* my dark life with rainbows

Tuesday, October 31, 2006



sold both my rsb n biz stats tb!!! thks to priscilla!! 47bucks in total, gotta tk dis money n buy new ones, how sad can it be. online tutorial sux, its so troublesome, i cant imagine hving dat for e whole sem. tues, wed n fri no sch, great, bud gotta do fieldwork, so down we go to vivo tml. wed for rest n relax, fri for baby.

town after dat, mi n benita felt so restless throughout, no shopping mood. next wk ms n bugis, hope it'll be better.

met up wif baby after dat, wanted to hv pepper lunch for dinner cuz benita insist on hving dat, den baby say go to e indonesian restaurant at level 5, wondering y. he won 140bucks during mahjong on sat, mi n benita so excited, haha... levis at heeren after dat, baby bought one polo tee, he wanted to buy mi e belt i wanted, bud i wear oreadi not nice, sadded!!!

finally, i can hv a day wherey i can wk up automatically n not by alarm clock... hello n73!!!


*my life @2:16 AM

Saturday, October 28, 2006



work today was short, start at 1330, end at 1900, how nice of agus to let mi off so earli n he's left all alone, i felt bad la. he's too nice to us till we're tking advantage of him, haha... he's sucha a nice guy la, treat mi startbucks & bubble tea. once i reached today, he gave mi a bad news: i got no schedule at all over at taka!!! heart beat awhile, dis means i got no income oreadi, den siao liao, cuz not tking allowance from parents since dunno when, cuz dad dun earn much. den i beg agus to let mi work as long as he can gif, heng, first 2 wkends of nov, e rest, wait till vivo outlet open den doreen decide. muz reli thank him. =)

since i left earli n baby gg town, met him n we shopped ard. last stop was pull&bear, saw dis top, tried, n bought it, fast enuff, cuz its so simple n nice, n its onli 26bucks!!! no money, so baby paid for mi, smart mi, haha... he say gg to deduct e amt from e money he's giving mi to shop in thai, ehm... wondering how much will it be. grins.



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thou its juz dat 2hrs, its enuff cuz of e quality time spent tgt. im sucha happi girl today. =))



*my life @12:27 AM

Friday, October 27, 2006



i swear i dread sch on thurs. its sucha long day!!! so dumb can, hving 2 breaks in btw, especially e 2hrs one, wad can i do? slack alwayz at com lab before e lec starts? no way mann. since e lecturer said e lec is not compulsory, bud e notes given out will be tested, i'll skip, den get e notes from frenz. i juz cant stand, dis means i end lesson at 4 instead of 7, hahaha...

0900-1100: store mngt lec
1100-1300: crm & internet retailing lec
1400-1600: music tutorial
1800-1900: music lec

anw, e music lecturer is my tutor as well, italian guy name giuliano. nice guy wif a sense of humour. dunno whether choose dis cds is a right or wrong. few projs to do, bud not so tedious, i guess la. need to listen to classical music, including all e italian terms like pianissimo, forte bla bla bla, learnt dat when i was learning piano ages ago, bud forgotten all. den need to create ur own music like 2mins or so using loop software. shld hv juz chose free hand drawing, damnit.

now im like gonna pay 80bucks for 2 tb, hw ex can it be. hope can sell away my rsb n biz stats tb, at least can earn e amt of one bk, better den nth okay. dis sem gonna be a heavy sem, tedious subjects i hv plus setting up trading session again, $ matters cum in once again. siann.

jos n i is so excited over e trip to bangkok, high for nth when e air tix is not even booked. reli reli pray nth happens n eug can go wif us. if no one else can mk it, guess onli mi n baby.

changing to n73 next wk!!! thou its second hand from baby, bud used for onli a mth, so not too bad, been telling him not to spoil my fone, haha... i cant wait la! =)


*my life @1:11 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006



SCHOOL STARTED TODAY!!!

