a simple life...

2010-08-06T01:24:00.002+08:00

graduated!!! got a 1c grade for my pathetic thesis, and its the ultimate saviour to my 2nd upper honours. as majority of my grades were in the lower class. glad i made it!!! love prof clyde though i hated it so much for him being my supervisor for my thesis. 2 yrs just flew past and its damn fast. i still can rem the first day i went for the orientation.

joined this atas enrichment centre at united square, good pay, but damn alot of shit job. luckily, the colleagues there were all very nice, and it sort of balance off. didnt like the nature of the job, thus went to job hunt again. and... i found the job i always wanted. anyway, prior to that, went isetan mngt trainee interview tgt with aileen. and super sad, she got in but i was rejected, damn demoralising. didnt gave up, sent in for tangs. and blessing in disguise, I GOT THE DAMN JOB!!! pay and benefit is damn good for a fresh graduate for me, but i believe there is more to it by the pay they are giving me. abit sian because its store ops, and its like i cant even proceed on to other areas/dept like merchandising. but well, its a damn good chance and a stepping stone for me, hope i can really succeed.

anyway, random post. just an update. realise the older i get, the lesser thing i have, to blog. -_-'''

keyword of the post: DAMN

2010-06-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

i feel very squeezed, and tight. i need some space and air to breathe.

2010-05-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

din realise i did not update my blog for three months.

on cny first day, my beloved grandma passed away. seeing her with the machine beside showing her irregular heartbeat and blood pressure scare us. she got through the critical 5hours after some injection. but, she wasnt strong enough and left us just like that. rem i always go to visit both grandma and grandpa, he will be at the living room, and she will be at the bedroom upstairs (executive hdb). she will get us to massage for her and 'sainai' to us, needs attention la she. now, if i were to walk into the living room, everything seems normal till i go up. the bedroom will be empty. till now, when i think of her, i will still teared. just cant believe she's gone. salute to my grandpa who have always been strong.

officially finished my thesis, like FINALLY. the past 4 months were hell, didnt know how to do literature review, afraid that plagiarism would occur, the stupid statistical method which we have to figure and didnt know how to use it until the second last week. all of us were struggling like mad. i hope my professor and second marker wouldnt fail me cause i really really want to pass, just a pass grade will do.

before thesis ended, sent in few resumes. went for one interview and it flopped. kinda expected and im super depressed la. so difficult to find jobs in the merchandising area. do administrative work for that i also dun mind. since so difficult to find one, might as well use my present customer service skills, hahaha... went to join debbie's co and was accepted, starting my first full-time job on june 1st. espn wasnt counted cause that was a contract-based job. dun ask me why will i be working as a cso.

booked bkk tix like last yr nov, and the reds came in to have some fun which caused me sian-ness. initially didnt want to go, but after thinking, i'll just go ahead since things is not that bad now? and my tix were really cheap in my opinion, so i dun wan to waste it, hahaha... but now, i dunno if we are still gg cause just had a war. so stay tune, hahahaha...

2010-01-21T01:03:00.002+08:00

carefree and freedom life minus the thesis part, haiss. unfortunately its not. its been a mth plus since my exams and im slacking like nobody business. i should be at least a quarter through my literature review but im not doing anything. i know very much myself i will suffer and die later, but die die i dun wan to start. haiss, no motivation at all.

the eighth anniversary last tuesday, baby brought me to the jewel box at mount faber. food was fantastic plus ambience, but abit too dark and to take photo is very embarrassing, cause the flash will be super bright. haha.. time passed fast and in no time you see me in my wedding gown, hahaha... self fantasizing already.

cant wait for 17th feb to arrive so i can sign up for my data plan. the previous bill shocked me almost to death and luckily they can sort of waive off some amount. by signing up my plan, theres an extra iphone. so baby was contemplating if he should take one also, and i psycho-ed him saying iphone is fun with all the app and bla bla bla... hahaha.. he will be taking the white one, so girly thats what i said, haha... looking for a casing for almost a month and finally decided on incipio ngp. sg does sell but doesnt have the magenta colour i want. so ordered from the website itself.

cny will be here soon and its the angbao collecting time again. shall save it all for my bkk trip. =))

2009-12-31T16:39:00.002+08:00

this is not the usual school vacation i'll have, cause i have to do research for my thesis. and my supervisor is the irritating clyde warden prof, pain in the ass. so naggy and wants to narrow down everything so that our thesis is very hard for us to do, haiss.. just my luck to have got him. the only pros i can think of is during the thesis period, he'll be in sg not not uk or usa. argh.

changed my phone, yes, iphone. thats the last thing benita wants to hear, hahaha... initally, wanted to transfer line over baby's account so can enjoy the multi-line saver, but i gotta fulfil my 24mths contract first, which is feb 2010. felt so sad upon knowing this, and of course is my bad for not checking properly first. and so, during the xmas period when i was high up in genting, baby went down m1 to sign his line to give me the iphone, ahahahaha... i hate to say this but its super sweet la. still put in another box let me think its a water bottle instead. now gotta think which cover to buy, since so many are flooding in the market.

