* my dark life with rainbows

Sunday, May 28, 2006



OMFG!!! GSS IS TOTALLY A DISASTER!!!

dats from a retailer's point of view, y? cuz i was practically folding clothes from 12-11, non stop, other den my break. actually got gd pt oso, sales is wonderful, bud i dun care, cuz i dun get any comm at e end of e day. from a consumer's pt of view, GSS is sucha wonderful event dat u cannot miss, cuz u get to buy e things u wan at a so cheap cheap price, haha...

juz hate e customers today, juz snatch everything machiam free wan like dat, gif attitude summore, go bang e fcuking wall plss. u wan u buy, dun wan plss fcuk off la. so pissed off can. taka close 10pm tonite, we stayed till 11pm juz to fold all e bloody clothes, was in charge of e wagon, folded like dunno how mani hundreds of clothings today, tgt wif chris. i juz need to vent out all my anger mann. tml noon shift, hope raymond let mi leave earlier, tell him i got 9am lec next day, haha... its e truth ok...

anyway, sch ended 1130 ydae, was supposed to be a 3hr tutorial, bud in e end onli half of e time, walked ard sch for CCN day, nth much. compared to last yr, it was so much fun, dis yr veri little stall n all e things they sell were food n food.

went hm n took a nap, bloody shiok. before i fall aslp, was tinking e mango shorts i saw e previous day, no discount no nth, bud e size fits well, shld i buy? so i mk up my mind to go buy after dat. went tamp isetan n tried, bought it finally, like after a mth plus. juz feel heartpain cuz i can actually get e shorts at e cheaper price bud i choose to buy it now, reason was bcoz i dun wanna wait so long n e one i reserved was so so loose, machiam size 38 like dat. juz felt dat e mango staff wasnt responsible, cuz they were supposed to call mi when e sizings arrive, bud didnt, if i nv go c, i wouldnt hv got e shorts oreadi. den went la-teh wif baby, deb, jos n eugene. =)

term test is juz in a wk time, n i have yet to get down for revision, im juz plain lazy la. my retail buying tb haven arrive yet, ppt notes is not enuff for mi, i dun wanna fail plss.

i wrote sucha long entry today, im becoming more long-winded. jialat.


*my life @2:27 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006



watched da vinci code wif baby today, duration too long, i almost fell aslp. i juz like dis kinda movie where they need to solve code n everything, u dunno wads gonna happen next. fascinating part is e last supper paint, e dunno wad john guy is mary magdelene, ok wadeva. juz find it so interesting. bud i still prefer national treasure, more mysteries to solve.

ydae after alighting 15 at sch bus stop, ppl were distributing so-called a mag bout da vinci code, read n realize e priory of sion is actually a society club or wadeva dat helps ppl to build low-cost hse or sth wan, forget liao. den say wad jesus is either a lunatic or reli a god or wad, no comments, cuz im a non-christian. used to be in a catholic sch, so noe abit here n there bout jesus, i tink there's onli one god la, juz dat wich religion u believe in onli.

tml's CCN day, our class not doing anything, guess e whole RMT oso not doing, haha... there's e retail cart proj cuming up soon, who wan to do extra work for tml. so after 12pm, officially no lessons, so end ard there, go hm tk a nap den go out. gg la teh-ing session wif baby, jos n deb.

listening to 命中注定 now, e song dat baby burn for mi 3yrs bk, it brings bk sweet memories. =)


*my life @12:58 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006



its sad dat things turned out dis way, i din expect it to happen, neither anyone of us. i noe dis does not concern mi bud i juz feel like saying out. was so sad dat i nearly cried. juz hope both of u will still lead life as usual, thou sth is missing in there. im sad for e both of u. hope i'll still be able to c u or sth, im starting to miss u girl. =(

dis makes mi treasure my baby more. ilu.


*my life @1:33 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006



sch ended 2 so went hm n slp, was so slpy e whole day, cannot tk it. apel lesson were fun today. =)

am doing e MR questionnaire now n its killing my brain, i cant rem all e qns we had discussed, wad r e options, wad r e things to ask, sickening leh. muz tink whether e qns i ask izit relevant anot, now i peifu those ppl who came out wif questionnaire, so in future, peifu mi plss, hahaha... its so gd dat u hv a senior fren in marketing, haha... cuz jq can help mi wif it, thank god.

IKEA IS KILLING ME!!!