woke up at 7am n drag myself to sch, felt aslp on bus. first wk no tut, so after lec, i've like 4hrs of break before comm skills tut, so fcuking sian!!! go hm oso bu san bu si. lunch wif chek n val at design sch, den to town alone, den bk to sch again. they shifted e tut from 2pm to 1pm n ivy forgot to inform mi, so when i reach e classrm den i realise. e tutor is nice, heng ah. sub is nice as well, on certain wed, we need not go for e tut, juz go online post sum comments n it'll be marked as our attendance, how nice. dat means every wed no sch, ahahha...

jac tan say can start finding our own attachment company oreadi, if not later we complain on e one sch allocate us. as said, my company dun accept, din receive any repli from fj benjamin, mayb i try royal sporting hse, so mani brands inside. bud if can, banana republic!!! haha... kinda excited by it now.

dis is dedicated to my friend & baby's scandal, joslyn lim en qi.

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*my life @5:56 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006



work today, still alright.

receieved timetable, sux too.

mon: 9am-5pm, 2 lectures n 1 tutorial
tues: 9am-4pm, 2 lectures n 1 tutorial
wed & fri: 11am - 1pm, my fave day, so short.
thurs: 9am - 7pm, e day i would dread to cum. 2 breaks in btw, 1hr n 2hrs respectively, if i can, i would skip e last cds lec.

e things i didnt wan it on my timetable all happened, feel quite shit now la. gotta work 3days next wk when sch starts. tues, wed n fri. how i wish i need not work, sumtimes i juz need e rest n not e $$$.

baby's sick, fever n mild headache, how i wish i can tk care of him now. im alwayz not by his side when he's sick. juz hope he'll recover real soon. =(

gotta get him a present, cuz he like buy so mani things for mi yet i didnt buy him a decent gift. his polo's wallet is so poor thing now, so intend to buy him a wallet, idea from his scandal, jos. deciding on either mont blanc or braun buffel. saving up money n gif him as a bdae gift.

e unwanted feeling is bk again, time pass fast enuff, bud is there any use? =\


*my life @2:43 AM

Thursday, October 19, 2006



I HATE MY TIMETABLE TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!!


*my life @10:55 AM



vivo city today, initially wif baby onli. deb called on e way, so went wisma n dragged her along. happens dat tc n jos oso at vivo, waiting for rongna as she juz came bk from cruise. went forever21 to check out my top, expected, no more small size, quite sian, bud relieved at e same time cuz i save my money, haha... slacking session outside vivo n took sum silly photos.

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baby gg to change his fone to n80, possibly, n gave mi his n73, bud gotta pay him 200bucks, cuz his n80 is 600bucks, n using my line to sign up. shall c hw it goes next wk. i juz need a new fone.

timetable is not even out, how lousy is tp, sch is like juz 4days away n we dun even noe our pathetic timetable. no earli lessons like 9am, no lessons till 6pm, n no long breaks in btw lessons, i'll juz die.

slp for now.


*my life @2:03 AM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006



morn shift today, its killing mi, bud time pass fast. vivocity after dat wif benita. tried clothes from forever21, pull&bear, n zara.

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forever21, red one looks old on mi, so got e right one, used e voucher. baby complain can c cleavage, prob is i dun hv one, haha pathetic... if dats low, wad bout e below one?

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forever21 on e left, wanted to buy bud so low cut! ya can wear tube inside, still tinking, so tempting!!! pull&bear on e right, normal brown top wif gold shimmering. not badd oso.

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zara. e blouse look damn funni on mi, bcoz e top cutting is so loose n waist cutting is so tight, mk mi hv to breathe in like hell. retro top next, i totally dun look nice in it, my body figure juz sucks la. benita bought dat. 96bucks in total, so ex.

