* my dark life with rainbows

Monday, July 31, 2006



work was super super boring today, no crowd at all, seriously. was falling aslp mann. juz den baby walked in n i dun even noe. he came down n i din noe bout it. its no big deal bud im juz happi to c him. =) cuz now wkday he work till 430pm den go course till 9, wkend he work i oso work. hardly can go out, so sad la.

had so-called gathering at newton circus, company treat. bud food wasnt so nice.

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suriani, mi, irin, faridah

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e topshop girl & mi

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my lovely supervisor & mi

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partial tommy jeans crew

self-declared hols tml. no lesson no nth. coursemate tending stall for mi so wad for i go down. merchandise buying proj submission tml n i nv seen a thing at all. asked u to send, u didnt, so plss dun say i nv do anything. ass off la.

n finally, i can order my papillio oreadi!!! =))


*my life @3:09 AM

Friday, July 28, 2006



dis is e overview of my stall:

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e flyer:

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earn quite abit ydae, thx to weijie, yongtian n my mum. they bought like over 10bucks la. well, ppl gif e credit to others, wad can i say.

skipped colour lesson today, cuz phoenix asked whether if i wan to, y not!!! haha... cuz its e second last lesson n we nv skip b4, n dats e onli lesson of e day. so phoenix, janice n mi skipped. so shiok. i slpt till 230pm, watch mobtv online den slp from 7-9pm again. ppl is not enuff slp eyes go swollen, mine is slp too much swollen. bud seriously, its been eons since i slpt for such long hrs.

im tinking bout e hols oreadi. 123 sept eug mite be hving chalet, hopefully he does, n we hv fun again. 6th treating gfs n gang to eat for my bdae, n either 7th or 8th celebrating wif baby. i cant wait for his surprise, haha...

off to do finance now, ive been doing it alone. well....


*my life @2:03 AM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006



finally, MR presentation is over, was actually quite easy. ours is short n simple, slides not so wordy like others. OH... BYE IKEA. after wearing e heels, my feet is aching now, its been so long since i wear.

trading session were so-so, earn sum for e first 2 days, bud dunno whether can breakeven anot. siann. still got 3 report to be done: finance, merchandise buying n retail prac. enuff said.

watched nacho libre wif baby, a comedy bud not so funni, i fell aslp inside. gg to watch pirates again wif my sis tml, gotta company her.

exam's in a mth time, reli wish to get it done n over wif n pass plss. i wanna enjoy my hols, n chiong all e way for work, so i get alot of $$$. i need to pamper myself soon. so damn broke dis mth.

im gonna rest now, skipping tml's finance lec, not been getting enuff rest due to proj. =(


*my life @1:55 AM

Monday, July 24, 2006



juz when i tote my papers will be consecutive 2 days, fcuk... it ended up hving 2 days in btw. so its like mon n thurs, so waste time la!!! tote can enjoy u noe anot, wah now i sian half mann. anyway, work was super fun today, wif faridah n larry ganging up against mi, i tink im hving hearing problems, haha... wth.

will be doing e rest of e visual display tml, hope it turns out well, thou i do not hv much confidence in it. juz wish we can earn lots on e first day.

had a wonderful time spent wif baby today. =))


*my life @12:51 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006



i tink e display is reli gonna fail, jl. attend e esprit talk given by e gm of esprit sg n msia, super related to our course, bud most of it were yr1 stuff, all down e drain. she's so gd la! before she left, she gave all of us a 20% discount letter, n there's like over 100 of us over there la, consisting of e yr1 and us. shiok, can go esprit c got wad things to buy, thou i dun reli buy their stuff, cuz its so pricey!!!

MR presentation next wk, gonna wear formal, so happi again, i tink look so smart la, haha...

anyway, im getting my papillio next wk!!! haha im so excited, getting florida design thou it doesnt suits mi, cuz i hv madrid design oreadi. baby's paying for it. ilu.

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seeing my frenz hving probs in r/s, dis makes mi realise hw lucky am i to hv baby wif mi. as in everything is so perfect from e starting till now, of cuz there's quarrel bud dis mk mi understand him more. he juz dote on mi so much. i felt sad for u gf. =(


*my life @2:26 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006



suddenly i juz missed e times in polo suntec, yes it came bk again. e staff r all seperated into diff outlets now, oh so sad. i missed all of them, thou i still c them nowadays. i miss e big big suntec outlet, e so-big pantry compared to e one in tommy now, e big storeroom, e so mani sections of e outlet, miss everything there.

miss e time when i juz walk from ladies to men section to find baby to tok. miss e time we alwayz had lunch n dinner tgt, either food court or sumtimes better, marche. miss e time we go n finish work tgt.

