* my dark life with rainbows

Thursday, September 28, 2006



went suntanning wif benita at sentosa. reached there sat on e sand, dark clouds moving towards our direction, n within minutes, its drizzling, damnit. felt so sian. waited n hoping e rain would stop, it didnt. so when e rain's smaller, sat e beach train to 7-11 there, had lunch n sun came out again. both of us like so excited, haha... in e end, i did not get tanned at all, i mean AT ALL... i look like a red lobster now, mayb due to my so fair skin, so mani ppl ask mi go suntan to look darker, looks like it failed. i can feel e burning sensation now. ouch!

went to town. paragon first, benita wan to look at her guess bag, can visit irin as well. i miss her reli so much la, after she left tommy, whole place bcum so quiet w/o her loud voice. next time sp can find her, haha... scotts after dat, to reserve our stuff. saw nth, so sad, onli one levis tee. well, better den nth, haha... zara after dat, bought another tee.

got my new specs 2days ago, e one in e pic. broke e veri first one, while cleaning it. 2nd one since i broke. brand's real madrid, e soccer team, made of titanium, damn light n comfortable, 200bucks, dad pay for it, haha...

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met up wif baby, jos n jolin after dat. slacking session at hk cafe, wif jos telling her one & onli story, n baby be e adviser, mi n jolin be e audience, haha... so funni la. felt so happi seeing baby, 2 days nv c him like thousands yrs nv c him, dying la.

GOTTA WORK ISETAN PRIVATE SALE TML!!! i tink it'll be hell. normally im e shopper, n dis time round im e sales assistant, wth la. c e stacks of clothings i wanna die oreadi. needa reach by 830am, end at 10pm. i wanna die now, i wun be able to stand e torture tml, its my first time working for e private sale, awwwwww!!!!!!!!


*my life @1:55 AM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006



e word 'anything' started our r/s.
as we walk along e journey, its e 56th month.
more to come. =)

when ure not ard, i tink of u.
when ure not beside mi, im not used to it.
a day without u, i feel empty.
hving u is my habit. ill not survive without it.
god gave mi u, a treasure from nowhere.

i wanna walk down e aisle wif u, cuz i see our future.

ilu baby. =)


*my life @4:22 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006



movie wif baby ydae, john tucker muz die, nice show. met jos & deb at marina n off to chompchomp for dinner cum supper. i saw e other side of deb, so innocent n cute, haha... =)

work full today, was fun n time passed fast. at taka, no time to chit chat, at scotts, u tok until tired. ips cuming soon, n im working full on dat day, imagine u work den u c ppl shopping ard. nvm... got e newsletter n im gg down e day before wif benita to reserve our stuff. tml full again, n mon morn at taka.

baby juz changed his fone to N73, so jealous. i've been holding on to my k700i for like 19mths, longest period ever. cousin wanted to gif mi his LG chocolate, bud i turned down, cuz i scared not used to dat fone den if i wan to trade in, i feel guilty. i juz threw a hp away. need to wait till my plan is up. =\

i left wif onli a mth of hols, can it be slowed down?


*my life @2:12 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006



depressed.


*my life @2:36 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006



i bought my top, haha... so happi. went town alone first before meeting baby for movie. it was nice shopping alone, no one to rush u, dats e best part, it often happen to mi n i missed e thing i wan to c.

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went lido, wanted to watch john tucker must die, bud it was selling first n first 2 row was all i had, baby didnt wan so changed to gigolo wannabe, not a bad show la. went pjc to find ryan n jiemei, agus was there, ask mi if i can work on ips, siann!!! tote can shop on dat day itself, now bcum work, no choice bud to agree n gotta go down e day before to reserve stuff if i c any i like. saw paul as well, ns let his body slim down bloody alot, w/o dat tummy, he looks better, haha...

to end of e day, im happi. =))


*my life @1:52 AM

Saturday, September 16, 2006



throat's killing mi, to death. been two wks, had medicine bud it wasnt of much help. will there be a lump inside? sian half. cant enjoy e food i eat.