baby went hatyai today and i got to drive his car for 3d2n, haha... driving alone is much better than driving with someone else beside u cause u got the full control of it, and i'll tend to rely on that someone to help me monitor the traffic n to warn me. only if i have my own car.

last day of 2009 and im staying at hm slacking, better than gg out to countdown n go woohoooo at 0000H. -_-'''

nevertheless, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL AND MAY IT BE SMOOTH SAILING FOR US IN THE YEAR OF 2010!!! =))

2009-12-11T03:39:00.002+08:00

MY LAST PAPER TODAY. i'm so freaking happy that this will be my last exam, at least for now, and i wun be doing it for the next few years, wahahaha... hrm & location paper is crap, marcom was better cause the qns were similar to last yr's paper, and i just copy and paste the model answer in, wahaha...

town after the paper, shisedo sale first, worthy deal i tell u. marjolica eyeliner 3 for $15 when watsons is selling at $21, just bought one last wk, heartpain. -_-'''

alot of things to buy, but limited money, haiss... i like the quilted flats from on pedder and the casual one from river island (website retailing at 10pounds only!!!). only if i'm rich.

and i got to know from the coordinator that my supervisor for my dissertation will be clyde. CLYDE WARDEN. plss kill me, such a consumer-behaviour person, i confirm die one. sure criticise my report like mad, god bless me.

as for now, its work again and i hate it cause taka's extending hour and year-end sales is here again which means more crowd. haiss... suddenly i feel so sian of my life.

2009-11-22T01:06:00.003+08:00

finally i got my little gorgeous!!! wheee~~~~~

met baby at town ydae and after dinner, he brought me to tiffany&co. wahahhaha, its either something gd or bad. gd meaning he's prepared to buy me sth, bad meaning he just want to tempt me. lucky the latter didnt happen, haha... and i got my titanium return to tiffany!!! and now i gotta go get a matching chain cause silver totally dont go with titanium; waiting for the chain to get oxidised would need some time, and to carve my name at the back which cost $7.

my belated birthday present!!! =D

2009-11-18T00:31:00.004+08:00

finished my last group project just today, marcom. individual assignment of 3000words again and i've only got 2 days to complete, god bless me. after which would be focus on exams which is like less than 3 weeks away. vacation of 2 mths = nothing cause i gotta start do some research on my stupid thesis. i'll unofficially finish it in april and july will be my graduation ceremony, super fast. i can still rem the first day i turn up for school last yr. and i asked my admin coordinator toda if we'll have the hat thingy for our gown, he said dun have. -_-''' kill me plss, study for 2 yrs to wear the hat also dun have. actually is have but in a form of hoodie, who the hell want to wear a hoodie for a university graduation. look so retarded la.

went shopping alone today and it was superb. own time own target, no disturbance at all. bought myself the topshop bf shirt i saw the other day, only 40bucks; and this expensive but yet so nice & cute dress from pull&bear, 75bucks. credit card bill next mth is headache again.

aimed on this gucci jelly shoes in black. saw this design long ago but the colours they have doesnt appeal to me. and when finally they have it in black and i guess i'm the last to know, they no longer have stocks and wun be stocking in anymore. kill me.

i booked my BKK trip with baby already!!! may 2010, like half yr away la. but because the deal is gd mah, $93/pax. now thinking which hotel to take. ppl give suggestions plss: citin pratunam, baiyoke, tango vibrant living place, best western mayfair, P2 boutique. hopefully somewhere near platinum mall my heaven, hahaha....

my life is getting so boring nowadays. suddenly i miss those days in poly. =\

2009-10-03T01:19:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since ive updated my blog, a month plus, hahaha... very lazy to blog and nth interesting too.

school started a month ago, super siannn. hate it but no choice, for the sake of my degree, 2nd lower honours can, as long no 3rd class. argh. individual assignment, 3500 words on online shopping and retail location. i thought it was easy, hell no. a total of 8 pages and its amazing i did it, content wise, i dun think its good, haha... next module HRM also individual - 3000 words, die liao. never take before and i dunno what is the professor teaching even after five days of lecture, cham.

birthday celebration was simple, 22nd and i thought really nth worth to celebrate anymore, haha... went singapore flyer cause only ten bucks - student price, haha... and marina mandarin for buffet dinner.

shifted my work-home from vivo to taka, and im missing vivo much now. taka dept store so many restrictions and no customer, boring.

bought a pair of adidas sleek series shoes in replacement for my gorgeous onitsuka tiger shoes, and it wasnt that fantastic. i still haven wear it cause i dunno how to match with it. impulse purchase, bad habit, haiss.

im getting fatter, i can feel the heavy-ness in me and so bloated. very lazy to go run and i keep eating, dun feel guilty at point of eating but after that. need to restrict myself on bubble tea.

this is a random post. just an update. =))

2009-08-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

i need more money for shopping. i want to buy that few tops from F21 online web, that skinny jeans from topshop, that skinny pants from esprit, and that pair of papillio from the new collection. okay i know i don't have skinny thighs but that both bottom is really nice la. argh.

baby went kelong on sat and so i have his car to drive. and i cannot stand it when my mum's in the car, she'll keep saying i drive very fast when i'm only driving at 50-60km/h. very fast meh? wah piang.

school's starting in less than a month time, which also means my birthday is coming soon; cause my school term starts on my birthday. -_-'''

another year of school and i'll be stepping into the working society, which i don't really want cause i dunno what do i want to be. SIANN AH!!!

