* my dark life with rainbows

Friday, March 31, 2006



when doreen say there'll be more shift in april, i wonder... well its reli true. for e whole of march, i worked onli like 7 days, n longest off period is like 6 days. while in april, my shifts increased to 14 days, better den nth can! summore got 4 full shifts, wahahaha... n longest rest period is onli 2 days, gd gd gd... =D

15 cartons ydae, do till like 4pm, tiring n super shag. not enuff stuff n customer alwayz cum in at e wrong time. when we're doing stocks, they cum in, summore nv buy, when we're free, no one walks in, wtf can. excited now, we part-timers oso got invited to e company D&D, wahahaha... tote dis kinda thing onli for full-timer wan.


went kbox wif sis today, din reli enjoy it, feel so sian throughout. walked over to hg mall n saw my giordano in-charge jerry, grew fatter, haha... he like need to travel all e way from woodlands to hg for work, he used to be at centrepoint.

met peiling to get e gift she got for mi from thai. i like it so damn much, n i thank her many many. 2 tees, one in wich i cant reli fit in, thx to my bloody fats.'-_-'''

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isnt dis gift creative, omg

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e shirt wich is too small for mi, argh!!! bling bling wan can!

its like next wk when i go jb i need not look for tops oreadi, haha... pl saved mi!!! i gotta look for specs, den mk e lens in sg, hopefully i can find. im gg to bring 100bucks there, shld be enuff la hor? i tink im so weird, dun bear to spend in sg bud spend in m'sia, juz wad am i tinking la, my perception differs. dis is e pt when e subject RSB cum in, retail shopping behaviour, hahaha...

so tml tote of gg shopping first, bud quite lazy, cuz im gg to work for 4 days after tml, i need rest. got bbq at my uncle's condo tml, so long nv eat bbq food liao, drooling.

still tinking bout e bdae gift. i wonder.


*my life @11:42 AM

Thursday, March 30, 2006



so i tote i'll work full shift today, bud in e end? half shift oso dun hv ah. bud its ok, cuz im so tired of folding e clothes wif new paper, like more den 100 pieces... i was standing throughout for 5.5 hrs, not much thou, bud tiring, bk aching like shit. tml gonna work full, stocks cuming = folding clothes AGAIN. tote e new tommy outlet would be big, bud its quite small. im so sad dat agus n rosita will be gg over to scotts, like half of my kaki gone, bud happi for them cuz both got promoted to supervisor n SBA, they chose e correct person mann, phew...

mum's gonna sponsor 20 bucks for my pig skin shoe, means i gotta fork out another 40, bud still kinda dun bear to buy, 60 bucks for a shoe?!?!?! shall consider first la, haha... im into bling bling stuff recently. like e puma belt, n i saw one max&co tee, charles&keith heels, n head band.

n now louis is not interested in e initial d game, while andy n tyj is so engrossed in it, he's into his street soccer. haiss... i reli dunno wad to buy for him, ppl gif mi ideas!!! oh... im missing him sooo much... =(


*my life @12:22 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006



went marina square again, cuz im sick of orchard. went into puma n saw dis bling bling belt, goodness... simple n nice can. 39 bucks, din buy cuz tote can get sp mann. watched yours, mine, ours... funni show, so mani times better den e date movie. cant stop laughing mann.

louis wanted to fetch mi hm, bud i keep tinking bout e belt, scared later cannot get sp la, stock run out la, so headed to taka outlet. thx to andy who call his fren n so on for e sp, so after discount, is like 23bucks onli can, wah lao... u dunno how happi am i ah. haha... luckily din buy e topshop belt. wanted to put e puma belt into my wishlist, bud before i can put, i've got it oreadi!!! =p

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so dis skirt at puma oso, i quite like e print behind, thou quite normal, price so beautiful... $289 if im not wrong. god, drop $$$ down la... =\

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so went tommy, n doreen told mi i gotta work wed n thurs, happi again can. wed gg scotts to set up for e new tommy outlet, n thurs at taka. i can c more of my shift, n thx to lifang n sixiu who's gonna quit, i got more shift. $$$ is rolling in, haha...

a gd day for mi, louis paid for everything today, im a happy girl!!! =)


*my life @12:04 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006



rot again, went ps in e evening wif mum n sis n cousin. outfitter girls having 20%, provided if u walk in wif their clothes on u. mum bought a top from there, e girl juz gave her e discount, gd huh...

xodus hving sales, n it so attract mi can. i like e pig skin made shoe, damn soft & comfortable can. argh. it cost 60 bucks. wth.