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as for our store display, i tink its gg to be a failure. i dun care bout e display oreadi, at most get a D, no F can oreadi. i juz wanna earn bk my $60 wich each of us put in. n plss... i wan turnover.


*my life @1:00 AM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006



e damn big n tedious MR is finally over, everyone were complaining bout dat, all of us cant tk it. super tedious, dats all i can say, a piece of shit. 20 pages of report, dun tink all r relevant, we juz dumped wadeva we found out. ITS OVER!!!

n now, im like seeing baby lesser... n lesser. its like onli wkend he cum fetch mi after work n dats it, if not fri go out for a movie, dats all. so pathetic. even my mum oso ask mi y nv go out wif him, well... he's busy earning his money, shant disturb him. gotta get used to dis life sooner or later. =\


*my life @1:58 AM

Sunday, July 16, 2006



my polka dot clutch from m)phosis!!! nice rite!!!

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*my life @2:14 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006



went for e interview, sux, cuz e interviewer is so sarcastic, yes all 4 of them. mine's at 215pm... till 315pm den i went in, tell mi hw way behind time they are.

toking bout projs, i juz felt so unhappy in dis grp, seriously. 2 dun do anything, dun even volunteer to do. proj due date is ydae, n she jolly well say we din tell her. bitch!!! ur supposed to noe it urself ok!!! i dun care who reads dis, u n her r juz being irresponsible, i shall gif a reli low grade for e peer assessment. teacher hv eyes too. n their work is more impt den sch, juz one sentence telling us we need to work, they tink they can run away from doing e proj. bang wall plss la. e other one can say she's not gd in dis certain sub n ask us do, n she focus more on e other sub, rubbish... bullshit... i can oso say i not gd in dis sub den push to others. bud wad can i say? grp leader sides her, n their bdae celebration is more impt den our proj, fcuker. all onli noe hw to say, dunno hw to do.

i dun intend to spend lots on e visual display for our proj, waste of money. they better dun buy ex stuff, i wun be able to afford it. reli fuck it, i cant imagine there's another sem wif them. god plss save mi...


*my life @6:17 PM



busy wk. handed in rvm proj, settled. left finance n most importantly... MR wich sux. showed allan roche our draft copy, he said ok, at least gif us more confidence to do, we wasted bloody alot of time. im glad we had e peer assessment evaluation, u noe who get high or low marks. =)

watched pirates of carribean 2, din noe it was sucha nice show, adventure plus comedy, cant stop laughing at johnny depp, goodness.

tml is e interview, hv to provide cpf statement, n for fcuking hell at dis point of time, my printer no ink, wah damn sad. either i go sch print, or go buy ink. fcuking sian. haiss.


*my life @1:44 AM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006



im so happi now. i recieved e letter for e ngee ann teochew association or wadeva asking mi to go interview for e bursary, thou not confirm yet, bud im still happi cuz i see a light of hope, haha... i reli hope i get it, cuz dat means another 2k will be off my burden, bank juz deducted money from my acc ydae, my precious money, u noe i can shop loads wif dat $? ppl ofter say u will study hard if u pay e sch fees urself, bud i dun feel anything. i pay bcoz i wan to study for e sake of studying, haha... e interview is on a sat, so i need to ask syafiq to work for mi, n oso grandma bdae on e same day, i dun wanna miss cuz there's buffet, haha...

wish mi luck!!!


*my life @1:18 AM

Monday, July 10, 2006



world cup is over, n thx to france, i lost 20bucks. sadded. wanted to bet on germany bud didnt, n it won. bet on france den lose, u tell mi izit i sway anot. watched e whole final match tgt wif my sis, when we hv to like wk up 7 in e morn, we slpt at 530am. got so happi when i saw e penalty kicked in, mins after, goal by italy, pos. after dat seriously no mood liao. juz tk it as i lost e whole match n enjoy e match. we were juz toking bout e stupid falls acted by e italian, so fake can. they actually had training for hw to trip n fall, so can get free kick or whatsoever, so pissed off loh, can c its like acted wan la! they can win e oscar oreadi. bud dunno whether's e training for real la. got shocked when zidane knocked against e chest of e opponent, red card n dats it. n thx to player 20 of france during penalty kick-off, thx for kicking so high above e goal post, u r e cause of losing e world cup. mum, sis n mi all bet on france, n total we lost $85, mum $50 sis $15. gone n dats it.