BANGKOK 2009

2009-07-23T15:46:00.011+08:00

yeah, back from bangkok, and i din regret going, though i feel sian initially.

touched down on thursday midnight then we head off for wanton noodle. superb, so much nicer than any stalls in sg. then we proceed back to bryan's brother house where i stay there throught my whole trip. the house is so comfy and i feel so much like at singapore home. there's wii there and it was fun playing; my forearms is still aching till now

1st day went to platinum mall and pratunam area. shopping heaven and i swear it totally. too many shops for me to browse around, dunno where to start and end. and most of my loots are from there. things there are dirt cheap. i bought 8 berms/shorts for $10 each, and several tees not more than $7. cheapest is $2 only. totally my place.

action with his drumstick, taste nice but abit salty.

the only bubble tea i can find in bkk. opposite siam paragon at soi 5.

swensens is so cheap over there. sg selling a scoop at $3.80, bkk selling at only $1.70, can eat double scoop ah. why must living standard in sg be so high. tsktsktsk.

after that was dinner at some street stalls and again, the noodle were super nice. din take photos though, so lazy. then to this popular shop selling toasted bread, way better than yakun & toast box in sg. the queue explains it popularity. and the grilled sotong dipped in their chilli padi sauce. first time eating sotong and i didnt know its so nice, haha...

afterwhich to have dessert, cheng tng & chendol. this is again my first time eating chendol & i didnt know its so yummy and sweet. the green thingy has a pandan taste and smells nice.

thai ppl eat durians which are not ripe yet, different from us. those that are ripe are considered spoilt according to them. so when we buy those ripe one, it'll be cheaper cause its spoilt, and the meat is so huge.

2nd day to chatukchuk, bloody hot mann. so many section and small lanes, walk til i feel so confuse and giddy.

got this soya milk from chatukchuk as baby insist on drinking old school soya milk, instead of a similar one selling in 7-11. -_-'''

after that had dinnr at this super nice ambience place. they serve very tasty pork knuckles, tom yum soup, spahgetti, and most importantly; the banana batter bun, dunno how to explain. serve it warm with icing, marvellous.

okay, i find this damn gross.

massage after dinner at heartland spa, only $15 for 2 hours. but i dun find it comfortable. its either i dun appreciate it or the person just massage the wrong area.

3rd day was seafood lunch, and its really cheap for those dishes that we ordered.

free & easy shopping after that at paragon & world trade. gotta get my mum's loots from naraya. another super cheap place, okay i'm a mountain tortoise and didnt know its so much cheaper as compared to sg.

twirled potato with powdered toppings of your choice. its abit too much and you feel so sian after a few mouths.

4th day to yaowarat/chinatown, more of household necessities. alot of shoes to be bought but all wholesale. either you get 6pairs of the same design, else you dun buy. wth la. then send bryan off to the airport cause he had to work the next day. same company as baby but different dept so no choice but got to go back.

at night received sms stating that our fight the next day is delayed from 1915 to 2045, bloody hell. feel so sian cause money is depletig and i just wan to come home soon. else see things but cannot buy feel so shit.

last day, chiong back again to platinum for my very last shopping. got berms, tops, dresses and my shoes. im speechless, its just heaven la.

brought around $370 there, left with $4 back. go there be shopping queen, come back be slave again. awwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

i saw the news from straits time in my itouch, the name somewhat seems familiar. andy wrote RIP nicholas in fb. dingling's msn sub-nick: in loving memories of nicholas. i was like is that the nicholas from my rmt course? she said yes. SHOCKED. that cute boy who is aways smiling is gone. only 21 yrs old. i seriously pray sandy will stay strong. although we do not really know each other, but will still smile to each other. rest in peace nicholas =)

2009-06-30T03:37:00.003+08:00

zara sales started, bought a top which doesnt have good discount and regretted few days after that. bang the wall. i can only cry cause exchange is not allowed.

h1n1 is getting so serious and i dun feel like going to bkk anymore, even though shopping may seems to be cheap over there. i rather save the money & spend it on my zara loots.

baby asked me to sign up a facebook account for him, act young leh, haha...

i cant wait for ion to start its operation. why didnt i graduate this year so i can work in there?

my life is getting bored, bored & bored.

MAHJONG ON SAT!!!