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my fave


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those 2 above r e pig skin made shoe.

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tried dis as well, bud got abit of heels leh. after discount is like 19 bucks, can buy rite, bud i dunno wad clothes to go along wif. i've got bad taste.

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dis looks not bad, bud e material veri hard, as if after wearing u will get blister dat can. ok wadeva, im juz so in love wif e pig skin shoe, im gonna get it no matter wad, thou it cost so ex & benita said is like last yr they hv oreadi, kinda dun bear to buy. ivy used to work there, n i've asked her, she said pig skin shoe dun go on sale, omg!!! haiss. IF im rich la... =\

yeah, mum allow mi to go JB, juz hope i can get sth from there, im still so sad dat i didnt get anything from my genting trip.

too bored, so start to look for new wallpaper, bud juz went zara n c, not bad so i used dis, quite high class hor, haha... wanted chanel bud couldnt find.

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im gg to work tml!!! so happi can, im reli rotting to death. i cant wait for sch to start bud i dun wan my hols to end too, sian ah...


*my life @12:54 AM

Saturday, March 25, 2006



slpt till like 2 today, bud dun bear to get up.

went marina square wif my mum, freaking lots of things to buy, bud its e prob of money. now den i realise dat ms oso got zara, thou not big bud better den taka wan. i saw dis gd looking guy working there, omg, i cant get my eyes off him, so charming can. haha... saw jolene there as well.

im not gg orchard to shop for a wk, other den work, its so freaking sian to alwayz go there, i duno y ppl can keep gg there bud feel nth. i shall go raffles city, suntec n ms more often. new brand in sg mths ago, massimo dutti, marketing n retail students shld noe bout it. i tink their stuff is pretty nice, from wad i saw on tv, featured by kim ng & michelle chia. price... freaking nice as well. its more ex den zara. short sleeve shirt, they sell 100 while zara sell 75. i swear dat next time when i work, i wan to buy lotsa nice clothes for myself, haha...

another rotting day tml, unless sis wanna go kbox. i need to sing mann.

i miss u so much... =(


*my life @1:46 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006



i've bcum so paranoid since last wk. argh. when louis dun msg mi, i start to worried. wth.

anyone noe where can i buy reasonably cheap n real psp game? was tinking to buy e initial d game for louis as his bdae gift. i'll be so broke after dat.

i rot e whole day today. hopefully i can go shopping wif mum tml, its great to go shopping wif her, thou i cant stand e sight of her buying unnecessary things. she gif mi comments on e things i wan to buy, n it helps. bud it's louis off day tml, wanted to go out bud he complains he's too tired n lacking in slp, well, shut my mouth up den.


*my life @12:45 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006



im so bored.

watched date movie on mon n shaggy dog today. compare e 2 n u'll choose shaggy dog, thou its so irrelevant bud it's far off better den date movie, its so stupid can. nvm.

polo mates may be gg to JB on e 5th, bud it clashes wif my sl camp, so i would hv to choose one, thou i sign up for it oreadi, bud i feel so sian liao, no interest anymore, i tink JB trip would be more interesting, haha... will mum allow mi to go?

went out wif benita today instead, she can buy e zara blazer for 90 bucks n she dun feel heartpain, if it were me, sori, i'll need to consider for a long long time. i hate e feeling when u see alot of nice clothes bud u dun hv e money to buy. zara has alot of nice short sleeve shirts, bud e price were either 60 or 75, i cant bring myself to buy. haiss. gotta save dis mth for my sch fees next sem.

if i were in a well-to-do family, i would not need to work to get my own allowance, i would not crack my brain on wad to spend on, bud i enjoy working leh.

god, plss let my dad strike lottery, a big one plss. i beg u la, dun be so niao can?