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tommy polo dat i wan to buy, n im gg to reserve till yr end, c if there's any staff sales, 40% off, haha...

tml work again. looking forward to wed onli, am spending my whole day wif baby, he took leave. thurs work, n fri mayb go vivo again wif baby.

ok, now i feel like buying dat top, 33bucks. mayb i go on wed? their stocks alwayz run out so fast wan, e one i bought is M size, wanted S bud dun hv, im not a M size loh, hahaha...

for deb: faster go find bf, den we can go thai as 3 couples. rooms oso easier to split, haha... so looking forward to it!!!!


*my life @2:01 AM

Sunday, October 15, 2006



work today, boring day. slacking after dat, wif baby, eug & jos at usual place, hk cafe. now they toking on thailand trip, mk mi reli so so excited, better den e hk trip, cuz its much more cheaper n u get more bk, haha... next yr march, baby promised mi, hope time pass faster.

now, im craving for another pair of birkenstock, e leather off-white, thou its been out so long, bud its so nice n elegant!!! haha... shall ask my cousin's gf's bro to buy for mi in germany, haha... cuz its cheaper den online wan. air steward, alwayz fly there wan.

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bought a zara top ydae, so nice!!! cream bkground wif gold polka dot. material's viscose, veri thin n abit translucent, cost mi 40bucks!!! benita ask mi dun buy, say not worth it, bud it looks nice when i wear, haha...

okok gotta rest now. nites!


*my life @2:13 AM

Thursday, October 12, 2006



had a bad day at work, thx to e shortie bitch, u better watch ur mouth. sori bud my mouth's abit bad la. i juz hope u'll kena kidnap n kena rape, kena bang down by car, kena strike by lightning, shit bud i cant tink of any, my brain's not working. thx for ur effort bud im afraid things is not gg ur way, so hv a wishful thinking okay. dun let mi c u outside u bloody bitch.

now for e happi side, haha... baby bought mi e big pony polo tee again!!! he juz called n asked mi whether i wan anot, telling mi its e one i wanted long ago, so i juz say yah. mins later i msg n tell him i dunno whether i wan anot, bud he tell mi he had oreadi bought it, action so fast. bud i so happi now la, another big pony, summore its e one i wanted, bud e side is not reli nice, cuz it has e tennis us open logo, siann.

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oh ya, im so happi for del!!! dun let him go, unlike e basket who let u go, im gonne screw him up!!! haha... enjoy everything u hv okay... =)

happi 57th mth anni baby. ilu =))


*my life @1:00 AM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006



went vivocity wif mum, n its so so big, n so damn nice oso. almost all e shop in town u can find it there. level 1 is more of e exclusive stuff, like armani xchange, pull&bear, zara, timberland, bebe, forever21, liz claiborne n not forgetting tommy hilfiger, level 2 more of e normal stuff. n e tangs is so nice oso, concept n everything. u reli need e time n cash to shop there, haha... its big bud promise u wun get lost. n e scenery from e inside to e sea view is so nice as well, machiam u in hongkong, like wad my mum say, her imagination la, bcoz its e haze dat mk it so cold, haha dumb la... if they wan mi to work tommy at vivo, i wouldnt mind cuz its juz one trip down e train, so convenient for mi, bud i'll get sian of vivo like im sian wif town now. sumtimes its gd not to work at town, cuz u practically go there everyday n u noe wads happening, den when ur off oso dunno where to go.

vivo will be my next hangout shopping mall, one train down n i can shop alone, how nice. after suntan can go there shop oso, w/o e trouble of gg all e way to town, cuz u hv everything there. nice mall.

went to jos hse later on, cuz gg steamboat wif her, deb n baby, n were waiting for baby to cum fetch us. steamboat at bugis, our tummy exploding soon, bud i feel so hungry now, tinking whether shld i eat instant noodle, bud fat la, haiss...

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*my life @12:03 AM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006



dif ppl tell mi diff things, n im hving doubts now? shld i tink of e gd side, or bad? i wish i wouldnt hv to tink at all. haiss.

god, plss let time pass faster. i cant wait any longer.


