* my dark life with rainbows

Tuesday, January 31, 2006



wad a boring cny dis yr. past were e best, present sux. no cny mood. ppl getting lesser n lesser. angbao amt still e same, best angbao were e one from my godfather, wahahaha... gave half of it to my parents, e rest im gg to use it to buy my perfume n laptop. din play much poker dis yr, oh so not cny, played bud lost. wad luck i hv mann.

watched chnl 49 n they are toking bout e horoscope. virgo would be gd in studies or career dis yr, and communication wif others would be gd as well, hope all dis r for real.

i hate sch.


*my life @1:46 AM

Friday, January 27, 2006



a nerdy pic of mi. took it using sis's hp when i was studying. wan to clip dis to sch, bud it dun looks rite leh, haha... BIG face!!!




mi n peiling.

i look so bloated in e pic i dunno y, dats e reason y i hate tking photos, zelcy... get it? haha... was flipping thru sjc yr bk 2000 bk sum time, saw dis girl name shi ying oso. wan to c her real person n everything. who noes she turns out to be zelcy's bestie, haha... sg super small la, plus all from sjc. =))

chi new yr in 2 days time. angbaos n angbaos n more angbaos, wahahaha!!!



*my life @12:55 AM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006



went sch in e morn, n onli our grp went for prinrm tut, cuz its proj consultation n e rest didnt cum. after dat, 3hrs of break, went tm. wanted to watch geisha, bud time doesnt fit n we'll miss our lec. lunch at ajisen. nicole found a strand of hair in her noodle, e person wanted to gif her a new bowl, bud she had oreadi finished, so she asked for the icecream mochi, haha... smart of her. rsb lec onli 1hr. finally sl camp interview is here. today till fri. chekmeng, nicole, val n mi wan to join. fun mann, val didnt wan it in e first place, haha...

went hm to bath n met up wif louis, to watch bball match & support peiling, haha... girls: nyp vs nus, nyp won. guys: nyp vs ite, nus vs ntu, nyp n ntu won. after e girls match, i can onli tay tune to e guys nyp side, cuz e uni side were kinda boring, haha... e first time i watch a match from e start till e end, damn exciting mann. after dat to arthars, cuz baoyu gg to resign from polo n she treat us a meal there. she'll be gg e-base, muahaha... mayb can discount again. =p

9am lesson tml, n now's 0128. jap role play rehearsal tml, n i haven memorise my script. exams in 3 wks time, n it super duper bloody fast, hope i can pass everything. again, i dun wan to tk supp, i mean who wan to tk rite... gg to trim my hair tml, n mayb go repair my specs, its been 3wks.

beauty slp now. =)


*my life @1:30 AM

Sunday, January 22, 2006



went sch for retail cart again, bud for onli 2hrs, cuz need to rush to work after dat. watched e rmt lt show, chek meng reli damn gay, bth... saw cheryn in sch, like her new hairstyle, more like mama girl, haha...

work after dat, as usual, bud more fun, cuz my kaki all working, same shift as mi. irin, agus, n of cuz doreen, hahaha... one customer say my service was gd, shiok after i heard dat, haha... she's nice to serve cuz she's not like sum fussy customer who orders u ard. still rem once bk in giordano, dis customer shouted at mi saying e store's music was too loud, i was like get lost la, go shop other outlet. feel like giving her one tite slap mann. argh!!!

dinner cum supper at macpherson kopitiam. a sumptous meal mann. we ate kangkong, crayfish, chilli crab, black pepper crab, kailan, pork ribs, tofu. happy advanced n belated birthday to zelcy, wendy, xiao andy & calvin aka jeo!!!

im damn tired now, gotta work again tml, hopefully raymond release mi earlier, tml kaki all diff shift from mi, dead.

princess princess princess...


*my life @2:36 AM

Friday, January 20, 2006



acc tut today, skipped my jap lec, cuz wanna go town.



went wif louis, n met up wif andy & zelcy. walked over to far east first to change e size for my shorts, den to paragon quiksilver. louis bought a t-shirt for xiao andy, n a roxy top for mi, haha... 35% off. wooo... went to metro to buy e stila powder for zelcy as her bdae gift.



walked over to taka, got my pay slip, not excited. proceed to puma den, cuz can get 40% off. another wooo... haha... love dis sling bag e moment i walked into e shop. so in e end, i bought e bag wich louis pay for it, andy n him each bought a pair of shoe. working in retail industry is reli so gd, haha... a free shopping trip today, haha... thou bought all e clothes i wanted, budden i cant wear it for chi new yr, why? cuz its all black, haha...
broke. tml gonna celebrate whose bdae? xiao andy, zelcy, wendy sim, n calvin. super xiong mann, bth...