*my life @10:21 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006



i enjoyed shopping wif baby, so much so much. =)


*my life @11:57 PM



work sux today, cuz of e sales gg on. bud luckily dis time round not as mani ppl as last sales, clothes were easier to fold cuz no wagon was there, mk our life easier mann.

im now worrying for my proj, wich i didnt at first. 16 grps, 14 selling accessories, tees, bags, those sellable items, onli 2grps selling foods. for my grp, we're selling thai snacks, anyone can tell mi if it'll sell? if cannot sell finish, eat ourself, more realistic, if bags all these cannot sell den who's gonna keep? well, everything got its pros n cons. bud if cannot sell well, thou our grades dun reli depends on e sales, it'll sumhow or rather affect it, cuz din choose our merchandise properly. hopefully i wun fail, cuz once fail means i fail 3 sub at a time. terrible. =(

morn shift tml, n gg to shop wif baby after dat, hee... its been long since we had a proper shopping trip. need to look out for a dress, cuz dat stupid baby of mine gonna wear jeans to wedding, mk mi hv to find a simple dress to match wif him, summore 2 wedding e same ppl is gg, mk mi cannot repeat it, sickening. let it be a gd one plss. ilu.


*my life @12:39 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006



colour lesson were simple n easy, juz paint n do a colour wheel, wth, again rite. bud dis time round is easier, cuz got e tutor guiding us.

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went isetan wif benita ydae bud nth caught my eye, tried few bud dun look nice. so devastated, so went again today wif baby cuz i bu gan yuan. so was like keep walking round n round to find sth to try on, tried dis polka dot top n long sleeve tee. satisfied. wheneva i had to try on sth, no matter how far izit, i'll still walk to tommy girls n try, cuz veri little ppl queue n i've got priority, wahahaha... had dinner at garden market, nice.

my term break came at e rite time, on 1oth, hving peiling's bdae chalet, 14th will be jos's bdae chalet. hving 3 weddings within 3 days during dat wk. on e 18th, im hving cousin's wedding in e noon, n ck's wedding in e nite. on e 20th, its my ex polo assistant manager alvin's wedding, angbao can juz bomb mi dead.

finally, i get to go hm straight after sch tml. i miss hm, haha...


*my life @12:09 AM

Thursday, May 18, 2006



i juz like e short sentence dat baby said today, simple yet soooo sweet. i love it bud jos wanna puke, wahahaha...

ilu.


*my life @2:42 AM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006



was so slpy thruout e whole day today, cuz din get to slp well last nite. mk-up tutorial was cancelled cuz ms irene chan were on mc, happi till like shit. budden need to stay n finish up e colour wheel. i find it so stupid to do it cuz we get onli participation marks, not main proj or sth, juz for dat pathetic 5%. we spent time, energy, and money, wth. its hard work ok, we dipped every single pasta into e paint, wait for it to dry den paste on it, still hv to mix e diff colour tgt, e outcome of it:

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plss say nice!!!

since end sch earlier, went hm took a nap den went town to meet benita, gg mango to c anything to reserve anot. n guess wad? went to e jeans section, saw e shorts i wanted it so desperately a mth ago, first piece is my size, jumping for joy mann. tried it, loose cuz i tink ppl try n try, bud i still wan, finally. tried long sleeve tee, bud wah lao, e material so hot la, after trying im like perspiring. went to find baoyu at giordano, e place i used to work half yr ago, hell place mann. den went to find joyce, thick skin, demand a bdae pressie from mi, diaoz...

tml gg ikea, mum wan mi to buy apple cutter, haha... wed n thurs gg town wif benita again, for ips. we hv endless thing to tok bout, nth to paiseh in btw us, haha... baby may be joining us, wich i hope so.

i feel so contented, out of sudden. =)


*my life @1:15 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006



work was fun, especially wif faridah ard, i laugh till my jaws drop. she's so nice can, bought mi maltersers chocs, haha... crowd's like shit today, wan to fold clothes oso no chance ah, bud wait till gss, tink i'll juz cry, haha... in 4days time.

project's piling up like dunno wad, no complaints cuz no matter wad i'll still need to do. dis sem proj almost all practical, veri little theory-based, so i tink shld be no prob.

had my wk planned, mon's mayb working for changeover, tues gg down to ikea, wed gg mango and isetan to reserve my stuff, n thurs finally, ips, its here again. fri mayb juz meet up wif baby. i miss him, thou i juz c him juz now.

