dat i can describe after i start working giordano. reli super super shag.

went work today, n manager ask mi go change $500 of $10 notes, i was like how to change la, today sunday bank not even open ppl oso dun hv enuff to use loh. bud i still manage to change, thx to e marks n spencer guy n stall vendor at e food court.

after lunch, manager again ask mi go lucky plaza to relieve, cuz their staff went mia, again i was like wth la, so mani ppl dun call call mi la, luckily e ppl there were all friendly n helpful. i enjoyed working there, cuz i no need to walk much n my job was onli e fitting rm, super duper easy. haha... their outlet close at 11pm, wah... damn late can. they still ask mi mop e flr bud e manager let mi off earlier, will be gg there on sun again.

tote tml off, budden leh, half morn shift, finally tues off, waited so long, my leg reli aching like shit n even when i walk i feel so pain, haiss.

i juz feel so so tired, nv eva work there unless u reli cant find a job n u r in need of $$$, haha... say until so jialat, bud dats my opinion la. slping time now. =)

*my life @1:05 AM

woke up n saw one msg from an unknown number, tote my colleague msg mi or wad. content:
Exam Results for 0501356J... den e results continue, shant disclose my results, such a disgrace mann, bud luckily i passed all. haha...

before work, went taka n wisma outlet to collect stocks. damn hot. try walking under e sun wif 2 big bags, when i reach shop my shirt was like wet.

went for break n when i went bk, so mani ppl in e shop, cuz 30% storewide started. another part timer tasha shouted leilong as if machiam pasar malam like dat, damn funni. i cant stop working mann, u serve e customers non stop, u keep folding clothes, u keep shouting 30% storewide, wah lao. worked till like 11pm den went hm, reach hm 12am. argh, damn tiring la.

actually off tml, den manager ask mi work, cuz of e discount thingy.

manager: shiying ah... can u work tml for mi from 2 to 6?
shiying: huh... ehm... ok loh...
manager: cuz i scared tml not enuff ppl, cant cope.
shiying: okok...

sian half mann, wth. im tired, bud i dun wan slp, wanna relax. haha... sign off! =)

*my life @1:42 AM

i feel so slpy. my hand n legs aches, haiss. u cant stop tking in n out e diff stacks of clothes. u muz act busy when u're not, like wtf can. u cant stop saying 'hi welcome' n 'hello'. u cant stop replenishing e stocks. u cant stop walking ard. wheneva i reach hm i feel so happi, bud tinking of still hv to work e next day, i feel so sad n scared.

glad dat i still hv my family n frenz ard mi to so-called support me, i tink im stressing myself too much. =(

i tink one of e bad thing is u cant sign in n out e time u work. u dunno how much u r earning. they may even ask u to sign out earli, when e time is not even up. i tink my pay would be like less den $500. dis sux. i used to tink i wan to work den nua-ing at hm, now is e other way round.

saddded.

*my life @12:23 AM

first day work at giordano. it sux. im still not used to it, i prefer polo. my welcome gift was a cut n lotsa blood. thx to e dice, e movable thingy for putting clothes. lets compare:

Polo Ralph
Salary: $6.30/hr
Free time: Juz wait for customers to cum in, u stand n tok
Working hours: Whole day, bud u start late
Housekeeping: Juz wipe e display panel, e cleaner does e rest for u
Break time: 1 hr
Uniform: Free
Grooming: Make up, bud I din pu
Cashiering: Cashier does e job
Alterations: Seamstress do for u
Off day: U can choose urself before they plan e roster
Serving: 1 to 1 serving

Giordano
Salary: $6/hr
Free time: U need to find things to do, even e clothes are all nicely packed
Working hours: 8 hours, bud u end late in e nite
Housekeeping: Vacuum & mop e floor, wipe mirror
Break time: 1 hr
Uniform: U need to pay if u quit within 3mths.
Grooming: Complusory, wtf
Cashiering: U do urself
Alterations: U do urself
Off day: Provide a reason when choosing ur off day
Serving: 1 to many
Benefits: 30% off all apparels

wanted to put in a table wan, budden blogger dun allows mi to do, if not is i dumb dunno how to use. wich u tink is better? i still tink its polo. im not used to it. polo is way too gd mann, u get high pay n does little thing. giordano u get slightly lower n u do almost everything. bud ppl from both is gd, sociable n helpful i would say.

