* my dark life with rainbows

Sunday, April 30, 2006



attended e talk in e morn by ikea, breadtalk. at first was still listening to it, till e end when ikea was presenting, i fell aslp. too tired oreadi. e country marketing manager guy taught us how to pronounce swedish word, was diff.

work was fun, wif aziera ard, couldnt stop laughing,plus mark zee was at e clarins counters sumhow promoting e products, i dunno wads e correct term, we were gg gaga over him, haha...

during work, classmate came n visited mi, in 2 grps, bud same time, reli so zhun meh. ivy, her bf sean n coursemate elson, i dunno him well, val n her fren, exactly at e same time. i felt happi they came, haha... cuz we were not so close afterall bud u noe, hee... after dat in e nite, grps of guys came in wif a short person, of cuz attention is on her la, cecilia. den, i saw my mum's frenz n her son. wadeva. a ger came in n interview, juz finished o levels bud got nowhere to go, applying for full-time job. she looks abit lian la, bud afterall i tink she shld be ok.

ex tuition teacher came on msn n ask mi hw am i gg to spend e gov $$$, i go huh? im not even 21 hw to tk, he tote im 22, wth, dun look like a teenager anymore, say i look like early 20s working classy adult, do i look dat old? =(

got my payslip today n i guess e $$$ is now in my bank acc, wahahaha... i feel so happi, cuz i got more den wad i calculated. gonna spend it wisely, if not, after i quit eat grass.

oh, deb & jl got drunk last nite, y i wasnt there? blame it on my mood, haha... i wan to c mann. tink still got chance, till jos's chalet. next wk go celebrate wen's n cheryl's bdae at chompchomp, so convenient for mi, haha...

i realise i've been updating almost everyday, all bo liao entries. if u tink its veri boring, veri simple, dun read loh, haha... i love my ipod mini, cuz it plays for an hr plus wif an empty battery, proud of it, haha...

okok gotta go rest oreadi, tml morn shift n bringing my jeans for alteration, i need a new specs!!!


*my life @12:35 AM

Saturday, April 29, 2006



as said, towned wif baby. went metro cuz there's 20%. proceed to levis n he tried a polo tee, i tried square-cut patty anne's jeans, e colour dat i wanted. dis one totally suits my thigh, juz nice, e previous 2 jeans wif e same cutting i bought wasnt dat fantastic. was tinking whether wan to buy anot, den baby say buy for mi, haha... im sucha happy girl, cuz he juz got his progress package. after getting my pay tml, i'll treat him fabulous food next wk. haha... he's buying new hp tml, n im so jealous, cuz its e model i wanted, nokia 6280. dun care, ask him gif mi use.

after dat, went to meet my 5A peeps at raffles place, im so so surprised cecilia was there oso, haha... so skinny like wad la. last time i saw her was a yr ago. so who went? wen, del, jos, jialing, deb, xuan, cheryl, jas, cecilia, hana, sheila, saba, aisha. had a gd time catching up. jos will be hving chalet during june for her bdae, i hope she drinks, cuz i wanna c e pathetic state after she's drunk, haha... they suggested to go balcony at heeren. call mi a mountain tortoise, its my first time there, atmosphere was nice, especially e outside, got e sofa bed kind, shiok mann. left after an hr plus, cuz i wasnt in e mood, hving mood swing, haha... took train hm n sumone called mi in e train: "shiing", clearly pronounce w/o e 'y'. its joyce, bud told her wrong person, she got a fright, haha... quitted her singtel job, now working at e face shop. pay's pretty gd.

am still hving mood swing, sux mann. gotta go for talk tml in e morn, by ikea & breadtalk, cuz need to do proj on ikea, sickening ah. work after dat, tink i'll be tired by e end of e day.

gotta slp now. nite peeps. enjoy ur weekends. =)


*my life @1:13 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006



sch till 6pm today, cuz of my cds, colour & composition!!! well, i tink it sux to e core, cuz it requires drawing, colouring n painting, all art stuff, n i hate hate hate to e extreme core. I DUN LIKE DRAWING AT ALL!!! guess i hv no choice bud to go thru it for dis sem. e tutor was fun, kept us laughing all e way, he's old bud hyper. classmates was fun oso. so wads today lesson bout? sketching, dynamo bottle n a toolbox. wah lao, i shld hv tk e pic n let u guys c how pathetic is my drawing, guarantee u laugh till u drop ah.