 







satsfied!!! =))



*my life @9:58 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006



finally finished jap script, i wan to get over e role play n get done wif it.

went town wif val, cuz she got 4hrs b4 she go bk to sch again, n im free, plus i wan go c got any things for mi to buy. went far east, walked ard, n finally settle it on dis knee-length shorts at level one. $25, i tink was worth e money, haha... wad a cheapo rite... budden need to go change e size, cuz i got it wrong, so troublesome, onli 3 days. overall still happi, cuz dats wad i wanted. went over to forever 21 n val got herself a satin-like material, shorts shopping trip huh...

saw jane at far east, wearing polo uniform, im jealous la!!! working part time over at scotts. den saw ruth at wisma, like so long din c her, nice seeing sec sch mates. went over paragon to find junjie, working at e promo area. so fast we noe each other for a yr oreadi, still rem e times where mi, jialing, eugene n him will mk a mess of e shop, hahaha... fun la. 5 working place, i still prefer paragon, so comfortable, or mayb bcoz its paragon n dats y?

tml no lec, tut cancelled, so no sch. bud i need to help out in open hse at e retail cart, wondering will it be boring, two n half hrs. if i din agree to help out, i would be at hm slping like a pig.

advance pay dis mth, 10days b4 mth end, i tink its super earli. cuz getting it earli, means muz save n be thrifty, if not till mid feb i sure starve oreadi. oh so sian, need to "yang" my laptop. =\


*my life @9:45 PM

Monday, January 16, 2006



wad a nice morning i hv. went sch at 9am for acc lec, all of us were last min informed dat lecturer is sick, gosh, 2hrs doing nth. so mi n val tote of slacking ard b4 biz stats tut. i guess we were blur enuff to dunno dat we dun hv tut today, called up tutor n asked, confirm pluz guarantee chop dun hv. 4hrs before rsb presentation, took cab hm n slpt for 2hrs, shiok mann...

i did badly for rsb presentation, i juz read everything from e screen, forgotten e things im suppose to say when im up. worse den individual presentation. well, at least rsb proj is done, end of it n i dun wan to c it again.

tml end 5, dunno shld i go town anot. im not happy dat i've went shopping so mani times n i cant get a single piece of new clothes. not satisfied loh.

i need lotsa shopping...


*my life @10:00 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006



i feel so guilty now. i ate 2 full meals today, drank 2 drinks wich im not suppose to drink. im sucha fat ass...

ex-tp student came to gave a tok on how he set up his business, admire him for e courage n all, wad im interested is his SIP at LV, omg!!! im so excited upon hearing it (as if im e one). mr jeff ho say mite be picking few of us from RMT to hv SIP at LV in yr3 ,how i wish im e one. e extraodinary experience, n pay is relatively gd, compare to normal part timer, let alone e pathetic SIP rate. e thought of working there mk mi so head over heels. haha... IM JEALOUS LA!!!

work again tml, no free transport bk, cuz end 1030 n louis finish 9. awww... i juz hate to go bk alone by e train la...


*my life @12:06 AM

Thursday, January 12, 2006



got a C+ for my comm skills presentation, alrite la... sch was boring as usual...



town after dat. went suntec fish&co for dinner, i ate black pepper stingray n louis ate grilled sambal fish.delicious. feel like eating again mann.



went marina square e-base n i saw a knee length shorts or pants, wadeva u call it. its nice, bud again e sizing, dilemma, so din buy. quite sadded. nvm... i got my big pony to cover up everything, wahahaha... finally i hv it!!! im so happi n excited when louis gave it to me. another thing off my wishlist. =)
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watched cameron diaz in her shoes, soso onli, watch until i wan to slp. toks bout e relationship btw e sisters, last part were touching thou. i wanna watch pink panther!!! watched e preview n was super hilarious.



im so tired, still not use to my lappy. =\



*my life @11:48 PM



greatest thing on earth... ive got my laptop!!! another thing off my wishlist, haha...

excited excited excited, went to buy it today wif my cousin. ehm... super not used to it, cuz been using desktop for like close to 7 yrs n now suddenly change to laptop. gotta install all e program, borrow all e necessary software n install, so troublesome. driving mi crazy.

comm skills presentation were alrite, at least better den e jap one. was less nervous cuz in front of my classmates, comments she gave was not reli gd, bud at least got one gd point, haha...

like so busy from dis wk on.
rsb project due... rsb presentation... accounting project... prinrmt project... jap script due...
ive got nothing to say.

1460 days. =))


*my life @1:36 AM

Monday, January 09, 2006



things happen, n eventually... no more big pony. i guess it didnt wan mi to be its owner n ran away. dis kinda thing alwayz happen to mi, quite used to it. since no big pony, invest it either on my perfume or engineered jeans. bud still considering.

went to tried e engineered jeans slim fit, size was soso, all thx to my bloody fats ard my tummy. if i get a size dat fits my hip, thigh part would be loose. if i get a size smaller, tummy got so uncomfortable, bud thigh part is nice. wads wrong wif my body mann, finding a slim fit jeans is like finding money on e ground. FACE IT PHUA SHI YING...U R FAT!!! diaoz...

gotta wear formal dis wed n next mon, for comm skills n rsb. happy cuz i like to wear formal, budden super nervous, cuz haven practise my speech yet, tink im gonna screw up everything.