another thing, we played game in giordano, as in 2 teams n compare e sales we did. called AC Milan & Lamester, im in lamester, haha... each sales u do above $60 u contribute one ice cream stick. so for today, i contributed 5, ehm not too bad la.

i feel like quitting oreadi, yes oreadi, budden i dun wan ppl to say mi weak la or wad, haiss. summore still muz pay for e uniform, wich is like $70 after discount. im confused. today is onli e first day, i cant wait for dec 21st to arrive.

i got lotsa things to say, bud i dunno how to put it in words, haiss. =(

*my life @1:12 AM

woke up like 9am, damn tired. i couldnt get to slp e whole nite. went singapore warehouse wif yt to sign e appointment letter, n he's lucky he got a 5 days job at j8 atrium, for giordano, haha... den company him to si ma lu again to paipai, n on e way, bus 80 broke down, damn suay, first time in my life mann.

went bugis junction to meet debbie to pass her marketing notes, n she doesnt need e kotler book, like wth!!! its veri heavy can. argh. den to orchard again to meet louis, ivan & winnie for lunch at lucky plaza.

met mum at cp to buy face powder, cuz i dun hv one. din buy cuz dunno wich to buy, in e end use bk hers. whenever i see e giordano shop, i got veri scared, phobia against it mann. sickening.

its now 2230 onli, n im slping soon, im surprised. im super tired. tata~

*my life @10:32 PM

couldnt hv a nice slp dis morn. woke up by e call from agency, din go for interview, cuz giordano has planned my roster, sian half. face e reality. i'll be working at giordano. still muz put mk up, kill mi can... i hate mk up e most mann. ARGH!!!!

slpt till 2plus den went si ma lu paipai wif my grandma, auntie n my parents. auntie gathering session, they were so so noisy, luckily i had my ipod mini wif mi. =)

be gg down to e head office to sign e letter tml, din went today. i tired. save mi. =\

*my life @10:49 PM

i f e e l s o f u c k i n g s t r e s s e d u p & c o n f u s e n o w .

cried my whole heart out n yet i dun feel any better. my eyes juz got swollen n dats it.

im now tinking bout e giordano job, thou i got it, bud i dun feel like gg for it. yes i noe, its juz a part time job, dun be fussy over it, bud i dun feel gd. cuz u noe they're known for their service, n i dun tink im up to e job. e alteration part, everyone say its easy n all, bud when u reli do it i tink its another matter oreadi. basically is i hv no confidence in myself.

tink will be gg for another interview later on, more choices would be better. n now im tempted by e polo job, full shift for 9 days, can earn up to $600, bud hv to deduct e bloody cpf. bud zelcy say alot of ppl reserve liao, so i dunno still got my turn anot, she say will pester andy for mi, haha...

depression.

*my life @3:21 AM

so went centrepoint wif yt today for e interview, n yes i got e job. was happy n sad after dat. happy cuz i got e job, sad cuz its at centrepoint, so auntie place, omg. u hv to learn cashiering n alterations, like wtf la, they reli noe how to mk use of e $6 they pay mi per hr. do so mani things. *faints* would be gg down their head office to sign sum letter thingy, troublesome.

finally i bought my adidas bag, after so long of considerations. bought it cuz my aunt gave mi $50 n i juz need to top up e rest, haha... went to e shop n keep holding on to e bag, e shop assistant keep looking at mi mk mi so paiseh can. its juz a normal bag la.

meet up wif louis again, yes again for dinner den hm after dat, bloody shag. =\

*my life @11:42 PM

juz bk from zouk. admission free, cuz jane's fren working there i tink. had supper at prata shop after dat. so who i went clubbing wif, as usual, e polo mates: louis, andy & zelcy, calvin & corinna, laykiang, larry & jane, ck & tiffany, n 3 other ppl whom i dunno, haha... yeah n saw eunice e pretty ger too, advance happy birthday!!!

as e first timer to clubbing, everyone were like asking my experience la, how was it la. ehm i shall say its fun la, u meet various kind of ppl, not dat bad. bud music tonite were ehm not reli nice i guess, sum agreed too.

finally, giordano called, like after 3 days, idiotic. gg down to centrepoint outlet for 2nd round interview wif yt, cuz he oso received e call.

isetan will be having private sales end of sept, they asking mi wan to work polo anot, wish to work bud its not for e whole 1mth plus u noe, so i'll still count on my giordano.