2009-06-22T23:48:00.003+08:00

one month of my holidays just passed like that. din accomplished anything, just work eat play and sleep. passed exams and grades were sort of expected.

having the same routine during work is so boring, i wonder what will become of me when i step into the society. i'm just glad that people working with me right now is fun, else i dunno die until where already.

im super broke, till the extend i gotta borrow money from my mum. cant wait for my next pay which is seven days away. broke but still going holiday, to BKK only, awwww why not japan or hongkong or taiwan. well, still better than nothing, can go there for mass shopping.

i cant get hold of that onitsuka tiger sneakers, heart broken. no money to order online, siann. din get that, so i bought a pair of zara flats on impulse. after putting it aside for 3 weeks with the tag still intact, i realise that its not as comfortable as the first time i tried and its very noisy, like piak piak piak. so, i decided to refund it on wednesday, wanting to do on thursday but paiseh cause their sales is starting that day, hahaha... zara is so nice cause they have refund policies within 30 days. and coming wednesday is the 29th day, how nice.

im getting fatter and rounder, good for my face since its squared shape but bad for my thighs and tummy. so, i got myself jogging twice/thrice 2.4km with baby. think my stamina super bad, run 100m i complaning tired already, tsk tsk tsk...

ZARA SALES IS STARTING SOON!!!!!! =D

2009-05-21T01:18:00.003+08:00

SADDED.

went town after work today; in search for my shoe but to no avail. HAISS. rc has it but its not my size, sometimes i think why is my foot so big for my short height. wah piang.

went to several places:
- star three sixty @ wheelock
- isetan
- leftfoot @ fep
- tangs
- star three sixty @ paragon
- star three sixty @ raffles city
- shoe shop at peninsula plaza

all just for my shoe, wasted trip and my leg aches now. now i just hope yj and peiling are able to get it for me in japan. PRAY PRAY PRAY.

should i work temp FT at tommy or find office job? =\

2009-05-19T02:21:00.002+08:00

i'm done with exams and this marks the start of my 4 bloody months holidays. i'm not feeling excited though, bloody hell. totally no feeling after last paper. school will start next sem exactly on my birthday, totally siann.

i cant find any admin job right now, anyone got lobang?

i love that onitsuka tiger shoes. i regretted not buying it and now i dunno where can i find it. shall make a trip down to star three sixty to take a look. if dun hv, then have to try peninsula plaza. i seriously hope they have, otherwise ordering from japan will cost me a bomb.

I WANT YOU GORGEOUS!!!!

2009-04-26T03:06:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

yeah, he turned 30 this year and it's time to call him uncle louis or uncle tan, wahaha... bought him a canon dslr, burns my pocket but looking at the excitement on his face makes everything worth it, haha... like giving birth like that. he got abit angry (he doesn't like ppl to spend gifts for him) but still... excitement covers everything else. baby's quite poor thing also, kena mobilisation on his bday, like what he said: FCUKED-UP. hahaha...

yeah for myself!!! bought my damier neverfull and i can't stop staring at it. mountain tortoise cause this is my first branded bag, haha sua gu.

two weeks for me to chiong my exams. after which will be work & mahjong. i cant wait for another mahjong session!!!

thanks to joslyn, debbie, eugene & frederick for your help tonight. =))

2009-04-19T04:41:00.002+08:00

DAMIER NEVERFULL IN SG!!! AWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

2009-04-18T02:44:00.003+08:00

i'm so in need of money for my retail therapy.

new handphone.
new lappie, current one is 3 yrs old plus, bloody hell.
zara top & shorts
pull&bear flats
new glasses

now that i've bought a present which cost me a huge big bomb and i really mean it, i think i'll eat air for the next few months. dead for now.

2009-04-15T02:30:00.003+08:00

omfg. i just saw the announcement online and i just realised that my exams is approaching. within a month's time. and i seriously know nuts about anything, DEAD.

went to uniqlo and i personally find that it's highly raved. other than their printed tees, the rest are so basics and i think you might just get it somewhere else for a lower price. singaporeans make every single matter big, tsk tsk tsk.

i have two weeks to study for my exams, any recommendations where to study?

and that new LV beach collection tote bag is cuteee~~~~~~

2009-04-11T01:53:00.004+08:00

WTH!!! five days have just passed and my term break is coming to an end, sad!!!

caught handsome suit last night, and i find it funny and definitely worth the money to watch. shijunku incident tonight and i find it soso only, too many bloody scenes and very not jackie chan movie. daniel wu's cute, wahahaha...

yeah!!! had my virgin mahjong play at joslyn's place, and i find it so much fun!!! because of that, i find viwawa abit boring now, hahaha... more to learn and finally, at least i know abit of mahjong. can get friends to play with me when my hse is here, woohoah!!!

i'm craving for punggol nasi lemak, i didnt get it because of my stubborness, haiss..
i hate time of the month, mood swings will stir around like free and its affecting me big time. =\
lastly, i want that pair of white flats from pull&bear, 100bucks, i must be mad, haiss..