3 more days. =)


*my life @10:23 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006



oh so nice... my muscles were aching like shit. even when i slp i oso hv problem turning ard. now den i realise im old, haha... kinda regret i did not run a few more rounds ydae.

watch dis clip, given to mi by peiling. its hilarious.

http://youtube.com/watch.php?v=vEWLwz6JRNE&search=leno

well, not a gd day i hv, especially after evening, sth happen. im seriously shocked by wad happen, haiss... those ppl who do bad will deserve their punishment, hopefully u do not drag ppl down, of cuz i cant control wad u wanna do, plss hv a state of mind, tink of e ppl who treat u nice before.

i believe u're not involved in e matter, u r juz a third party who noe nothing bout e whole matter. hope u will concentrate on ur work n ignore wad others tink. u noe there r ppl ard to care for u. =)

i juz hope everything will be fine, bud i juz cant stop worrying. =(


*my life @2:19 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006



went to run today for Will@TP, im sucha lousy runner, onli 8 rounds n i drop dead, cuz i haven been running for e past one yr since napfa in sec sch. my other frenz can run like more den 10 rounds one straight time, i peifu them. my muscles like aching now. tml still needa work, more tiring.

c how dr william tan handcycle thruout e 24hrs, im impressed. he actually got e determination to finish e whole thing. i feel so tiring when i c him doing dat, he muz hv feel numb after e whole thing. staying in e sitting position for a day, hand cycling non stop. omg.

at first dunno who is he, bud like finally c him, n i was like i saw a person who broke e world records, im happy to hv taken part in dis event. =)

second thoughts on my engineered jeans. =\


*my life @11:56 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006



excited excited excited!!!

went down paragon today to try on my big pony polo tee, louis reserved e white wif blue pp & black wif white pp. tried e black one n i love it like so much so much. omg!!! im gonna get it no matter wad, cuz got additional discount, gonna be cheaper den $132, louis's paying for it!!! wahahaha... from zelcy's blog she say onli 200 pieces in sg, so muz be fast. bud buy liao oso cannot wear for new yr, black colour leh, grandma sure scold wan, sianz. =(

louis super troublesome, we went isetan to try his engineered jeans, den go suntec try again, he wanted to try again at marina square bud i begged him dun try anymore, im so tired of waiting. haha... tink im gg to buy my enginneered jeans before new yr, excited. wad benita said is reli true mann, after u wear levis u dun feel like wearing others, haha... i've been spending money like water nowadays, i dunno y. shld be saving for importance use bud... haha... failure in saving $$$.

bump into my ex polo assistant manager alvin at marina square wif his gf, he's getting married dis july. like finally, haha... i prefer alvin to e one now. thou alvin is naggy, bud he's off better den e one now mann.

working in sales line is reli a gd thing, u get lotsa discount from all over e brand, haha... shld i be happy dat im in retail mngt? =)


*my life @10:43 PM



excitement for e day: BIG PONY POLO TEE HAS ARRIVED!!!

louis msg n tell mi, mking mi so excited bout it, waited for like mths n has finally arrived in sg. wads e price like? plss dun be shocked. $165. bloody piece of shit. after discount still $132, i can buy 2 discounted normal polo tee ah... wanted to go down n tk a look at e colour wif zelcy, bud she last min say dun wan go, cuz dun hv e colour we want. white wif silver pp logo & white wif gold pp logo. louis say his fren's fren (so faraway from me) stay in texas, near polo ralph factory outlet. hahaha... hopefully can get la, of cuz i dun put much hope in it.

tml town wif louis. juz walk ard n shop. nth for mi to buy cuz not enuff money, pathetic.

gotta run on fri for e Will@TP, break sum world record. can i dun run? so lazy, bud got LOA leh, haha... den can skip all my lec.

im happy e way everything is now. 8 more days to 1460 days. =))



*my life @1:11 AM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006



i've got an excuse to mk a new spec... cuz i broke my specs!!! when cleansing wif soap, tink i'm too chu lu liao, bth. no choice bud to mk do wif my so-called hm spec. gonna go repair tml or mk a new one instead, bud no money. juz got my pay bud super little.

sch starts tml. term break alwayz finish so fast, like haven enjoy den finish liao. gonna torture for another one n half mth to holidays. time pass fast plss.

can i hv a psp in my wishlist? haha...


*my life @1:12 AM

Sunday, January 01, 2006



2005... i would say e the best yr in my life.

i've met great ppl, learnt new things, started a new sch life. memories to me.

i've oso understand quite a few things, it has nv been in e past, bud sumhow sumwhat u noe it.

thx to all who gave mi fun, laughters, & memories.

to e special one, thx for alwayz being there for mi. =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENZ!!!


*my life @3:40 AM