*my life @2:08 AM

Saturday, October 07, 2006



woke up at 230 today, had a nice 12hrs worth of slp, haha... slack n den prepare myself to bugis, in search for a black jeans to substitute for e mango one, thou i can get 25% cuz of staff sale, bud i cant bring myself to buy, haha... dunno y bud i rather spend e money on levis jeans. e cutting is reli nice bud u cant c any details on e jeans. so bought one at 28bucks. town after dat, meet up wif deb, jolin n baby. off to newton circus for jialing's bdae treat.

4 of us didnt tag along to kbox, cuz we didnt wan to, all feel kinda bad, haha... so poor jos had to follow her n sacrifice herself. we didnt noe where to slack after dat, so baby juz keep turning his car here n there, from town to clarke quay den to bukit merah den tiong bahru n bla bla bla, till deb decided to go airport to c e plane. reached there, wasted an hr walking here n there den tk skytrain to T2 n settled down at swensen. left at midnite.

jolin n deb were toking bout their maybe-going-to-hk trip, i was so excited!!! haha, cuz i wan to go on a hols so badly, n they mite be gg next march, juz nice i can hv e time to save money, at least for e air tix first, they said its freaking ex la. if reli can, den e whole grp can go n hv fun, baby shall be e poor one n carry my stuff for mi, haha...

finished watching e korean show 'my girl' a wk ago, freaking freaking nice, feel like watching it all over again.

mite be changing my hp to nokia 6280 on e 25th, cuz its e day my plan reached 20mths, i cant wait!!! not gg to trade in my k700i cuz e trade-in value is onli 50bucks, for wad... so pathetic, mite as well keep n use it as a bk-up fone, juz in case.

gdnite peeps! =))


*my life @2:45 AM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006



been working for e consecutive 4th day, its killing mi, almost all full shift. i fell sick, sore throat n cough, so shit.

few things dat i wan to buy. esprit denim bag wich cost mi 100bucks, bud luckily rima jiemei can help mi get sp. m)phosis shorts, ask my cousin help mi get sp as well. mango belt & black jeans, still tinking wan to buy anot, staff sales dis cuming fri. levis jeans, e light colour wan, so nice!!! c if felicia can help mi buy. everything oso got discount, i counted n it reli save mi tons! haha...

another 2 more days before i can slp like a pig, been lacking in slp. i juz wish e two wks will cum faster. haiss.


*my life @1:28 AM

Sunday, October 01, 2006



my eyes is swollen, due to not enuff slp. my lips is swollen too, abit, due to too heaty. i look so shit now. haiss. hope e eyes wun look worse tml, or else how am i gg to work. so throw face.

gotta work for 6days straight till thurs, fri n sat is den my off day, how i wish dat day will cum soon. lina kena transferred to raffles city, so bcum i work her shift, n dats reli alot, 22days in a mth, bud starting sch 3wks later, so last wk not reli counted. anyway, if sch din start n i fulfill all e shifts, i can get 1k ok!!! dats real $$$, wahahaha... bud its sacrificing time for money, cant hv enuff rest thou its hols, n i cant hv time for my frenz, most importantly, my precious baby. =(

today, tml, mon - full shift
tues to thurs - 12-C

so tiring. haiss.

anyway, private was reli a shit shit thing. report work at 830am, wif my eyes looking so puffy. at dat time, u can c snake queue from e entrance, so kiasu those ppl, omg. first time working ips, feel kinda nervous cuz dunno wads e crowd like, turn out to be ok, cuz ppl cuming into our shop not reli alot, bud e crowd mk mi so giddy dat i almost fainted, hope i wun kena next ips. i shall be e shopper next time. bought 1 levis top n 1 outfitter top. worked till 10pm.

went movie wif baby ydae, rob-b-hood, nice nice show!!! e baby so bloody cute la!!! was suppose to go bk work cuz agus called, bud told him cannot cuz i gg out wif baby, haha... he's sucha nice supervisor la.

seriously need sum slp now, n i miss my baby bloody alot. =))


*my life @1:32 AM