im reli so so tired, haiss. all i need is slp. abit sick as well, got flu n sore throat from val, haha...thx ah. i juz hate e blocked nose la. will be working noon shift for sat n full for sun. sat morn still need to go sch for NE talk, i need to wk up at 7am, sumtimes i tink i shld juz quit n use wkend to study. bcoz of e noon shift on sat, i cant watch my JAY CHOU on e variety show, im soooo sadded!!! =(

i tink im getting more n more lum nua. been wearing tees n jeans n slippers to sch almost everyday. ppl say i keep wearing e same thing. hello!!! u oso keep wearing e same thing, plss look at urself before u say ppl la. i go sch to study n not for fashion show. juz be simple n presentable n dats it. i wun tink much bout it. im not up to fashion n all i wan to be is SIMPLE. dats e real me. if wan mi keep buying clothes, i'll burn my pocket wan ok.

got my pay today, gotta pay for quite a few things: hp bill, sandals, sweater, sponsor sumone half for psp. enuff. im declared: BROKE.

gotta do comm skills n retail mngt project now. haiss.

*my life @10:25 PM

oh yeah!!! for 2 things:

1st, my monitor was finally replaced. previously it turned from bright to dark and to yellow, idiotic. ex tuition teacher help mi got one 2nd hand wan, his wife's dealing wif dat, i like wun go blind oreadi, haha...

2nd, finally found e article on e boy who wrote racism thingy on his blog, shall use dat for my comm skills essay. credits goes to my sis who got mi e webby.

working and studying is fun, bud tiring at e same time too. i tink i'm such a contradicting person, agree dat at first n another now. im alwayz like dat. nvm. for e past one mth, i've nv had a whole day spent at hm, i mean it. mon to fri in sch, sat n sun working. onli day i can go out is wed n thurs wich i end earli like 1pm. no life. not hving enuff slp. had 9am lessons too often till i woke up suddenly at 8plus on wkends.

i tink i'll juz go bonkers anytime. diaoz.

*my life @12:32 AM

work has been... sickening. on sat, i was practically folding from 2pm - 10pm non-stop, except for my break. im serious, non stop loh. my hand was so so tired after all e stupid folding. alot of ppl in e shop, bud veri little ppl buy, and all those folding were from those inconsiderate customer who juz walk in and hiao ur clothes, vomit blood vomit blood.

shall be doing blog for my comm skills. sis help mi find sum points, quite useful. jiamin said its better to use solid example, was tinking to use xiaxue's one, cuz can find article at her blog. headache headache!!

was hoping for afternoon shift for next mth roster, budden doreen wan gif mi all full shift, goodness!!! imagine... i hv lessons at 9am for 4 days, and if i were to work full shift, i need to reach taka by 930am, need to wk up all at 7plus, i'll be torture to death mann, juz bcoz im lacking in slp. so she say gif mi mid shift, from 12-8, not too bad.

damnit, its now 0115 now, lesson at 9am, i need to slp liao mann, hving biz stats test later on, death!!!

*my life @1:16 AM

2005 has passed so fast dat i cant even catch up. i've worked 4 jobs in a yr, bud all retailing wan, haha... flower shop, polo ralph, giordano & tommy jeans. retailing is my passion!!! haha wth mann...

still rem last yr ard dis time i juz finished my Os, on e 22nd at 9am, haha... was hving my chem mcq paper. a yr has passed, i accomplished nth. sadded la.

tml gotta work again, am happi bud sian oso. taka will be hving 20% sale till yr end, imagine ppl cuming in n out non stop, folding clothes non stop, tink break time onli half hr.

be contented wif wad u hv now. =)

*my life @1:22 AM

rsb, principles of rmt, jap, com skills. enuff. headache now. hate projects to e core, i'll be facing dat for another 2 & 1/2 yrs. god bless.

comm skills, real headache. got 2 topics in mind now, bud dunno wich to write. u guys gif mi comments? haha... reality tv or blog? i cant mk up my mind. need to hand in e outline by next thurs, n i so kancheong now, i'm e kiasu type, haha...

pay cuming in 6 days time, shopping spree soon. happi dat nicole n ivy is buying e sandals wif mi, hopefully they wun change their mind, mum's buying too. haha... excited!!!