BE SENSITIVE ABIT. EMO-NESS IS HITTING ME AGAIN.

2009-04-04T19:22:00.003+08:00

last module of the sem and thats it. once, i'm looking so forward to my holidays in may. =)

went to cut hair yesterday, was supposed to cut only, BUT the stylist say i should do a softener treatment for my hair to grow nicer, since my hair will 'qiao' when it reaches certain length. and so, i got psycho-ed and did it. my 150bucks, argh.

watched confessions of a shopaholics and i find it soso only, detroit metal city which i think its a story-less movie but funny and worth watching in my opinion. next up would be shinjuku incident, handsome suit, and fast & furious 4. no need to scared there's nothing to watch.

next week's term break and that means i can sleep all i want, to cover back all the loss of sleep this week. hooray!!!

2009-03-22T02:40:00.004+08:00

met up with the poly cliques again and definitely it was fun. the various stories was classic and we all thought that studying beats working and ns, haha...

i cannot believe that elsie were so into the korean version of 'boys over flowers', especially lee minho the male lead, and obviously i'm so over him too, haha... we all think that he's such a gorgeous that cant be missed, haha... i'm back to the secondary days... anyway, i think i'm really going to pick up korean language, it looks fun, haha...

caught "paul blart: mall cop" last night with baby, and it was funny. seeing people at vivo playing the rolling thingy makes me feel like playing.

had my scariest drive yesterday, where i drove from hse to J8. didnt want to but was forced and i panicked, because parking has to be done and my parking sucks big time. luckily, there was one lot where i just park the head inwards, hahaha... and i forgot how to off the car, baby say i'm a piece of shit, hahaha...

back to school, presentation this week and we've yet to start on the project, power. soon, 2nd module will be done and retail logistics next. afterwhich will be the bloody exams & 4 months holidays!!!

WOOHOO!!!

2009-03-04T10:53:00.002+08:00

teppanyaki is love!!!!!

2009-02-16T21:30:00.004+08:00

i'm in a shopping mood again, although i'm so broke now. i want to buy that delias shirt but its like sixty bucks. i love that lv suede flats but its like eight hundred bucks. dream on.

school is boring. that dr dunno how to teach, or should i say that they are all from uk, so the stuff they teach are in uk context. all of us had a hard time understanding. argh. its project time once again.

sis was persuading me to watch the korean version of hana yori dango, and i got the sudden urge to learn korean language, haha... yes go on laughing. its just a thought la.

back to my hk drama, random post. =)

2009-02-05T23:29:00.003+08:00

such a fulfilling day today. met baby at town around noon time and we caught the wedding game. i know its kinda late to watch it only now but baby cant watch until 49days is over. i think its a nice show, fann wong & christopher lee is really a matching couple, awwww....

went over to zara liat towers and stayed for an hour. i bought a jeans & a top. baby bought a pants. then, over to taka zara, a top each for me & baby. total damage to me was $180 and $ $135 for baby. we're feeling rich today, hahahahaha... but i dun feel any pain spending those money. bought the ettusias concealer as well, hope it works for my super dark rings.

then we had western food at lorong ah soo. its really so yummy. i love the potato salad with ham, the onion make it so tasty. portion's really big and i would definitely go back again. its called "Western Chow" by the way.

i love today because we spent quality time together, like spending that few hours to slowly shop and no disturbance. i hope we'll have more of this days but i doubt so, hahaha... since school is starting and baby took leave today just to buy his new hp.

school is starting next week and i dread it totally. the thought of going back nyp to study is argh, only if its tp i'll love it. its another 3 modules and i hope to get it over asap and enjoy my 4mths of holidays. ARGH!!!!

2009-01-09T02:05:00.001+08:00

woohoo!!! my bloody license is here!!! wahahahaha!!!

2009-01-08T01:24:00.005+08:00

yeah!!! back from cruise and i thought it was really a nice trip minus the on&off vibration from the ship.

you can feel the vibration no matter where you are; be it the arcade, restaurant where the dessert plate is vibrating with sound like mad, cabin or the casino. it's making me so dizzy and lots of headaches. food was soso only, quite disappointing. services provided by the crew is excellent, first time i feel so comfortable with MIC people. casino is real fun, though i lost 20bucks in jackpot.

bought pair of flats from vincci in penang, similar to the one i wanted back in kl two months ago but doesnt have my size. and bought nothing in phuket. the sun was so so hot i couldnt take it and felt so pekchek; plus shopping with my mum is a disaster, argh. bra was cheap but didnt have the mood to try on. i just wanted to get back to the ship fast. i salute those angmohs suntanning there.

i just need a good rest now since i've got flu and cough throughout the whole trip. =\

2008-12-21T23:19:00.004+08:00

till now, i've drove baby's vios, cousin's swift, and yt's altis. not used to any of it. and i must say i'm a careless driver, awwwwwwww!!!! i prefer fit. dun feel like driving anymore. siann.

year-end sales started. mess & messy. but at least it's within control as compared to last year. but still, i dun like it. still thought go back tommy can enjoy life, but its totally the opposite. awwwwwwww!!!!

professor clyde mentioned everyone passed the exams, i found it so fake. they just want the whole cohort to pass. now i dunno where is my real standard for an honours degree. awwwwwwww!!!!

