* my dark life with rainbows

Sunday, October 30, 2005



sometimes i juz dun feel like working there. haiss. full shift ydae, morn today, n full again tml. im e one folding e clothes, thou they fold oso, budden i juz feel so shit. when they free, they dun reli help u put bk those folded wan. ok, part timers r supposed to fold clothes most of e time while e full timer serve, budden can u dun treat us as a folder can? after serving juz dump e clothes there wait for us to fold, hello!!! wtf. those hanging clothes on e way can hang bk, bud they juz hv to put basket there. omg. polo is far better off mann, we help one another, everything goes smoothly.

read from my fren's blog, i tink its true dat u prefer e first working environment. like i prefer polo suntec, n yucui prefer polo scotts. u dun enjoy as much as usual. sadded.

hving mood swing feeling so pek chek dis 2 days. yucui not working anymore, mk mi more sian. who's working tml? none of my kaki, agus n paul off, wth mann. its like alone for e whole day la? god bless mi again plss. tues off, n wads my working day like? wed & thurs full shift, fri n sat noon. im so tired. =(


*my life @11:24 PM

Friday, October 28, 2005



watched e transporter 2 wif louis at gv marina, tote i wun get interested by it at first, bud it was nice, e guy's soooo cool can. omg. after renovation, marina square looks reli better, super big oso, lotsa shop n of cuz restaurants, bud e shops there like heeren dat kind, ehm not reli interested in e stuff la, no offence. saw cass n her i tink bf? been quite sum time since i last saw her, was nice seeing ex classmate. =)

after movie went raffles city to find jialing to get my bracelet, $7 deal.


den went bk suntec polo jeans find ryan, louis n mi each bought a polo tee from there, $55.20. i muz be crazy, spend over $50 for a polo tee, bud i feel ok cuz got 40% off. haha...


juz got my pay last nite n i spend $100 today, i feel so so sad n guilty, was telling myself im not gonna spend any unecessary money, budden i failed to. =(

on e way bk, saw sandra n ruifang together, as a couple. mi n louis were shocked, who noes they will be together, n i dun tink anyone noes about dis. haha... even when i told ryan he oso shock. anyway wish them all e best. =)

now i've finished blogging, its time for my beauty slp, full shift tml. god bless me. =\



*my life @11:29 PM



went out wif benita juz now, wanted to go ps bud in e end headed to orchard, yes again. my goodness. went bk tommy jeans n there's new stocks. i particularly like dis top wif glittering design on it. there's diff colour for e base, purple white n black. black can c e dust, white can c my fats, so shall tk purple. budden dunno wad size to tk. sickening.

finally i got my pay, from giordano. from wad i calculate, its suppose to be $300, bud i got $380 in e end. haha... bud gotta pay hp bill n save sum for my sch fees next sem. tking another $200 at e end of mth from tommy jeans. its so so little. =(

from 29th oct to 3rd nov would be e period i would not wish to work, budden no choice, cuz hving promotion, bud onli applicable to certain cardholder.

tata~


*my life @1:05 AM

Thursday, October 27, 2005



my silence blogskin got probs again, as usual, bandwidth exceeded, wad shit is dis mann. so use dis skin i found wks ago, wanted to created another box at e right side bud didnt noe how to. trial n error oso cannot. juz mk do wif it now. hope my silence skin will get well soon, hahaha...

im bored at hm!!!


*my life @5:09 PM

Monday, October 24, 2005



im now waiting for 1st nov mann. release of jay chou latest album 'November Chopins'. it cums wif a giant poster when u preorder, n whether will we get e mv vcd n calendar, im not too sure. bud read from e forum, they say hv, hopefully.

gonna preorder mine tml, hope they still hv it, cuz it started on 21st oct n im not aware of it, wad a fan am i. kns. pray hard, haha...