*my life @12:00 AM

i feel so sian out of sudden, of my life. =(

projects flowing in like water, thou not alot bud still i dun like it. did my jap project juz now n i juz feel like crying. my presentation is like onli 1.5mins, i need at least a 3 mins so i wun get penalised. i cant find pictures on green tea. awwww!!!!!!!

new thing on my wishlist. tommy jeans cable-knitted cardigan. saw it on sat, n it caught my eyes immediately. lime green n pink, sweet enuff, bud im not suitable for dat colour so kinda sad. there's still a grey one wif pink, tote it wun be nice... bud e results is much more better. $87 after discount. get it after my payday. 8 more days.

anyone wants to buy birkenstock sandals? cuz till now onli mi n cory buying, del cant cuz she buying her nano. i need at least $249 so there will be free shipping, haha... cheapo rite, let mi noe alrite. =)

*my life @12:32 AM

my head is now bombarded wif all e formulas from biz stats class, so confusing, wad sigma wad miu la, kill mi plss, im juz glad dat its an open bk paper, haha... comm skills lesson is getting so sian, alwayz wan to fall aslp, bth. i wanna get gd results for dis sem, at least better den last sem, it was so horrible. finally learnt how to speak in japanese for e greetings part, bud still sad dat i dun hv a pure jap teacher. awww...

went to watch harry potter juz now, i would say nice bud not as nice as e first 3 part, its toking bout e game thingy, well, i dun read e bk so dun reli noe wads happening. was kena shocked by one of e part, e maze. it change out of sudden n e sound effect scare me, haha...

lessons at 9am again tml, so tired of waking up so earli, haiss... traffic jam at e expressway, ppl squeezing on bus 15, enuff mann. i wan dis sem to be over fast.

beauty slp now. =)

*my life @12:35 AM

working on wkends was definitely fun. faridah n agus keep irritating mi, i had enuff oreadi, bud was fun la, haha... bk to gossiping, observing ppl, serving 'yaya' customer. its gd to be working n studying at e same time, thou its tiring.

tutorial start dis wk. bus stats teacher were so dragging, keep saying unecessary stuff, waste our time. rsb tutor turned out to be quite fun, as in we tote he's fierce, cuz wif him ard, e whole surrounding feel so tensed up. buying my retail tb tml, so heartpain my money is flying off juz like dat, my hard-earned money... sadded!!!

not feeling well now, haiss...

*my life @12:52 AM

sch was alrite today, not too boring for mi. 2 lectures, principles of retail mngt n jap. e jap lecturer so cute wif her jap accent when speaking english. something = somesing. got e ssss sound... haha... nervous bout e 'show & tell' presentation for jap, dunno wad to say mann.

new sem means hv to spend money... on notes n textbook, true enuff, i've oreadi spent $40, on business stats, jap & comm skills, e next $40 will be coming next wk, for principles of retail mngt tb. omfg... $80 on bks... i can use dat amt to buy my birkenstock sandals mann. sickening.

first wk is alwayz e most relaxing wan, no tutorial, juz lec. bud juz looking at e tutorial qns, i'm getting headaches, dunno where to start from. tink business stats will be e easier for mi dis sem, all numbers, at least i need not memorise by hard, summore is open bk test. haha...

its wkend tml!!! ppl would be hanging out wif their frenz, n i'll be working!!! so excited n happi to be bk to work tml, cant wait for tml. =)

*my life @10:22 PM

felt happi n sad to be in sch. happi cuz of e frenz n environment, sad bcoz i gotta study. or mayb bcoz e subjects dis sem isnt interesting at all except japanese.

had jap lesson dis morn, was kinda disappointed when i noe my teacher wasnt a pure japanese, bud a singaporean i tink, i prefer jap teacher la. lesson starts at 9am n i wasnt slpy all e time, amazing. gotta do research on green tea, present in class on e 5th wk. n by e end of e sem, need to do a role play using japanese dialogue, goodness sake, so damn hard for mi loh, thou i show interest in e language. diaoz.

comm skill next, freaking boring. all bout eng, n my eng sux la, need to tink more den usual, wad critical tinking wan la. sickening. e tutor is so stern looking, wif dat pair of red metal glasses on her face n e way she present herself. no exams, based on assessment, is dat gd for mi? i dunno.

reli gotta buck up dis sem, like alot to learn, plus im working on wkends, no time to study. bud i need money la, so no choice.

feeling so slpy dis few days, i dunno y oso. all 9am lessons, can die mann. i need slp.