*my life @1:53 AM

Monday, March 20, 2006



wonderful. doreen cancelled another shift of ours, means left onli 7 days. wtf. i can like rest 6 days before i work on sun again. nvm. juz hope after sch reopen, they would still wan mi on wkends.

im like planning for e 6 days when im off.
applied for a temp job juz now. to mi, i tink its attracting. promote goods at airport, 2 rotating shifts, 5 days work wk, onli for e mth of apr, salary is $1500. after calculating, its like $9.60 per hour. dat salary covers like 4 mths when im in tommy. bud i doubt can get in, cuz for e last wk sch has started, argh, wth. bud juz send in la, got send got hope, haha... straight translation mann.

ok, gotta go prepare now, tata~


*my life @3:56 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006



till now, im still fcuking sad bout his death, haiss. no one believes, till now im still asking myself. thou he's no one i noe, bud definitely he's a great guy n a great person. he's onli so young. i almost cried when looking at his friendster's profile. =(

god, i dunno wads e prob wif u, alwayz tk e wrong ppl away at e wrong time, u shld tk those like my fcuking auntie n her fcuking family who owe my parents money away from dis world. god, open ur eyes big plss!!!

haiss, i guess everything happen for a reason. wtf.


*my life @2:47 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006



i've been rotting at hm for 2 whole days, i cant believe dat myself. im not a hm person, how can i stay hm for so long. i need to go out tml, no matter wif frenz or alone. argh. bud at least got e korean dvd my sis bought, another drama dat caught my attention after full hse.

louis told mi his colleagues passed away. i froze for a moment, is fainted kind or dead? its death, i was super super shocked, heart couldnt stop pumping hard for dat few minutes. its like i alwayz c him when i was waiting for louis either for break or for him to finish work, n now he's gone. thou i din tok to him b4, i felt damn sad. haiss. he passed away in his slp, peacefully. god wants him, no choice. till now i still cannot believe, i mean like y out of sudden things happen so fast, for god's sake, he's onli 23 yrs old. big career waiting for him, a new life waiting ahead for him. i guess i pity his family e most. haiss.

its reli true dat u treasure every and each of ur loved ones beside u, u nv noe when will they be gone, any of ur conversation mite be e last one, so treat every moment as e last one.

till now, i still dun believe it had happened, n i tink neither of us can believe, e handsome guy is gone forever. =(


*my life @1:16 AM

Sunday, March 12, 2006



had a new wishlist, bud its sumhow e same thing, haha...

mon shopping wif louis, hopefully i can get sth. dunno y bud e shopping mood is there... val's working at topshop, bud tml's her last day, i pray she hv e coupon so i can get my belt, haha...

dedicated to tpl: dun so pessismist, and dun everything oso sixth sense, like dat u mk use of dat go earn $$$ la. everything happens for a reason so no point getting sad over it, mk urself more miserable. i'll pray for ur results, haha... sure can celebrate wan. stop tinking so much, be careful dat i gif u one tite slap to wk u up i tell u, hahaha... black face!!!

happy 50th mth anni. ilu.


*my life @3:23 AM

Saturday, March 11, 2006



went kbox wif sis today. sang till halfway, recieved a sms from an unknown number, panicked!!! cuz it mite be e exams results, n true enuff, it is!!! open wif my heart pumping, looked thru every single sub, i passed!!! screamed n i was so happi can, thou its not sth big, bud glad i need not tk supp paper. phew... another thing off my mind.

my paper pulled up my RSB n accounting, surprisingly. accounting tote i'll flung it, bud e grade bcum better, haha... RSB wich is e most difficult sub, is e one i got e highest grade. miracle do happen, haha... GPA decrease by 0.01, thou went down, am still happi.

now i can slp peacefully, haha... nites!!!