went shopping wif benita at bugis n orchard, bought shorts, mango top n earrings, wanted to find short sleeve blouse bud couldnt. luckily, i saw one at forever21, gotta try dat tml when im gg town wif baby, plus i hv 50bucks voucher for mi to shop, thx to deb jolin n tc, their bdae gift for mi. shall split into diff transactions den mk it tink e purchase is worthwhile, haha...

tommy colleagues gave mi a calvin klein sling bag as a bdae gift, so nice of them rite!!! better still, i chose e gift myself, haha... damn thick skin la. love e bag so damn much, so nice to carry oso la. agus got it at 50% staff purchase, so worth it.
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met up wif jossy ydae for supper & slacking at hk cafe tgt wif baby, tok lots on ms you-know-who, she's gonna be a life threaten to poor jossy. she's so scary, so psychotic, so thick skin, all tink she needs a psychiatrist, goodness.

din meet baby today, lovesick. he went for company bowling after work, n polo chalet after dat. gonna wait till tml evening, siann. i miss him. =(


*my life @12:50 AM

Thursday, September 14, 2006



was working when i recieved a sms from an unknown number... exams results for 0501356j bla bla bla... heart was thumping so fast, i passed everything!!! as usual, those sub dat i felt confident was worst den those i tink i'll did badly for... alwayz like dat for e third time.

tml gotta go scotts in e morn to cover shift for agus till he comes, all hving merchandise training, wich means i'll be all alone at e counter toking to air n myself, sian ah... after dat cont my shift at taka, so tiring to walk so far loh. dunno y i felt so tired dis few days, to e extent of not wanting to meet baby, im juz so lazy to leave my hse la... i feel so bad la. =\

jay's album so nice till i can keep on listening n listening, whole album. n now another song from david tao n jolin tsai, 今天你要嫁给我... so so nice n sweet la. im gonna mk full use of dis hols. finish my remaining 3 novels, watch full hse again, n watch my girl.

applied for dis ushering job at e expo for sum sg fashion festival event next mth, i dun even noe e sender bud she's from nyp. 8bucks per hr, how can it be missed, plus its onli a wk or less, thou tiring, 12hrs a day i suppose, bud its great money!!! bud e day of briefing i gotta work, so i dunno wad to do now.

gonna go deep into slp now. tata~


*my life @12:27 AM

Monday, September 11, 2006



work full was alrite, time pass faster den single shift. i like so used to scotts dat when i went bk to taka, i felt weird. siann. anw, read e retail report bout e mystery shopper cuming to our shop. i saw my name there... bud its not mi, muz be sharon or amy wear my badge den suay suay serve till e mystery shopper. can confirm its not mi cuz im not working on wkdays, kena scare. so they'll be cuming again during e period of nov to jan, im gonna tk my name tag hm wif mi, dun wan to hv any negative impact la, haha...

had lunch wif faridah n nor today, felt so nice!!! cuz at scotts, i alwayz eat alone. bud now wkends when i work, i've got shamiyah for companion. last time we work tgt was 2003 at ps carrefour event, selling wad? barbie doll stuff, haha... she's working topshop now. anw, wanted to go suntanning wif far n nor, bud... i gotta work dat day, so sian. i wanna say sth mann, dun tink ur on e verge to promotion den act so serious n everything, its so fake, stop ur stupid act plss, so irritated by it, sickening ah, argh.

had dinner break alone, sat at mac eating mcflurry, first song played on my ipod was once in a lifetime by shinhwa, i got so sad, cuz i cant attend their concert at dat pt of time!!! heart like sank till e bottom of e sea, its like their first n last concert in sg la. =(

jay chou's new album is so great, most of e songs were like 50s n 60s kind, love it so much. title's still fantasy, added little things from fantasy to dis album.

worried.