slpy now, eyes feeling so hot, wif all e smoke juz now, buay tahan. slping time. =)

*my life @4:13 AM

slpt till 1430 today, super tiring n slpy. finally can hv a nice slp.

went kbox wif yt n jm ydae, sang till 5 onli, wth, i like dun even noe can. den went to find louis n wanwen at j8. wanwen does like gossiping i guess, or shld i say she's a certified gossiper. haha...

still tinking whether shld i buy e adidas bag anot, shall go c later. gg zouk later on, wahahaha!!! my first time clubbing, i noe ur tinking im mountain tortoise la, bud i juz turn 18 alrite.

as for now, im gonna watch e korean show. tata~

*my life @5:45 PM

y cant ppl juz let mi hv a nice slp till noon? louis called on mon, job agency called ydae, n today junquan called. HEY!!! i need to slp ok!!!

went movie wif jq, watched e longest yard, its hilarious, nice movie. tampines is reli so bored, we juz keep walking ard n dunno where to walk. dinner at long john.

its been almost a wk of holidays, n im missing sch so badly. argh. another 1mth plus before sch starts again, i cant wait la!!!

yeah, im crazy over e korean drama show now, 浪漫满屋. damn nice can, peeps u all should watch. ok im tired now. rest. =)

*my life @11:51 PM

kena woke up by a call dis morn, ask mi go for interview, bud didnt wan to cuz too lazy, tink i gotta withdraw e application. went town to tk e theory bk from louis n lunch wif him. met up wif yongtian afterwards.

we walk in to ck jeans first, since they r finding ppl, bud too bad they wan onli full timers. bud will call us if they need full time part timer, haha... den to giordano. filled up form got interviewed by e manager den say will call us bk by tml. pay has rise from $5.50 to $6, dats gd. haha... alvin msg n say no need part timer at pjc, expected, so not reli sad over it.

saw one adidas bag today, im drooling over it, thou it looks normal. cuz i wanted a sling bag for so long n now i c one i like, bud im so broke. sian half.

im onli looking forward to kbox n zouk dis wkend. i wanna enjoy myself to e fullest. =)

i feel so slpy e whole day, tiring.

*my life @9:55 PM

its 0345 now, n im still sitting down in front of my com blogging. i tink im juz too bored. juz finished toking on fone wif junquan, n i tink he's lame la. certified irritater, i hate u to e core, alwayz mk mi pekchek. stop calling mi titu ying, froggy quan.

jiemei yucui said giordano hiring part timer now, wahahaha!!! when i heard dat i damn excited, another hope. so faster call yongtian n tell him e gd news, so we shall head down to ps outlet later on n try out. bud i prefer tommy hilfiger la, haha... pay better oso. shall visit doreen later on n ask easier.

slping time now, im tired. =)

*my life @3:52 AM

wad hv i done today? nth again. woke up at 3pm, since wk up got nth to do mite as well slp longer. wanted to slp longer till like evening budden i were too hungry n body aching oreadi.

met up wif miss benita at cp, cuz she said felt weird studying wif her fren's fren, so juz walk ard n chatted. her fren got like GPA of 3.8 can, omg, dats so high loh. dun even noe wads mine until i recieved my exams results.

i see a sight of hope now. msg previous manager doreen n asked her if tommy hilfiger needs any part timer anot, hope they need la. she'll check n call mi bk, pray she call mi tml. as wad junquan said, burn down pjc. damn pissed off wif them. till so last min den tell mi.

slack again tml. sian. im nua-ing my life away. =\

*my life @10:59 PM

woke up earli in e morn like 10am, stupid louis called n wk mi up. went ssdc to bk my basic theory, saw yongtian n first thing i asked was: ‘did u pass?’ haha… he passed!!! i was like so happi for him thou it wasn’t me, e stones works!!! haha… i noe u will be reading dis, so if got car, fetch mi n jiamin to sch, auto abit huh, haha…

lunch at newton circus, den head for town again. so sian, like go town so often, im so sick of it. went ps for movie, one more chance, damn funni n touching, ppl u shld go watch it. went cp to buy dinner n titbits, saw vanessa n companied her to buy her rabbit’s stuff, n den to cold storage.

bought straits time n its like so pathetic, so little job available, most of it were telemarketer bud i dun tink im up to e job. went online n check out, send in for 3 jobs, hope at least one call mi bk. haha… i so hate pjc now, argh!!!