2008-12-16T16:37:00.003+08:00

although its auto, but i got my bloody 3A!!!!!!!!!
tester was lenient. i strike kerb n got onli 4 points, while another girl got 10points.
lucky me!!! wahahahahahah!!!!

STRESSED

2008-12-13T04:00:00.003+08:00

EXAMS OVER!!! HOORAY!!!

retail op was fine, market research is way abit better, consumer behaviour seriously sucks to the max core. i studied for more than 12 hours, slept only 2hours in btw, focused on 4 chapters, stress till i breakdown and cry, i know it sound silly but this is the very first time i cried because of stress, haha... studied 4, only 1 came out. KILL ME! i'm prepared to flung this paper. awwww!!! university not easy la! no clues like poly times, awwwwww~~~

i need to go for retail therapy soon, very very soon after my TP, now i shall have intensive driving to prepare for tuesday. and honda city is way better than fit, at least i can ramp the kerb now, hahaha...

i'm still stressed!!!!

2008-12-07T04:33:00.003+08:00

staying at home for two days. short for some people but it has been so long since i stayed home for two days. im dying of studying nothing into my head. exams is just two days away and i dunno what is my style of studying. DOOMED FOR SURE.

yeah!!! will be going back tommy vivo work, its like going home, wahahaha... but i dread IPS on the 26th, seeing people shop for sale but me? argh!!!!!!

i'm so looking forward to the 12th, 1700H. afterwhich, i shall go town & shop alone till i go crazy. and after that, concentrate on driving & pass my TP, i seriously cant wait to get my bloody 3A!!!

2008-12-03T14:48:00.002+08:00

went shopping yesterday. muji doesnt have the colour of the diary i want. prettyfit doesnt have my size for the very soft and pretty flats. haiss, was so down the whole day.

i'm so stress now that i dunno how to study, less than a week only. HOW...

i only look forward to end of exams and of course my TP!!! i better pass, or else so throw face. AUTO LEH. next will be cruise with the family during january.

I BETTER GO MUG NOW BEFORE I START TO SLACK. AWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

2008-11-22T01:31:00.003+08:00

i saw the samples of the exams paper.

I'M TOTALLY STRESSED OUT NOW.

2008-11-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

i met up with poly mates last night!!! valerie, ivy, elsie and elson!!! seriously miss them lots and there was alot to catch up with each other. working life, school life and last but not least, army life. was sad that chekmeng wasnt there. went shokudo at raffles city for dinner. din noe that this place existed and concept was similar to marche. mountain tortoise. hmmm, food is nice la, but abit pricey. or maybe i'm just too niao? hahaha... meet up soon again!!!

driving lessons next. i have 11 lessons & 3 circuits so far. and i've spent almost $800. it seriously is expensive cause its auto. no one to blame except for me for not taking manual. aiya, but i lazy la. instructor busy, so asked his bro to sit in for him. ask me drive till chinatown, bugis bla bla bla. yeah, i freaked out. he's mad la! anyway, i enjoy driving now, hahaha...

school just sucks big time. tons of report which all of us think its so redundant. ahhhhhh.....

i need a holiday!!!!! realise i'm so naggy in this post.

2008-11-05T01:59:00.002+08:00

- cousin got my agnes b sling bag from japan, i saved $82 in total, wahahahaha!!!!!!
- MR proj is coming to an end, thank god.
- exam is in a month's time, DOOM DAY is near.
- tp too, after exams, a pass plss.
- i'm jobless now. any kind souls to recommend part-time job for me? =\

2008-10-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

finally, i went circuit today. so difficult. turn here turn there turn till i so confuse. which angle to turn to, hard to get hold of it. tp 16th dec, plss wish me luck.

back from genting, enjoyable trip, but not fruitful enough. 4 pairs of shoes that i wanted doesnt have my size, so great huh. in the end buy few clothings only, shoe's my aim initially!!! and finally, went casino. hooked onto jackpot. see it spin and strike, the feeling is... hahahaha... my rm10 can tahan for an hour, not bad already, haha...

a little photos will be up soon. =)

2008-10-15T22:29:00.003+08:00

so... school has started. fresh new module again. MARKET RESEARCH. what a dry subject. but we're glad that it's not really now since we have a cute and hot lecturer from scotland to teach us this subject. but... he's taken up with a two year old son, haha...

and my project group stays with little changes made, hooray!!!