tml got no sch!!! cuz 1st wk onli lec n no tutorial, den tml lesson all tut, so haha, extra hols for mi, 4 days straight till tues. printed MR notes today, like 50 sheets, double-sided summore, wonder whether its relevant, i kiasu so printed all, haha...

town wif my dearest boy tml n dinner wif 5A peeps at lau pa sat. wkends will be working, finally.

resting time! =)


*my life @11:53 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006



oh rite, basic biz finance is juz like accounting, n it sux sux sux to e core, y izit bk to accounting again, all e balance sheet n stuff, driving mi nuts. ARGH! btw, dis lecturer is soso boring, wth. retail practise, sth similar to prinrm, its like all e things we learnt last sem, onli 5 lectures, rest would be like practising how to do visual display, oh... its gonna be fun.

for dis sem, bag's gonna be light, cuz no binded notes, all stapled kind. thou im in e same class wif sum ppl i dun like, i guess i dun hv a choice rite? i'll try my best to ignore them n work hard. i promised to study hard for dis sem, bud its easier to be said den to be done. need to slap myself. if im not wrong, for dis sem, im onli tking 2 papers, cuz e rest is all assessment n project-based. during e june term break, sch will be gg overseas for buying trip, i wanna go!!! from wad nic told mi, its either shanghai, hongkong or australia, bud for all, its gonna be ex. =(

watched eight below wif baby, zelcy n andy last nite, since when was e last time i cried during a movie. its sosososo touching can!!! how they tc of n save each other n survive thru e 6mths, sumtimes i tink we human cannot be compared to them mann. not saying human=dogs ok. e husky were all so cute, my fave would be maya, e female leader dog, impressed.

pic of e day:
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haha... took it cuz i was simply too boring. gotta study now, tata~


*my life @7:48 PM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006



sch has started, n its so sian. haiss. im used to e i-work-n-play-everyday routine. course manager say dis is a heavy sem for us, wah piang. 3 textbk itself cost 120bucks, so ex can!!!

retail visual merchandising n merchandise buying lec ydae, MB looks easier, while visual sounds diff, tink dis is my killer sub, bud before i say dat, i tink e real killer is either market research or finance. im tking all e sub dat does not reli interest mi dis sem, sian ahh. changed class summore, wonder how my new projectmates will be like. be hardworking plss. market research lecturer is fun mann, mk us all laugh during lec. project based, no exams, its gg to be tough.

saw my course yr1 ppl today, all look so fashion n hip can, we yr2 lose to them liao. no wonder cm say we muz be e role model n not them, sickening.

i reli dun wan sch to start, im not interested at all.

happy birthday to my dearest louis. ilu. =)


*my life @4:29 PM

Friday, April 21, 2006



d&d was fun, tommy was e most enthusiastic brand, had alot of laughter n cheering. guess tommy hilfiger was e top winner for e lucky draw, top prize goes to isaac, e supervisor at rc. wads e top prize like? $2000, yes dats e amt, given away from e big boss from hk. dat money can save mi alot. aziera won a longines watch, lina won one tix to hk, bud she left so was given away. alot of ppl won great prizes bud left halfway.

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my supervisor faridah, rosita & irin

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me & wena

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me & rosita

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e hardworking boy, leslie

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e blur girl, maricel

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agus, e RM leon, my assistant manager raymond & jimmy

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e 2 new guys, anthony & chris

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last bud not least, myself

face so big, so ugly mann, argh. din tk pic wif louis cuz were seating at diff table, am lazy to walk over. his first n last d&d, haha... nv tk pic wif doreen oso, shit mann.

shant be sad over my timetable, no point. moreover, louis will be working at loyang and end 5 everyday, timetable suits well, haha... muz bluff myself over mah.

again, i miss my dear louis. <3


*my life @2:29 AM

Thursday, April 20, 2006



FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK!!!!!! WE ALL CHANGED CLASS!!!!

i fcuking hell hate my timetable, thou it start late everyday, onli one day 9am, e rest like 10 or 11, bud i dun wan!!! dis mk my lesson end so late late late, thou onli 4pm, bud its like i cant go town or anything. n dunno wich fcuking idiot plan dis, almost everyday got an hr break in btw, waste my time n $$$, i hate dis fellow. luckily im in e same class as ivy, val n chek got into e same, n poor nic, she's alone.

i swear dat im gg to be hardworking dis sem, I SWEAR!


