my cousin of only 41 years old passed away few days back. stroke on tues morn, went off on wed night. everything is just so fast. seeing his weak body lying on the hospital bed aches my heart. passed away but the heart is still beating, bcoz of the machine. and bloody hospital have to take out his organs to donate. 2kidneys, 1liver and pair of eyes. i wonder how is he going to walk in the other world.

i wun say we're close, but whenever we meet up in occasion, we have things to say. last seen was mid may. he still asked me if i have the jackie chan song, i said gotta bluetooth from lappie and then to him. the song is still left in my hp now and never ever can i bluetooth to him anymore.

when i'm still at tommy vivo, he came and visit me cuz his office is just nearby. he waited an hour for me just to treat me bakerzin, felt weird cuz we had never been alone before. bud still, i'm touched and glad that i had a meal with him before

most sad and hatred thing is: the wife and kids did not shed a bloody tear for him, whereas is all cousins and elderly cried for him. i pity him for having such family. they deserve to die badly i swear big time.

till now, i cannot believe that he's gone. rest in peace dearest cousin.

*my life @11:09 PM

I'M FAT.
I'M SO DEPRESSED NOW.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*my life @1:08 AM