*my life @1:41 AM

Saturday, October 22, 2005



didnt hv a gd slp last nite. slpt at 3+ when im wking up at 7+. im so so bloody tired n slpy. work was ok, was e first to open bill, quite happi, haha...

after work went ralph lauren help yucui buy polo tee, cuz she's working n cant get it. e paper bag were diff. normally it has got golden horse on it, bud dis time round is juz e golden wording "RALPH LAUREN". ok its normal, bud it look so high class loh, haha... so i asked louis to get another one for mi, haha...

den went centrepoint giordano to help my mum get a top. it was nice seeing my ex colleagues, n e environment. haha... kinda missed e times, bud still prefer tommy jeans. ppl from polo n tommy know each other n its like so nice la, dunno how to say oso, haha...

watched 'in the womb' from national geographic chnl juz now, n its so amazing. u c how e foetus grow, how it moved n everything. one scene showed e foetus yawn, its so cute can!!! was eating my pear bud no appetite after dat, cuz sum part were disgusting. hahaha...

gonna slp soon, still hv to work 2 days before i off again. tata~ =)


*my life @12:30 AM

Thursday, October 20, 2005



work was so sian today, no kaki. asked mi tk stocks from raffles city again, 3 times within a wk. troublesome bud can waste alot of time. went to visit jialing at her pushcart, n she got e beaded bracelet i want, she's selling mi at a cheaper price, tink i shall get it. im drooling over it. i've got my watch for 3mth plus oreadi, n there's still ppl saying my watch look nice n unique, hahaha... so happi can.

served 2 china men today. their bill was $459. i feel contented, target for mi was $1200 bud i did so little onli, haha... no choice mah, need to let full timer serve den part timer cum in at a later part. well, at least i contributed sum. haha...

tml off again, slacking time. next wk off like 4 days, alot can. gg to help out in sch for e engineering wk, i dun wanna rot at hm n die. =)


*my life @1:24 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005



slpt till 2 dis noon. hmmm... shiok. slack till evening den went ps watch deuce bigalow wif louis. funni show. so disgusting. gotta work tml again, yucui off n doreen morn shift. alone in e nite. lucky thurs off again.

sch's starting in 2wks time. other sch's timetable out, bud not ours. sickening. wonder wich will be my cds, hopefully japanese. same class wif my clique plss. =)


*my life @11:53 PM

Sunday, October 16, 2005



work was alrite. juz dat i dun reli like one of dis person. attitude. ask her things she point here n there, machiam dumb wan mute wan. face whole day black. idiot. work without yucui n doreen is so different, so sian. ok there's still alan who crap like shit, so not too bad. im tired. haiss. sumtimes jus dun feel like working there, everything need to be fast, ppl tk out clothes n dun fold it bk, n it settle into a huge mountain. see mi keep complaning rite, bud i juz wanna say out.

fuck it mann.


*my life @1:05 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005



im gg to whine again. POLO IS JUST SO NICE.

polo no need do sales for part timer, u need to noe onli ur section stuff. tommy u need to do sales, even thou ur juz a part timer, n u need to noe everything there. last time pantry is pantry, store is store. now leh, is pantry cum store. can die mann, sooo small inside. its a wrong to hv work polo first, cuz everything is so easy. now i encounter difficulties, its like shit mann.

tml actually off, budden leh? need to go taka juz for e interview to get e promoter pass for e staff entrance, im so so sick of town oreadi. awwwww!!!!!!!!! after dat straight 4 days of work.

i tink im better wif e guys there. cuz all chinese, e girls are all malays except for few like yucui la, doreen la, n 2 more part timer. im not racist, juz dat e race tends to stay together u noe.