*my life @10:47 AM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006



bk to sch was so nice, bud e 5hrs of lec simply turns mi off. wad sub? basics of entreprenuership, wah lao... was dozing off half of e time. so so boring. wad we learnt? simply learn wad we had last 2 sem, part of POM, marketing fundamentals. super super sian. we muz develop our own business plan, tote of one bud dunno izit gd anot. dun tink we'll be changing class for dis sem, better not. yr2 will be more exciting mann, cuz we're reli gg into retail, haha... interesting.

was so tired today. went ps to change e size of my shoe, to 39. realise dis kinda shoes muz wear a size bigger. den to taka pass doreen e charles&keith card, bud she went for course, den to paragon to find louis, den to scotts to find agus n all. den to citylink to meet up miss benita. sumtimes i reli dunno wad to say bout her. call her up n she told mi she's at e station, bud in fact she's still in sch, cuz was wondering y it took her so long from yck to city hall. no matter how late i try to be, i still lose to her.

louis tender oreadi, omg. was hving lec halfway den he called mi, i was so so shocked, cuz he din even tell mi he went 2nd time interview, tote got e job den gif mi surprise, reli surprise hur... thou pay not reli high, bud career prospects better. i dun wan him to stuck in sales line foreva plss, cannot climb high. am happi for him la, hehe...

i need to rest more dis wk, mon hving 9am lec, 4 hrs straight summore, cuz following wk public hols. KILL ME!


*my life @12:11 AM

Monday, April 17, 2006



i got my pig skin shoe!!! wahahaha... went ps wif mum juz now n she bought it for mi, hehe... am so happi now can.

din reli hv a gd slp thou im veri veri tired. i realise dat u cannot mk up ur slp for 7 days in juz a day, its not enuff. n finally, i've ended my stretch of 7 days work. was supposed to work full ydae, bud doreen change it to morn, thk her mann.

last yr i lost my job at polo suntec basically bcoz of renovation, n its gg to happen to mi once again. tommy will be renovating in aug, like wth. bud duno till dat time am i still working, cuz mayb yr2 will be more busy, n im afraid i cant handle it.

dis is e last wk of my hols, i do not wan it to end, can? im enjoying so much, slp eat work play. when sch starts, its proj n proj n proj again, i hate dis. argh!!!

i miss my baby.


*my life @7:19 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006



met wif deb today before work, cuz i reserved e mango shorts at tamp mall, a short wich is not my size. tried n it drop by itself, so loose huh, a size bigger. put on my belt, juz nice, bud side look so baggy, wich i dun like it, i wanted sth fitting. tink for 1/2 an hr bud din buy. asked e person whether will there be another shipment, not sure/mayb dun hv... so sad upon hearing dat. bud she say spring/summer will hv more shorts, so i tink i'll wait la, she say not worth buying a shorts den go alteration.

it was so nice meeting up wif sec sch frenz like deb can, got more things to tok bout. i tink e best friends u can get is during dat time, like mi n benita... same class during sec 1, sec 2 she got promoted to express, we still stay in contact till now. my best shopping partner. =)

work was alrite today, guess we got ourselves into 2 seperate gangs, haha... ahem... couldnt concentrate cuz i feel so lethargic, my feet aches after standing for so long. tml'll be at scotts.

went isetan n saw outfitter bag selling at onli 10 bucks, usual price was 26. e onli bag there. guess all of u noe it, ask e girl to reserve for mi one at scotts, haha... tml go buy!!!

i miss sch!!! went bk tamp today n i feel so familiar wif e surroundings, haha... got lec on tues next wk, timetable out on wed, hope same class as my peeps. =))


*my life @12:41 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006



mango shorts, bought it today at isetan scotts. had to trouble agus & e flr supervisor to get e staff purchase, damn malu. bud e supervisor so friendly can, say buy oreadi happi can liao. wah lao, so nice. dis shorts is not e one i wanted in e first place, its a substitute for dat. tried quite a few outlets, wif wanwen's help as well, most of e place dun hv oreadi. i juz tried it last fri can!!! so sellable, sickening, tink no fate la. so bought a white denim shorts instead, n i realise i like dis better den e denim one. juz a normal shorts la.

its e 51st mth of us.