2008-10-12T22:34:00.003+08:00

back from the 4d3n in taipei. trip seems long though its only 4days, cause the night appears faster than in singapore. everything dark at around 5pm, whoa. did not enjoy much cause i went with a bunch of uncles aunties. lucky that i have my sister and cousin with me to explore with.

first night roaming around xmd, since we reached around 3plus at the hotel.

second day to memorial hall, yeliu, jiufen which i quite like, and some fortune telling thingy. it says i'll meet with an accident in this lifetime since i have 16 strokes in my last chinese name character. oh crap.

third day to taipei 101, cheng pin bookstore and wufenpu. alot of things to buy, bud i'm not suitable for it, haha...

last day to taipei arena = xiao ju dan, which my sister wanna go cuz arashi is having their concert on that day itself. she thought can try out her luck and see if its possible to buy their concert merchandise. but looking at the queue which will prolly take at least a few hours, we left. so near yet so far, haha...

bought 10 boxes of my beautiful diary masks at cosmed, only $9 per box. cheap!!! i save $6 per box cause sg spree selling at $1.50 per piece, wahahaha...

taipei would be better if i went with baby or gf. hopefully genting and thailand soon, haha...

sch again tml, group mate would change again. please be good. =\

2008-09-15T17:57:00.003+08:00

PLEASE LET ME WHINE!!!

school sucks even on first day of school. the thought of having an office-hour timetable everyday dreads me. 9am-530pm. WTF!!! i would rather go back and slog like a slave in espn. anyway, am glad that i have peeps with me. amy, and ten coursemates from tp. anyway, i hope that everything will be smooth, seems to be quite tedious. i feel like dropping out already, HA.

had the third lesson for driving, and i think i suck at turning right. learning auto is such a task for me already, i cant imagine taking manual. think i'll just bang and die. okay, call me a stupid for learning auto, but im lazy la.

i need lotsa time from now onwards. =\

2008-09-07T23:46:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

friday - ktv with baby, deb, jos & eug.

saturday - planned to celebrate with baby. brought me to the hotel, got a shock when i see the above three person hiding in the toilet and pulling up the blind and reveal themselves. i din expect to see them at all!!!

followed up was a series of lies which leads to more surprise. from the four of them. 4 vs 1. i'm really very touched for their efforts to make everything work. thank deb jos & eug for the lovely present, baby for the ring & hotel stay. really really a surprise.

sunday - buffet dinner at conrad hotel with my relatives. and below is a photo of my cake. i almost fainted when my mum told me she ordered this. i really really thank her for celebrating for me and planning it so last minute. <3>

by a simple gesture, i know who are my friends.

overall, i enjoyed my 21st though it's a simple one. quality and not quantity. =))

2008-08-30T04:48:00.003+08:00

out the whole day today, tiring.

first- work.
second- dinner with val, ivy & chek at marina.
third- timbre with nicole & fellow tp-mates as she's leaving for UK to pursue her law degree.
fourth- hana yori dango sneak preview with my crazy sister at 12am e-hub.

seriously, i miss tp life alot alot alot. saw the clique and am damn happy. even happier when i saw mr roche. i miss having his lectures la. how i wish i had never graduated, hahaha...

and yeah!!! driving lessons tml!!!!!

2008-08-28T23:42:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DEBBIE!!!
my dearest girl, only simple words for you. be happy always. i know you can do it.
i love you. =))

2008-08-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

again, extended till 12sept. no choice, for the sake of $$$.
yoga lessons tml, hope i'll like it.
final theory on 20th, i better pass it mann.
birthday soon, will i regret for not celebrating my 21st?

2008-08-13T00:49:00.001+08:00

i regretted checking his mail!!!!!!!!
i feel like killing myself now, awwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

my cousin of only 41 years old passed away few days back. stroke on tues morn, went off on wed night. everything is just so fast. seeing his weak body lying on the hospital bed aches my heart. passed away but the heart is still beating, bcoz of the machine. and bloody hospital have to take out his organs to donate. 2kidneys, 1liver and pair of eyes. i wonder how is he going to walk in the other world.

i wun say we're close, but whenever we meet up in occasion, we have things to say. last seen was mid may. he still asked me if i have the jackie chan song, i said gotta bluetooth from lappie and then to him. the song is still left in my hp now and never ever can i bluetooth to him anymore.

when i'm still at tommy vivo, he came and visit me cuz his office is just nearby. he waited an hour for me just to treat me bakerzin, felt weird cuz we had never been alone before. bud still, i'm touched and glad that i had a meal with him before

most sad and hatred thing is: the wife and kids did not shed a bloody tear for him, whereas is all cousins and elderly cried for him. i pity him for having such family. they deserve to die badly i swear big time.

till now, i cannot believe that he's gone. rest in peace dearest cousin.