*my life @1:38 AM

Saturday, September 09, 2006



bdae's over, i dun feel excited at all, mayb cuz im old. 19!!! its like juz another normal day, cuz i slpt till late noon den woke up. omg, i can feel wrinkles cuming out on my face. thx gfs for all e present. =)

met baby for little man at bishan, nice show. n dis stupid damn guy asked mi for my ic, wah lao, i damn angry la. u check mi for m18 show, i understand, nc16 n u check mi? ppl mite be happi if they were checked upon entering, bud im not loh. im like juz turn 19 ydae n today he tote im 16. sian mann. dunno to look young or old is better.

gotta work full tml n sun at isetan scotts, yes there. oh plss, alwayz felt slpy over there, no customer n i can juz keep standing staring into space. taka will be diff, busy every moment. i miss taka la. =\

exams results will be out next thurs, super worried, dreamt twice on recieving sms for results, saw an F! die liao. n now i've got another thing to worried bout, haiss.


*my life @12:50 AM

Monday, September 04, 2006



bought e devil wears prada novel!!! so excited, plus another novel. total, i've spent like 60bucks on 5 novel, n till now, i've onli completed 1 of it, diaoz. well, i've got 1mth plus of hols for mi to read n enjoy, so excited, haha...

isetan private sales is cuming, 28th sept, gg wif benita again, alwayz e same, haha... hopefully i can get sth out of it.

finally bought my perfume, ralph, oh yes mann... muz thank jiemei yucui for helping mi get, much more cheaper den outside, haha... n im hving dinner break wif her dis cuming wed, haha... been eons since i last saw her. =)

e new tommy clothes were so simple n nice, price oso much more reasonable den tommy jeans. saw dis off-white polo tee wif e logo spread across e chest part, im gonna get dat, soooo nice!!!! alot of things i wan to buy, gotta save up now!!! =\


*my life @2:52 AM

Saturday, September 02, 2006



work is so fulfilling today, did alot of steaming of clothes, for 4hrs, haha... i tk bk my word, e new tommy concept looks nice, looks much more high class, wif e couch carpet pigeon holes. sales were gd, as in ppl try den they buy. i felt like im bk in polo, cuz all e formal shirts were bk, love steaming all dis, looks neat n tidy after dat, ahaha...

met baby after work, shop ard for my levis belt, bud its nowhere to be found. sadded. deb called n ask when am i, told her n she say wan to eat stingray, ahaha... so we went to fetch her at serangoon den had dinner at chomp chomp.

i wanna go shinhwa concert mann, haiss... last saw them at e euphoria concert bk in 2004, still rem saying if them reli cum sg for concert, i would go, in e end, gotta work n kinda dun bear to spend e money, haha... ya, jay chou's songs has fei yu qing voice inside, omg...

gotta work full tml, mid shift for sun, would not be able to mk it to e comex fair, baby wan to get a digital camera. feel so bad now. =(


*my life @12:13 AM

Friday, September 01, 2006



i smell e air of freedom, hahaha... exams were done dis morn bud i dun feel any relieved at all, till e moment i recieve my results thru sms, heart beats awhile hur. visual merchandising paper were alrite, quite straight forward n weightage for each qns is lesser den mb, which is like 2 sentence 30marks, explain. wah, dat wan can die mann. bud for now, juz enjoy myself first.

caught e movie devil wears prada wif baby, nice movie. juz look at e clothes anne hathaway wear, goodness, i wan dat la, so luxurious can, especially dat prada bag meryl streep carried at e beginning, i wan everything mann... bud its so impossible. ok, im gg to buy e novel to read, thou its abit late. =\

it would be so nice if i do not hv to work tml, i wan at least a day rest before i start working for 2mths, lacking in slp as my routine is so irregular. baby got his toyota vios n hyundai matrix were gone for gd. didnt enjoy sitting for e first time, as its so much lower den matrix n i got headache after awhile. second time, better. i miss matrix. =(

went bk to e optician today to asked bout my contact lense, wanted to buy soflens n try out, in e end, got a free pair again, wahahah... save money n still can try out 2 pair. prob wif e acuvue wan is bcoz of e base curve, doesnt suit my eye. i need 8.5 instead of 8.8 or sth else, bud e soflens is 8.7, so dunno can work out anot. i seriously hope it does.

yes, 6 more days to my bdae. =)


*my life @12:50 AM