5 more days before i can slp like a pig, save mi.


*my life @12:46 AM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006



sumtimes i juz wan to be alone by myself.

sumtimes being single is gd too.

i hate e life i hv now. mayb dis is not our wk.


*my life @1:26 AM

Saturday, April 08, 2006



im gonna be like a zombie e cuming entire wk. was suppose to be off on wed & sat. bud scotts need ppl so i had to go over. i reli dunno how am i gg to go thru dis shifts. e longest days i've work is 6 days at polo suntec,bud e hrs is shorter, now e full shift is reli 12hrs wan leh, wah lao... n mind u, scotts is so boring, no crowd no nth, juz dat its more relaxing over there, not so stress like at taka.

no shifts i complain, got shifts i oso complain, im hard to please hor? =\

bud muz tink of e $$$ wich i'll get next mth end, save mi can. my sch fees, laptop, hp bill, after dat still can buy my own stuff.

i kinda miss sch, 2 more wks.



*my life @1:01 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006



im in love wif dis samsung D820 hp. im neither a samsung lover nor slide-fone lover, bud dis fone juz attracts mi e moment i look at e brochure, wich was mailed to mi tgt wif my bill. drool~~

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it cost $638 wif plan fyi, goodness... i need a new fone. tired of my k700i, bud its so user-friendly. =(


*my life @1:58 AM

Thursday, April 06, 2006



afterall, my touchpad wasnt spoil, juz dat i tink i accidentally press onto sum button, problem solved juz be pressing two buttons. '-_-'''

went jb today wif louis, tpl & tyj, zelcy & andy, n wendy, sad case again. nvm cuz there's reli nth for mi to buy. wanted to buy e glasses bud e cart wasnt open. city square is big bud onli like e first 2 level is nice to shop, e rest is like those chapalang wan. bought heels for my mama n nth else.

thou din buy anything, im still a happi ger, cuz i met up wif louis. i nv see him for onli like 1 day n im gg crazy, haha... dunno wads e prob wif mi mann. bud im still happi. =))

finally my off day tml, i reli need rest. woke up 730 for stocktake today, freaking tired, knocked my knee against e wooden panel, n there it goes, a blue-black wif those red n purple spots. disgusting.

SLP!!!


*my life @1:16 AM

Monday, April 03, 2006



rite now, my mood is not reli gd, n all i wan to do is to scold all e vulgar word out. its nth big, actually. jus dat my laptop touchpad has died on mi. so sad can!!! i bought it like less for 3 mths loh, now i reli believe dat wadeva things is in my hand, i'll tend to spoil it in any way, wich i dun even realise. last nite before i off it its still functioning loh, den today on den die liao, wtf la. if send for repair muz go all e way till jurong, y cant their servie centre be located like amk la. argh!!!

wadeva. =(


*my life @10:08 PM



yeah! 2 more shifts for mi, over at scotts, means i get to work wif agus n rosita again, hee... after i calculated n estimated my pay for next mth, its double e usual pay i got, like after paying sch fees i still left a reasonable amt, haha... im so happi mann.

i dunno y i got so excited over d&d. dunno whether shld i get a dress or juz grab a shirt n pants from my wardrobe. tinking whether will we be seated by brand or free seating. if free seating den of cuz sit wif louis rite, haha... shall go jb n c whether there's any nice one.

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fri suppose to be out shopping wif benita, budden guess now i hv to change it to thurs, since fri im gg over to scotts. she's gg to get her projectshop dress, cuz got sp.

zelcy suggest a idea for mi, get couple ring, bud i noe he wun wear, cuz last time we bought, n its like he nv wear la, summore i dunno wads e size of his finger. n juz now we compete each other on e initial d game, I WON HIM!!! wif dunno wad FC car la, so i suggest him getting dis game, n he ask mi sponsor, better still, no need crack my brain to tink wad to buy for him.

issae miyake perfume is on its way to my hands, louis paid for it!!! wahahaha... wanted ralph bud wendy's fren dun sell so took IM instead, wadeva la. haha...

i gotta slp soon mann, gonna stocktake for sisley tml at 820, n wed 730 for tommy, wah lao... super tiring. bud for e sake of $$$, work hard!!! =)


*my life @1:23 AM