watched e movie poseidon wif baby ydae, its exciting bud duration onli hr half, quite short. emphasize alot on e surviving part, while titanic is got story line wan. its alwayz sad dat sumone dear to u hv to died sumtimes.

gotta do entreprenueship proj now, tutor say need differentiation from others, mayb i'll juz add free delivery? comments plss. =)


*my life @2:09 AM

Thursday, May 11, 2006



was chatting wif jq den he show mi dis gay blog, 2 gd looking guys tgt, feel sad n happi at e same time, bud more happi la, i peifu them to confess their love for each other, omg.

n den, dis video. i guess its sum variety show dat guys participate in, den watched a funni video, u r not suppose to laugh, if u do, a whack on ur buttocks. enjoy!



*my life @3:44 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006



dunno y, bud i love sch. i muz be mad, haha... thou diff class as my peeps, i feel equally happi. things hv been veri well since sch starts, got confidence to do well for dis sem, bud till den, we'll c how, haha... i dunno y sum ppl so kanchiong when come to proj, bth mann. lucky my grp all slack wan. e reason y i said dat cuz last sem mi val n e rest all so slack, last min den cheong everything, thou no As, bud grade were reasonably gd. doesnt mean u do earli u will get gd grades.

one thing dat mk mi happier is my gfs, hope there'll be weekly session of gossiping. those were e sec sch days... =)

n now, im feeling damn emo all thx to jos, wth. feel like showering my pillow wif water again, sound so silly. baby dun like mi to cry, bud i need to relieve la, its like a routine for mi every wk, true enuff, i alwayz feel better after dat n falling aslp is much more easier. bud e next day, eyes will be like dunno wad la.

i curse n swear e guy who treated my gf like fcuk, treat her like atm machine, shout at her for no reason, still got e cheek to ask izit his duty to pay everything for her... can sumone go fcuk him upside down? thou im not e one, i feel so pissed off. may u be strike by lightning, knocked down by car, balls kena bite by dogs. may u dun rest in peace.

happy 51st birthday to my dearest dad!!!


*my life @12:58 AM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006



i hate sch today, had an hr lec den extra hr, so went to print notes. den tutorial for an hr den break an hr, den had apel lesson for an hr again. its like an hr an hr so ley chey, n mr dominic seah keep walking from left to right n right to left again, mk my head so giddy. walk to e ohp, push it la, walk to e table, shift e table la, aiyoyo...

wanted to go bugis wif deb, bud she cannot mk it, so met del n wen instead n went town. wen looking pressie for her grandma, del for her mum n godmum, mi? nth. no intention of buying my mum anything, hahaha... bought e esprit small pouch, so nice can. sis say look so auntie, she dunno mann, mum say its nice n wan one herself, haha... n there wallet for e similar design, i wan to buy, irin will be my saviour, if possible.

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they went hm n baby came down after work, tote he so gd company mi shopping leh, piece of shit, got motive wan, look for his safety boots, wth la. went taka bud dun sell, den to suntec carrefour n why pay more c, dun hv. red wings shoes hv bud over 200+, company onli sponsor 100, of cuz dun buy so ex wan rite. den we walked from tower 5 to tower 1 den to marina square diy shop n vice versa, leg so tiring. stepped in, n c dis thing flying ard, at first tote was a bird, wah lao... den ppl shouted bat, gif mi a fright can, i was like siam-ing here n there la. finally we got e boots over there, thank mi for remembering dat ms got diy shop, haha... den went puma. help my cousin buy watch, bud onli 20% n baby bought socks. nth nice for mi so din buy, sadded. e ger who helped us get sp will be leaving mth end, so i muz like go there often to c if there's new stock anot, if hv den grab liao loh, haha... sound so cheapo la. baby promise to company shopping on fri, oso got motive wan, look for his jeans, kns.

now dat he had got dis new job, tink we'll hardly meet, upon tinking, i feel so sad. wkdays can onli meet at nite, wkend totally none cuz im working. lucky thurs he still can pick mi up after sch. n once e busy period starts, he's gonna work ot like mad, like everyday, tell mi how to c him, bud e $ veri attractive la.

mum will be changing her hp!!! i got so mad after dat, argh. cousin paying for her la, i wanna beg n psycho her to let mi change instead, my cursor siaosiao oreadi, i wanna change fone!!! =(

i curse e guy who borrow my fren's hp n dun wanna return after break-up, sucha loser. being a guy, u r so niao n so not gentleman, go out everything oso she pay, call urself a guy, pui!!! LOSER!!!

e onli pic wich i tink i look normal.

