* my dark life with rainbows

Tuesday, May 11, 2010



din realise i did not update my blog for three months.

on cny first day, my beloved grandma passed away. seeing her with the machine beside showing her irregular heartbeat and blood pressure scare us. she got through the critical 5hours after some injection. but, she wasnt strong enough and left us just like that. rem i always go to visit both grandma and grandpa, he will be at the living room, and she will be at the bedroom upstairs (executive hdb). she will get us to massage for her and 'sainai' to us, needs attention la she. now, if i were to walk into the living room, everything seems normal till i go up. the bedroom will be empty. till now, when i think of her, i will still teared. just cant believe she's gone. salute to my grandpa who have always been strong.



officially finished my thesis, like FINALLY. the past 4 months were hell, didnt know how to do literature review, afraid that plagiarism would occur, the stupid statistical method which we have to figure and didnt know how to use it until the second last week. all of us were struggling like mad. i hope my professor and second marker wouldnt fail me cause i really really want to pass, just a pass grade will do.

before thesis ended, sent in few resumes. went for one interview and it flopped. kinda expected and im super depressed la. so difficult to find jobs in the merchandising area. do administrative work for that i also dun mind. since so difficult to find one, might as well use my present customer service skills, hahaha... went to join debbie's co and was accepted, starting my first full-time job on june 1st. espn wasnt counted cause that was a contract-based job. dun ask me why will i be working as a cso.

booked bkk tix like last yr nov, and the reds came in to have some fun which caused me sian-ness. initially didnt want to go, but after thinking, i'll just go ahead since things is not that bad now? and my tix were really cheap in my opinion, so i dun wan to waste it, hahaha... but now, i dunno if we are still gg cause just had a war. so stay tune, hahahaha...


*my life @11:34 PM