*my life @12:24 AM

Friday, March 10, 2006



went out wif benita today. went zara n stayed quite a long time there. there's alot of nice tee there, budden i was so sad, cuz e size doesnt fit mi, its either too small or too big. SADDED!!! so bought onli one. went on to liat towers outlet, less ppl n more peaceful, tried again few tops n end up buying nth.

mango hving 10% discount for onli today, saw one snoopy top quite cute, bud benita say so childish, so i didnt buy. their clothes all so nice bud its not my type. i need alot of tee cuz for bottom, im alwayz wearing jeans.

met up wif zelcy, andy, tpl n tyj for ips. went to isetan private sales n bought e skirt i reserved ydae. thx zelcy for telling mi go reserve first, cuz i do not wan to squeeze wif ppl n queue sucha long time for e fitting rm. e skirt was e one i saw at outfitter, luckily i didnt buy, cuz ips got 30% off, hahaha... great deal.

saw dis adidas top wich i like it e moment i saw it, black tee wif a crown n dunno wadeva design there, $59!!! hope tyj can help mi get discount, i reli love it so much mann...

topshop after dat, wanted to buy dis belt bud benita say very guy, duh!!! its a guy belt la, i juz like it thou there's no design, its jus a plain one wif a silver buckle. i shall consider.

asked louis to buy contact lense for mi, cuz i wanna try acuvue brand, shld be nicer den e one im wearing now, e current one mk my eye so itchy. i need to start getting used to contact lenses, i do not wan to wear glasses for all my life. bud i tink i look better wif glasses on, cuz my face is big n i need sth to cover up. argh.

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my new top n skirt

beauty slp now. im tired.



*my life @3:12 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006



woohoo!!! im bk from my trip!!! enjoyed it bud not happi... haiss... my retail therapy failed terribly...

1ST DAY
reached genting at ard 230pm den met up wif auntie n had lunch. den to first world plaza shopping, now den i realise there's nth much to shop there. sian ah. after dat dinner den slpt at ard 12am. i dunno y i slpt earli dat nite, probably bcoz im tired. bud i couldnt slpt well cuz i was having sore throat, can kill mi mann. e couple tyj n tpl scared e shit outta mi, pressed e doorbell bud when i look outside, no one's there, in hotel u tend to anyhow tink la, haha...
mi & peiling
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it's her again
2ND DAY
woke up at ard 10+, had tim sum for breakfast and went ahead to KL. i hate e fcuking bumpy ride on e van down e hill, its making mi so giddy n i can juz vomit out anytime, worst still, im at e last row. went Sungei Wang Plaza first, nth to shop there, so sad. its like sg sim lim square bud better cuz still got clothings store. now i tink bk y we stayed so long there. second destination is Midvalley, more to our taste, haha... went into levis n asked whether they hv engineered jeans, they hv bud not e darker colour i wan, sadded. wanted to buy e red tab wan bud its kinda drop waist n i dun like it, i wanted hipster. walked e whole mall, saw nth dat i like, damnit. was fcuking sad after dat. u can c e saddness on my face mann. last bud not least, e high-end Suria KLCC. again, went into levis n asked, no engineered. haiss. walked into isetan n i pray they hv, bud... nvm... tried on dis levis square-cut jeans n was tinking wan to buy anot. bought it after much consideration while walking ard, n bcoz of desperation. msia is having sales everywhere now, its so attracting yet i cant get anything for myself.
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mi & zelcy outside klcc
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us
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mi & louis
3RD DAY
woke up quite late cuz no one plan any prog. mi n louis rushed down to first world plaza to hv a last look whether i've got anything to buy, im reli so desperate to buy things, its like u hv e $$$ bud dun hv things to buy. damn sad wan can. im disappointed again. after dat had lunch n took cable car down. e bus we sat bk was damn spacious n comfortable. kinda mountain tortoise la, cuz buttons are all automated.
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zelcy, me, peiling
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wif another extra, tyj
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zelcy & mi, wif louis's 6 behind...
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cable car
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i like e fog, haha...
me
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again... me
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he tink he's cool...diaoz...
in e end, wad i've bought? a levis jeans for myself, chanel powder for my mum, korean vcd for my sis, n 2 shirts for my dad, plus sum local product. i spent most of my $$$ on food, those r suppose to be for my retail therapy, damnit, and im paying for 2 persons share. bud alrite la, cuz louis paid for my trip, haha...
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place where i bought e food products
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my levis patty anne jeans
their jeans there is cheaper den in sg. square-cut would probably cost $140, bud in kl, they're selling onli at $100. 40 bucks cheaper. and even if u get a discount during sales in sg or wadeva, its still more expensive den kl nett price. wad a pity they dun hv engineered jeans, im gonna whine again.
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zelcy, mi, tpl
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w/o fail...an extra tyj...
we decided to tk dis pic cuz we realise we're wearing e same sandals, haha... all girls would wan zelcy's toenails, damnit. im jealous la.
isetan private sales is here again, wahahaha!!! hope zelcy hv e entrance tix so can go in c c. im addicted to shopping now.
gotta slp now, super tired n slpy. missed my hm, my bed n my family when im away. im back!!!