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deb, mi, jialing, jos


*my life @12:06 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006



sch was alrite today, kinda enjoyed rvm lesson, cuz went down to 1st avenue to look at e g2000 n u2 display, asked us to compare dis n dat, apply e theory onto e practical, fun fun fun. wanted to print notes for finance, bud guess every attempt i try to, e sch printer juz got fcuked up wif mi, paper got jammed. wth.

went to trim my hair, omgg, so short now, thou mani ppl couldnt c e diff, haha...

went to meet my gfs in evening at gardens. i hate e sickening 136 bus ride from sk to gardens, it took mi like almost 4omins to reach leh. all e uncles aunties ah pek ah ma wan to go rally at serangoon stadium, bus packed like shit, so pekchek. n dis stupid uncle sitting in front of mi, i was standing, keep burping like non stop, super disgusting.

i enjoyed e times spent wif gfs. wanted to go chompchomp, bud couldnt find a seat as there were too mani of us, so went 5stars chicken rice to eat, after dat to liquid kitchen. i like e atmosphere there, bud e chairs were not reli comfortable, n space mayb for us too small, i tink 18 of us ah, all cramp tgt, haha... plss say im a lousy drinker, dis is like e veri first time i drank outside. chivas wif coke, onli after 2 mouth, i headache oreadi, hahaha... everyone were like y so fast, u tink i wan wan ah, after dat pain all e way till now. baby joined us in e first place, bud bcoz not enuff seats, he went athars. after dat picked mi up again n sent debbie bk all e way to her hse, i thank n love my baby so so much.

finally, i get to work tml!!! hope my kakis are all working, i dun wan to be left alone.

I LOVE MY BABY. <3


*my life @2:38 AM

Friday, May 05, 2006



3hrs of break today, so sian loh, mi n val like dunno wad to do at tm. after lunch den baby came, slack ard den he fetch us bk to sch again. colour lesson were fun today, drawed 5 objects, big challenge to all of us mann. got bk e sketching we did last wk, wah lao... u wun believe i got both A for sucha piece of work, i cant believe when i took bk, dat tutor's standard muz be so so low, if reli dats e case, tink i can pass dis cds w/o worries. look below for my horrendous drawing, laugh out if u wan, i dun mind, haha...

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now hv to discuss bout buying trip, most prob would be thai, cuz cheap n lotsa things to buy from there. main worries is there mite be alot of ppl gg to thai during dat hols, so things dat we buy bk mite be e same as wad they buy, so not so unique liao. hv sum idea of wad merchandise to buy, hope it works. thx peiling for telling mi where r e places to go. juz hope i can go la.

gg chompchomp wif gfs tml, n to liquid kitchen, nv been there before, baby mite be cuming along wif us, hee...

watched election 2 wif baby, zel n andy, e usual peeps. its disgusting. tk hammer hit e hand non stop till bleed n can c e flesh. chop e body into pieces den grind into mince meat for dogs to eat. nearly puke mann. zelcy tried to scare mi, bud failed, haha... louis koo looked so omg, foreva so dashing n handsome wan leh, y isnt my louis same as him, haha...

as for now, im beat tired, i need lotsa slp. nite peeps. =)


*my life @12:18 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006



e real sch has started, so sian ah. MR's reli a killer sub, i seriously hv no idea to start from where, hv to mk a trip down to ikea for at least 3 times to do research, feel so tiring, y didnt e proj came to us after e tampines outlet has open, mk our life easier. thx val for helping mi buy e bk, cuz i save 5bucks, haha... ikea may be hiring students for attachment, call mi plss, like every attachment i oso wan like dat, haha...

seeing baby change fone, i oso wanna change. e fone's quite big, alot of ppl say quite manly. my k700i has been wif mi for a yr plus, e longest period wich i didnt change my fone, usually is within a yr den change. bcoz now financial prob, dats y, haha...

dis wk is a boring wk, baby's too lazy to go out, cuz he wan to rest like a king before he start his new job next wk. i wanna work like so soon, i miss all of e tommy peeps. studies mk mi wanna puke.

oh, if u wanna do alterations for ur levis jeans, dun go to e lucky plaza outlet plss, their alterations cannot mk it. can do till so crooked, mum asked mi to go bk again, bud i find it a hassle plus so paiseh.
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out for now.


*my life @9:27 PM