can i turn bk time to e polo times? =\


*my life @12:02 PM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005



first day work at tommy jeans!!! relaxing... e onli word i can describe. its like bk to polo times thou its not polo. mayb bcoz still under doreen. like wad i said earlier, no customer u stand n stare into space, customer cum juz serve 1 to 1. 2 ppl din come to work, doreen ask mi work full shift, n i say ok la. so easy n relaxing, earn more money who dun wan ah, haha... colleagues were nice ppl, bud dunno whether will my impression of them change after few days la. my folding skills has bcum so so bad, my goodness, wads wrong wif mi!!! grace from giordano came n visit mi can, im so touched, haha... cuz we're like not so close u noe. clothes at tommy jeans is definitely nicer den at polo jeans, if i had e money, i'll buy all i like, haha... dream on rite. i saw dis plain army green jacket, one word: nice. $171. expensive rite. after discount would be $100, omg!!! like one sweater as well, $97 before less. dis two things r gg into my wishlist. haha...

after work went prata shop wif polo again, like everyday polo rite. calvin say fri go sentosa, so tempting can. e last time i went was like last yr june? wad a pathetic mi. bud i need to work leh, sadded. chatted on n he say there's dis push-up underwear for guys, haha... all of us cant stop laughing, i mean its disgusting la.

for now, im so so tired, tml off, slping day again. oh ya! happy birthday mr ryan koh!!! enjoy!!!


*my life @1:02 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005



i suddenly feel so sad. no one is perfect, bud they're better den mi. ok i noe my sentence doesnt mk sense. i tink my life wun be gd for mi. juz accept e fact. damnit.


*my life @1:04 AM

Saturday, October 08, 2005




woke up in e morn 11am by my parents, wah lao, i need to slp la, im so so tired i dunno y. had lunch den went ps wif my mama n sis, cuz need to repair her hp. wads e charges like? e person say may be $150 - $200, we were all like wth la, mite as well go n buy a new fone. den went my grandparents hse to visit them.

hm den went town again, wif polo mates for ktv session at partyworld n den to prata shop again. got to noe dat mr yongjin oso will be working tommy jeans, bud during wkends, i dunno y oso. ok he is nonsense la, bud funni la. andy say e big pony polo tee will be coming soon. awwww!!!! its so nice can!!! bud its like so ex loh, even wif e staff purchase, usual price would be $140+ i tink? gonna save money oreadi, another thing in my wishlist.



read yucui's blog, n i tink im dead la. she say e malay isnt gd to get along wif, ask u do dis n dat, ask u stand at entrance greet customer den they go behind fold clothes. i tink my life isnt gd la, tote giordano not gd den quit, now bcum tommy not gd. will be starting work at tommy next mon, morn shift summore, n jiemei yucui not working la, sadded. =(

tml working again, after 2 days of off im so slack oreadi la. dead.


*my life @12:48 AM

Thursday, October 06, 2005



i need to slim down. im bloody fat. my weight has increase. my appetite just got so big in such a short period, i wonder wads e prob wif me. im trying to eat less now. i need to exercise, bud im lazy.

im so sad now. haiss.

exercise... anyone? =(


*my life @10:49 PM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005



i felt so slpy e whole day, even said e wrong things to customer. saw dis jacket from puma, i like it damn much, dis mk mi tink bk of e $80 i spent on e stupid puma jacket.

i tink i'll miss giordano after i leave, wanna kill mi rite. 2wks ago complain den now like dat. well, its another working experience, thou its a short period. few asked mi if i cant adapt to e environment, den next time go into society to work den how. told them im a person who dun look into e future, i walk one step c one step. if im not comfortable wif it, mite as well quit rather den mking myself unhappy, my mum agrees wif mi, haha...

there's dis movie cuming out soon, flight plan. dis mother lost her daughter on e plane, n they cant find her. there's no record of her boarding e plane, isnt dat eerie. i mean how could u got lost on e plane rite. my sis was saying e ending muz be lame, sth like everything was actually a dream, its all ur illusion, haha... wan to watch bud dun dare, thou its not ghost show, mayb wait for vcd loh.

will be gg to ck n tiffany's wedding next yr, yes its still long bud im looking forward to it. =)


*my life @11:57 PM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005



cant get to slp last time, basically bcoz i slpt too much in e noon. was tinking if i cant wk up juz fake sick. sickening. work was fun today, i dunno y bud keep hving laughters in e shop. after work met louis at j8 for dinner n hm.