basic in 2 wks time, ppl may tink its easy like mr yt, so haolian can!!! bud still wish i can pass, wun be tking lessons for upcoming 2yrs, cuz no $$$, haha… took basic since it last for a life time. will be gg wif wanwen, hope she pass dis time.

i’ll be rotting at hm again tml, so sian!!! cant wait for kbox again dis fri. time pls pass faster. =)

*my life @11:35 AM

sem one has ended. i tink its kinda fast. 3 mths of poly life has passed. to mi, it seems like i started sch onli yesterday, when we hv a hard time looking for e tutorial rm, when's e toilet n everything. and now, i had finished my exams n hving my 2mths hols. sem two will be starting in 2mths time n i hoped i'll be in e same class wif my clique.

i've got a feeling my life in poly wouldn't be as fun as wad all my fren told mi. it feels like something is missing in there. it sux. ii'll be stuck in tp for another two n half yrs. sadded.

think alot today, n i tink i shld change for e better. =)

oh ya, gd luck to yongtian who's hving his traffic police practical later on. rem to pick a stone from e roadside, haha...

*my life @2:46 AM

for goodness sake, i stayed hm for e whole day, felt so bored thruout can. dis is so not mi. argh!!! i rather go bk sch to study den rotting at hm doing nothing. wanted to go out, bud its either my fren r all studying for their exams if not den not free.

seriously, nothing is gg my way. today, i placed e glass on e table, n it broke by itself when i lifted it up. for nothing, it broke. wad is dis. its time for mi to go temple n pray for better luck. haiss.

ya, am crazy over e song 美丽笨女人 sang by kelly, i tink its nice. =)

*my life @7:58 PM

当整个世界因为太疲倦而去
我仿佛听到有人为爱欢呼为爱哭泣
早已经听你说过千万次要放弃
从此不再为他而美丽
不要鲜花 不想再受委屈 ok

所以你背起行莨逃逃逃到远方
开始要试着独立试着重新更爱自己
有一天清晨醒来发觉不能呼吸
于是又乖乖回到他怀里
这次你下决心牺牲自己 ok

这一个美丽的美丽的笨女人oh....
她的故事发生在每个角落里
她让我相信了自己的爱情
不能和她一样软弱无力
不能迷迷糊糊勉强自己
爱不是死心踢地 就有结局
哎呀呀呀.....哎呀呀呀.....

*my life @2:10 PM

nothing's going my way.

1st: actually going for superstar final showdown on 1st sept, bud not enuff tix.
2nd: i fell down at sch staircase, summore on my birthday.
3rd: high probability of mi not able to work at pjc suntec.

i dunno y is my luck so down dis few days. everything came to mi so smoothly n nice, disappear e same way as well. alvin said dat e GM want to cut down e number of part timer, so will onli let mi noe if im into pjc next wk. wtf wtf wtf. tote i could start work straight after exams, was anticipating it. n now, everything gone.

well, marketing paper were quite ok today. study all hints n almost all came out, lucky din study e whole kotler book, i would hv gone crazy. thou exams is over, im not reli veri happy, cuz there's still e result part to go. kancheong. hope i'll be able to pass everything. went kbox wif lisa, jiamin, yongtian n my sis. im hooked on to ktv now.

its time to start looking for a job, i dun put much hope into pjc. fuck. =(

*my life @9:51 PM

im gg to screw up my econs paper, thx to e graphs, i forgotten how to draw!!! shit shit shit. 20marks gone. or more. i tink exam period is damn fast. juz wink my eyes n tml is e last paper, marketing, e killer paper. i studied onli e hints lecturer gave, hope can pass.

i need to go shopping soon. went orchard today n saw mani things i wan to buy, bud im so broke!!! muz wait till like end of oct den can tk pay, by dat time sch oreadi reopen liao, how to shop!!! argh!!!!

im so sick of my life now. =(

oh ya, thankiew to my frenz who wished my happy birthday! =)

*my life @11:57 PM

WTF!!! the worst bdae i've ever had, as mentioned in e previous post. its so bloody boring can!!! argh!!! hving bdae during exams isnt a gd thing AT ALL, when ppl can actually celebrate, u hv to like stay hm n struggle for ur next paper. wth is dis!!! bud finally, i've turned 18!!! ehm can buy 4D, can buy alcoholic drinks, watch M18 movies n go clubbing. i noe i moutain tortoise. no laughing plss.