*my life @3:07 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006



got outta hm today, to suntec wif my mum. saw jasmine, yanyan, n huiting if i didnt spot e wrong person, haha... alot of ppl, walk till i giddy. next wk gonna go out wif ms benita, long time din meet her up.

mum n dad is gg to change $50 each for mi to spend in msia, wahahaha... plus my own $200, i got $300 in all. i cant wait to shop there. almost done wif my packing. e bag im gg to bring is like so big compare to e others, cuz tote of buy things den stuff all inside.

joyce called mi today when i was still slping, im surprised. cuz we din contact for quite sum time, last time saw her was mths ago at TM jean yip. asked mi to call her after i wk up. after i woke up, i tote i was in my dream dat she called mi, cuz i seldom receive call from her, haha... so checked my received call list to confirm, quite stupid ah. we tok for almost 2 hrs. she dun like ite life n was tinking shld she retake maths n mk it to poly. den of cuz i said do wad u tink u shld n e most impt wan is to be comfortable wif ur decision.

if im not wrong, results shld be out next wk 11th MARCH!!! nervous nervous. D means i pass, F means i fail, it makes such a big difference. omg. nevertheless, im happi i've completed yr 1. enjoyed it. =)

im head over heels wif rain's new song sad tango... gagaga...


*my life @8:47 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006



wad a boring day at work. no ppl, do nth, stand whole day, leg aching. onli mi, leslie, wena, maricel n dayana working. not too bad, we still hv laughter. they cancelled one of my day, wich means left onli 8 days. fucking not happi wif it n i complained, fucking hell, cant they cancel other ppl wan. idiotic. its super super boring compared to wkend. n after my trip, i've got like 6 days off. went ktv after dat.

3 more days to genting, i feel excited bud no feeling, wth im toking. realised dat all e tops im gg to bring is all black. was tinking to bring my everyone-has-it adidas bag or e puma one, puma wan will be safer cuz its small n i wun be afraid of ppl robbering it from mi, wahahaha...

tml off again, mite be companying my mum to buy her great-offer-and-cheap cooking pot. she's complaining dat i didnt buy it for her at taka. i did not c e promoter there can!

nua-ing session begins... Zzzzzzzzz.....


*my life @2:40 AM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006



went to change my passport photo today, n it looks utterly awful. fringe couldnt cover e eyebrow so had to put water to still it. i look like a nerd wif my fringe up, n a pair of glasses. after dat went PS wif my mama. bought a tee from e shop called outfitter girls, i like their stuff cuz its simple n nice. i aim a skirt over there bud did not buy, juz in case i go kl got cheaper ones, haha... i like e pouch they put e tee in, not paper bag or anything.




gonna work tml, like finally. =)



*my life @1:10 AM