drove pass hillside drive n i miss my sec 1 sch days. all of us were so innocent, high belts ard our waist, omg... i cant imagine dat, haha...

had lunch wif my manager today, n she was saying dat if u dream of ur own teeth drop, sumone will die. first time she dreamt, narine's father passed away. second time she dreamt, endang's grandma passed away, last nite she dreamt, my fren fren's father passed away. i dunno how true is dis, bud i find it so eerie.

half-morn shift tml, shiok. gonna slp earli later on. im tired. =)


*my life @10:34 PM

Monday, October 03, 2005



sunday + maids + shouting + techno music + tons of ppl = thailand.

machiam i in thailand pasar malam like dat. its wkend n maids r out to shop. andrew, john n jovee cant stop shouting leilong, its so damn loud, like spoil e image of our brand. i noe they wan sales, bud its so kua zhang loh. they keep playing techno music, ok i like, bud listen long i got headache mann, summore ppl keep asking for sizes i headache till wanna vomit. lucky alvin got mi panadol den i feel better after dat. majority of e shoppers were maids.

again there were irritating customers.

1. dis maid asked mi e size, look thru n told her dun hv. she say y so little size, i told her bcoz e promotion started a wk ago so sum of e sizes sold out. den she say y she didnt see, hey!!! u din c not my prob ok!!! sg got so mani giordano dun tell mi u dunno got dis promotion. gif mi those 'act big' face, feel like slapping her mann.

2. dis lady came n ask mi bout e sweater featured on e poster wall. i told her we dun hv dat, we onli hv sales items, den she bla bla bla den look at my name tag, i feel like telling her, hey if u wan complain go ahead, im not scared of u, im quitting it anyway. gif mi those stupid taitai face.

3. dis lady tried e size n it was ok, she wanted another piece when e one she's holding is perfectly fine. bo bian, look thru n got her another one. i mean cant u c we're so busy, still ask here n there. im not a person who has a dozen hands loh.

e ppl were so argh!!!! they anyhow tk e size, juz dig here n there n dun put bk nicely. sum u ask them wad size they need, they keep quiet n find themselves. hey u dumb wan izit?

was supposed to work till 6 budden left at 730, cuz cant sign out. argh!!! went prata shop wif polo mates n hm.

tml off day. slp is all dat i need. =)


*my life @12:43 AM

Saturday, October 01, 2005



stupid template got prob, bandwidth exceeded, wad shit is dis mann, i dun even noe. so used bk my old skin, lazy go find one, shall edit it on my next off day.

woke up so slpy dis morn, went work. supposed to tell jerry i dun wan to work anymore. bud i took so long to bring it up. finally, i tell him, when we were packing clothes together.

me: jerry ah, i got sth to tell u.
jerry: wad?
me: ehm, i dun wan to work liao.
jerry: expected. felt dat few days ago.

he say bcoz work polo so felt hardship in giordano. true la, one of e part timer even tell mi alot of ppl cannot survive thru e first 3 mths. so my last day will be next sunday, n my roster is super nice.

mon: off
tues: morn
wed: half-morn
thurs & fri: off
sat & sun: morn

all morn shift, i love it mann. no housekeeping for mi, bud i'll hv to wk up earli n open e stupid stocks, damnit. so after work went to find doreen n yucui at tommy, so slack can, everyone juz standing there, relaxing mann.

serve a few troublesome customers today. got so pekchek. one auntie came n exchange thing, ask mi keep e new piece for her, cuz all those on shelf ppl try den veri big n smelly, omg!!! feel like punching her in e face. another lady, keep changing e design of e top, hello!!! my wrist hurts alrite, keep asking mi tk dis n dat.

tml working at lucky plaza, alone again. sian half. i'll juz enjoy my one last wk at giordano centrepoint. =)


*my life @11:39 PM