yes a boring day. went sch as usual for mngt paper. i actually use fully e 2hrs to do dat paper. juz simply quoting ans from e case study, din bother to describe, too lazy oreadi. its fucking hot to do paper in e sports hall, thou there's fan. felt so uncomfortable thruout e duration.

den went town to meet louis again, he wanna buy giordano tee n i can get discount cuz its my bdae. he treated mi again!!! haha twice... went to dis indonesia restaurant at taka. ate kangkong, black pepper chicken n otak. simple dish, bud nice. i tink its worth e money. so went to find ryan n wendy as usual, doreen. gd dat she's doing well at tommy.

alvin called n ask mi if i can start work on fri, to help out for e pjc opening on sat. i dun mind, cuz can earn extra cash. bud didnt wan to cuz i wanna enjoy myself for at least a day before i start work. again, i missed e times at polo. e tiring changeover till 4am, e crazy singapore midnite sales till 2am, stocktaking of e whole shop where we hv a hard time counting e quantity of clothes. memories.

econs tml, manage to finish revising, graphs n formulas, its driving mi crazy. i wan to do well for e paper n get an A for e overall grade, dun wanna pull down e A i got for coursework.

thou i've had e worst birthday, i still wanna wish myself happy 18th birthday!!! haha...

from wen & del

from my sis

from jiamin & yongtian

*my life @11:53 PM

worse birthday i've ever had. wtf.

*my life @4:16 PM

accounting paper were alrite, again i noe how to do except for e adjusted trial balance. it sux, 30marks gone. met up wif jm n went airport to meet yt. had lunch at sakae sushi n again crapping session, we juz cant stop laughing thruout e lunch, haha... they gave mi my present!!! ehm a cushion, wich i like it veri much, cuz dats e cushion i wanted for so long. haha... they bought mi cake oso. to both of them, thankiew!! =)

din study in e end. went bishan j8 to meet up wif louis, juz walk ard. saw dis fox shorts n esprit top, i wan to buy. wait till c if i can get discount from louis's fren. pathetic. haha...

management paper tml, i studied everything, bud as in juz glance thru e notes. haha... tink i'll flung mngt, its such a tough subject.

watched e korean drama stairway of heaven juz now, saw e lead actor playing e piano, it made mi feel like playing too. reli hope dat i can go on further, higher den my current grade 5, wich is like so impossible. cuz basically i got no time for it n im too lazy to practise, haha...

sis bought mi dis piglet soft toy. great. i noe childish la, bud its soooo cute can!!!

ok im tired n slpy. slping time. =)

*my life @11:47 AM

finally csa paper is over, i dun wanna c it anymore. no supp paper no repeat module. csa sux. anyway e paper were average i tink, at least wad i studied had almost all came out. i didnt leave blank for all e qns, at least i scribbled sth relevant. i suppose. haha...

bk hm, planned to study accounting, bud felt so slpy so i took a nap. wanted to slp for onli half hr, in e end i slpt for 2hrs. kill mi plss. awww!!!!

accounting paper tml. wad hv i done? simply reading thru e tb n done onli few simpler financial statements. i tink im dead mann. im still hving accounting next sem. WHY!!! y am i so slacky in studies? i mean its exams period, n i hv dat kind 'heck la' attitude.

studying again at airport tml. management. bloody wordy. why didnt lecturer gif hints. =\

oh ya. tinking of it. e pig yester. mr soh jun quan pressed e wink, pig dead on e screen. e next time he pressed, my com hanged. hey wad is dis la!!! u better stop pressing e wink!!!

i feel so tired now. moodless. =(

*my life @11:48 PM

omg!!! i actually stayed hm e whole day!!! its so boring. studied csa bud nth went in. worried worried n worried!!! chatted wif junquan n he happily press e pig, n it so-called died, got stuck onto e window.