enuff of world cup. dis wk gonna's be a busy wk thou i do not hv lesson on 2 days. today end at 11 bud stayed till 5 for proj. wed im hving finance quiz n i noe nuts bout it, plus e trading session. thurs lessons start 3 bud hving consultation again at 12pm. fcuk mann. n fri, feel like pon-ing e finance tut, waste of time. fri n mon got proj due, n we're starting like onli today, damn last min den last sem. so stressed up nw mann. still got trading session stuff to settle, dis sem is such a heavy sem la, pos la.

din tok much wif baby dis few days, he's working ot like mad, im sadded. =(


*my life @7:36 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006



MR lec was a killer today, he made use of e 2 full hrs. at least there's sum jokes la. spss test was ok, i tink it was easier den e last one.

dinner at thomson area coffeeshop, had zi char treated by mr eugene, his bdae's tml, tgt wif jos & eug, wen & del, tian & sabrina, jolin & aloy, xuan & me. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! ice cream later on at thomson plaza, guess i had too much cuz my tummy aches from den till now.


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still tinking to go overseas during my hols wif baby, bud i guess its gone till dunno when. he juz bought a new car, haiss... i feel happi n sad at e same time. happi cuz he finally got e car he wanted, toyota vios, on e other hand, i feel sad cuz we cant go to any trip as he'll hv to save for e car. so for now i can onli anticipate for e bdae gift he's gg to gif mi. i feel so shit now. he said got new car to sit is a gd thing, bud not to mi, i juz wan to spend quality time wif him. even now i'll feel so happi over a shopping trip, haiss... =(

tml not gg sch again, cuz onli dat lec. gg town wif proj mates to hv a look for e RVM proj. haiss. i feel so stress now. thank god i hv onli 2 papers for exams.

i miss u baby.



*my life @1:27 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006



i cant believe dat england lost, omfg, im so sad now la. i din bet, bud my heart was pumping all e time. dad say i cannot watch, i'll get heart attack, i agree on dat. its either im screaming e whole time, jumping ard, or tking cushion to cover my face. sis said im too noisy, bud i juz cant control myself. all e impt ppl not playing la... rooney got red card for wanting to beat c.ronaldo up i tink, n for beckham i dunno y oso, watched onli e last few mins of e match. n penalty kick, eng goalkeeper was like giving up like dat, dun gif a damn bout e ball gg to him, move abit onli loh, din even try to block e ball. wah i almost cried loh. =(

jos told mi sth bout e gift baby's gg to gif mi, din say wads izit, bud shld be sth great, well i hope so la, haha... am gg out wif him tml, since when was e last shopping trip we had. he hates shopping, so no choice.

i got so hook up over daddy yankee's songs now, especially gasolina & lo que paso paso, i dunno wads e genre like. e malays staying above us nv fails to play everyday, loud n clear plss, e whole block can hear loh, bud i like!!! mum alwayz complains its too noisy n giving her headaches, old ppl r like dat. till ydae den i heard from qiao's lappie den ask her send mi. its sooooo nice!!!!

gotta wk up 745 tml, n im still here. e bed's calling for mi.


*my life @2:22 AM

Saturday, July 01, 2006



got bk 2 paper today. RVM was ok la, at least i nv get e avg grade, n i miss a grade better by 1 mark, damnit. finally!!! i got e first A of my poly life, i feel so shit, like others get how mani n dis is onli my first one, ashamed of myself ah. its for finance, e most confident subject, left earli for dat paper.

RVM got this written report to be handed up in 2 wks time, n till ydae den i noe wads e task we'll hv to do, since sch started i tote it was e trading proj, im so blur. we've picked on la senza for now, cuz dunno whether ivy agree anot. or anyone hv idea of any retailer whose window display is nice wan? need to discuss on e visual display.

i feel so old now. im turning 19 in like 2mths time, wtf. im onli starting to use night cream, all those skincare product now, so regret. i can like c my double-chin la, sickening pos.

chekmeng's running for BSC, frenz in tp support him k? =)


*my life @12:42 AM