*my life @10:06 PM

slpt well today, till 1. its been a wk since i last had a gd slp.

went sch for lec n it was boring, new lecturer. he cant stand still for 5secs, keep walking right n left... front to bk... up n down... non stop. c until i giddy mann. retail shopping behaviour were soso, studying e things i dun reli like, part of marketing last sem, sian. he run thru e ppt slides like so fast den we dun even hv time to noe wad r we reading bout. im panicking again, dunno wads acc ydae, n now dis sub, gotta read thru soon before i knock out again. =\

tml jap tutorial at 9am, no one in e same tut grp as mi, gotta be so lonely, shit mann. hope i get to noe new n nice frenz, haha...

i cant wait to get bk to work on sat. =)

*my life @9:02 PM

first day of sch. siansation. kept falling aslp during acc lec. so so bored. forgotten all e previous stuff bout acc, dead. felt nice bk in sch. =)

town after dat to find louis n kboxing wif jm my sis n yt. saw jos n jialing as well, jos slim down a lot. haha... din c her for a long time oreadi. fell aslp inside e rm when they singing, cuz i reli veri tired, i mean reli slp n not doze off.

tml start 3pm, gd cuz i cant slp late, like finally.

i juz got used to my working life, bud now gotta get use to sch life again, i miss tommy jeans, i miss polo. awww....

*my life @12:02 PM

today was suppose to be my slping n slacking day before sch starts, bud wad happened? was kena called bk to work morn shift at e event sales, today last day. wtf can. during break, went bk store to eat lunch, den raymond ask mi stay there for an hr to help out, imagine 2 ppl MC, not enuff ppl. sickening.

irin is so gd can, let mi off earlier, like 1/2 hr earlier, let mi go eat snake shopping, let mi go for longer break, haha she's fantastic mann.

piano teacher call mi again for e gior tee, so after work went centrepoint to help her buy, den pass it to her, din noe i'll still c her after like 4 yrs? still in contact. =)

after dat went suntec pjc to hv my polo tee altered, cuz too long n my body's short, wth. dun laugh! bud gotta wait cuz auntie went genting again, yes foreva genting, haha... meet up wif andy zelcy n louis den walk ard n to prata shop.

sch starting tml, dunno wan to bring accounting tb anot, super heavy. tink dun bring la. haha... excited bud yet sian, gotta slp now!!!! =\

*my life @12:18 PM

WTF!!! i freaking hell hate my new timetable, i've got lessons starting at 9am for four days, e earliest i end is 1pm n latest would be 5pm. for 3 days per wk, im hving lessons for straight 4hrs, i'll go so so hungry, i hate dis kind of lessons. thou im tking jap wif my clique, bud we're all under diff grping, wth is dis mann, i'll be so lonely there. bud... our class din change at all!!! everything would be e same again, haha...

now im tking jap, hope i can use it when im working, haha... im excited!!! =)

for now, im gonna prepare for work later on. =\

*my life @11:52 AM

work was so slacking today, cuz went to work at B2 taka square for e event sales. need to fold clothes like non stop. alan suggested wait till it form into a mountain den fold everything together. i didnt wan to, cuz later sure alot den fold till pek chek, so keep folding consistently. onli e 2 of us there, so wad we wan to do oso can, bud so sian la. e ppl there i oso dunno well, den need to keep standing cant walk over, stand until leg sole veri pain den muscle aching mann. wth mann. bud finally, i got over my full shift.

my piano teacher called mi today ask mi help her buy things from giordano, den happen to noe dat she'll be gg bk to taiwan on monday, she's a taiwanese, was tinking wad to ask her to buy for mi over there, cracking my brain now. =p

timetable will be out later on at 10am, goodness, im so kancheong. wad if im not in e same class wif my clique? kill mi plss. argh.

*my life @1:13 AM

jay chou's album is so nice, goodness. time for mi to learn e songs. =)

*my life @11:26 PM