*my life @7:09 PM

its now 3am in e morn. i could hv studied for my econs, bud i didnt wan to. basically im lazy.

now i understand y we hv to learn how to write a formal letter during sec sch days. wrote one to mr sng my econs tutor, wan to ask him bout demand-pull inflation graph, cuz i dunno how to draw. all hc's fault. mk mi so kancheong now. awww!!!

finally, i had safely cooked my cup noodles, bud e chilli powder went into my eyes n so pain so hot can!!! wth. tink i shldnt eat noodles in e middle of e nite in future, everything went so so bad for mi. =(

anyway, wich colour is nice?

pop energy
mint

fuchsia
pink



*my life @3:08 AM

studied at starbucks, huat chin offered to be my tutor. haha... eh not a bad one la, at least i understand wad he's toking, cuz he simplified everything till i now tink marketing is e easiest subject. haha... so went thru marketing, econs n mngt. and for awhile i tink my strongest sub has bcum my weakest one n vice versa. marketing vs econs. bud juz hope i'll do well for both. =)

exams in 1 more day n i still can cum online, i tink i dunno wads e meaning of e word death* mann. wth. i dun hv e study mood. i dunno wads my study style like. i'll screwed up all my paper. wtf.

im aiming for university now, despite all e tinking dat i had. bud i doubt i can mk it. its juz my goal. working towards it, wich is like still so long. =\

*The act of dying; termination of life.

*my life @11:53 PM

weilian's so cute!!! watched e video clips from channel u website. i cant stop laughing while watching, he's so natural can. all e la leh loh, omg. haha... e eng cum chi interview session was so funni!!! read from newspaper report, his album would be cuming out at ard dec, ppl who like him muz support him ok!!! =)

*my life @1:21 AM

went airport to study wif jm n yt. marketing today. not too bad, wrote down all those hint points gary lin gave. bud din manage to finish writing all. too tired oreadi. bud am proud of myself, e can-so-called longest study session i had after i enter poly, n i manage to concentrate well. wif no one disturbing me.

im high today, plus abit sot sot. eh nono, shld be damn sot. i keep toking to myself, laughing to myself, everything to myself. jm said was due to e iced cappucino i drank, as it was thick n i got high after dat. well i dunno anything. bud i felt weird today, its not mi today. dinner at tm pastamania, full.

now im being called a taitai by jm, yt & huat chin. wtf la. they say i too high maintenance oreadi. need aircon la, cant go hawker centre eat la, need brand la, must shopping la. argh. bud dats mi wad, veri taitai meh... =\

im freaking happi yester cuz weilian won, bud freaking sad today cuz i lost my fave bookmark. those metal stick twisted into ur name dat kind, found out onli when i boarding e bus. felt so sad after dat. =(

new equation. pmsing + exams + stress = mood swing + depression. =(

*my life @11:44 PM

happy. e onli word dat can describe my feeling now. freaking happy dat weilian has won superstar. i cried e moment his face appeared on e screen. i noe its dumb. i support him not bcoz out of sympathy, he sing well. i noe sum ppl dun tink so. ehm... ppl hv diff views la. =)

wad happen to my cup noodle last nite? i tote i boiled e water, bud i didnt, so pour into e cup. was tinking y no smoke. ok e water is not boiled. so a i-tote-im-smart me put it into microwave, tote could heat it up, bud it didnt. e cover caught fire. wtf. im stupid.

studied in sch wif yt n jm. finally jm could like mk it. town wif louis after dat. was tinking where to eat. crystal jade, swensen, ajisen, breeks, or seoul garden. finally made up our mind n we went breeks. ordered oven roasted chicken, cajun spices dory fish, cheese stick, & buffalo wings. cheese stick dun taste nice, bcoz it has wasabi inside. taste weird. e rest were ok la. so full after dat. he paid!!! wahahaha!!! im evil.

called wen today to ask her bout her basic theory test. it didnt went well. =( shall tk e test wif her after my bdae is over next wk, since basic last for a life time. haha... im like crazy bout driving now, wif mr yt telling mi everyday bout his lesson n louis bout his experience, i wan my license. bud no $$$. sadded. auto or manual? plss tell mi ppl. =)

*my life @12:12 AM

im still sad. haiss. tink im fated to cant watch superstar. watched e show juz now, n i actually cried when i hear weilian singing, so touching. n partly bcoz i cant go watch e real thing at e stadium. i noe its dumb to cry over dis kind of thing la, bud dis is mi.

studying in sch later on. town wif louis after dat. treating him to eat, for my bdae. if not next wk dun hv time. exams n work after dat. i'll be busy n im glad. i wanna look for a sling bag as well. its been ages since i went shopping. sadded. 6 more days to my bdae. peeps muz rem to wish mi. wahahaha!!!

im freaking hungry now. n thx to guai kia huat chin, i feel even more hungry. e canadian pizza, supper at 401. argh. i tink i shall grab a cup noodle now.

weilian will be e superstar. i hope so. =)

*my life @2:39 AM