2008-07-14T01:08:00.001+08:00

I'M FAT.
I'M SO DEPRESSED NOW.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-29T02:10:00.002+08:00

so i've extended my contract till end aug, and they expect me to have OTs, hopefully there really is.

i can't wait to get back to studies once again, it's way better than working. after which, to slog hard for the future. AND I MISS TP ALOT.

i want to get my license (which i think i wun by 2008) and drive baby's car, haha... auto btw, sounds abit loser, haha...

anw, zara sales wasn't that great after all. perhaps the clothes wasn't to my liking, price slash by a little only. mango sales is much better, at least i bought a berms there.

watched don't mess with the zohan, get smart and wanted. wanted is the best, and i swear that angelina jolie is goddamn hot. only if i have her body, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i'm gonna work out more and slim down my bloody fatass body. best to do so after time of the month, just nice.

2008-06-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

espn wants to extend my contract till end aug. dilemma. 70% say yes and 30% no. think i'll just extend, for the sake of money and more OTs despite of the new sucky system. =\

zara sales started today, shall head down to town with baby tml. dying to shop... with baby.
bought old navy sandals online, and bloody hell sent the wrong item to me. organiser trying to get refunds for me, felt so mad the whole night! no choice, i'm so desperate for the sandals so ordered another one. hopefully, this time they get it right.

HAPPY 21ST JOSSY!!!

2008-06-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

it has been one of the nicest party i've attended in sucha long time. i just enjoy myself throughout. and happy 21st birthday jossy, hope you enjoyed yourself that day. =))

2008-06-11T21:50:00.003+08:00

cant help but feeling emo again.
whatever i've done, no one appreciates.
i'm just a passer-by in everyone's life.
guess i should just stop doing my part.

2008-05-31T21:08:00.002+08:00

another month passed in espn. i felt much sense of security now since i've changed my seat and sitting next to this perm staff, he helped me alot. yanling just left the job and i'm gonna be so lonely, haisss...

so influenced by benita, got quite a few skincare stuff. first was YSL concealer, and clarins eye gel, both 20% at dfs since benita got lobang. second was biotherm white detox essence and massage cream at robinsons sale, expo with debbie. and then, avene body lotion. total damage of $180 bucks, all within a week. felt lost, hahahah... but since govt is giving the gst credits and i'm working the event for jossy, i think it's quite worthwhile la, hahaha...

and i got into stirling for my retail marketing degree, starting sept 15 at nyp. why not tp, i find it so inaccessible to get there. amy's in it too, i've got companion. classmates again after 5yrs, hahaha...

i need more determination to slim down. been running and swimming once every week now. i feel so much healthy!!! act only la, in no time i'll stop again, haha...

gonna get some rest for now. =))

2008-05-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

i became alot fatter after i started the office job. i sit whole day long without doing any exercise.
i see the fats on my tummy and thighs piling up, it's depressing to me. i would rather die than facing my fats every now and then. I REALLY MEAN DIE.

so now, i'm gonna have healthy meal and do lotsa exercise. no more really oily stuff, more veggies and fruits instead. how long can my determination last me, haiss...

i need new concealer, loreal's not doing any good to me. deb recommend clarins and i shall get that next week with benita. need a new eye serum as well, more for dark rings. any recommendations? =\

bad week for me.

2008-05-02T00:01:00.003+08:00

IRONMAN IS WONDERFUL!!!!

i told myself, never will i step into the cinema to watch this show. only did i realise i'm sucha dumbass to think of that after the movie. i tote i would fall asleep inside. the unimaginable technology that makes your jaw drop, the guy who make you drool, just another johnny depp, omg.

i got through my first month in espn, it's getting fun with all the temps beside me, haha... everyday i'm just looking forward to work, which is a great thing for me.

i'm crazy over prawning now, every week wif baby. he's lousy, he cant catch any prawn, haha...

2008-04-26T03:16:00.002+08:00

i need to keep fit. even thou i cant shag off my bloody fats, tone up is good enough for me. im in a sports company and there's a lot of motivation from there, haha... colleague run from yck to lorong chuan for work, how hardworking. therefore, i forced myself to start off a little. first was swimming wif deb, 16 laps and im shocked, cuz it has been yrs since i last swim, stamina decreased like total shit, haha... second was gym wif yt, muscles ache like mad after dat. i'm gonna continue dis kinda routine till dis job finish, haha...

i need more clothes!!!

happy birthday baby. ilu. =))

2008-04-20T01:35:00.003+08:00

prawning again at yishun!!! but it was disaster. only 8 prawns from 2 rods for 3 hrs, how pathetic is that. but it was still fun, will visit the bishan branch next time.

did treatment for my hair ydae, a nice amount of $180. govt giving me money, haven even reach my hand i've already spent it, haha...

bought the mont blanc cardholder for baby. it was meant to be a surprise, but it seems that things alwayz happen unknowingly. he'll nv tk a look at my wallet, so coincidently that he took it ydae, and thats it. the receipt is inside, how nice is that. not fun at all.

work for the past week was alright, cept for friday which sux big time as there's last min booking and i did so many wrong thing, felt so bad and guilty. i'll hate caltex forever.

it's so nice to have someone to chat on during work. been exchanging email wif benita for the past one week. i love her rants, haha...

i need more clothes for work, it's so boring to wear the same thing there every week. money plss come rolling to me.

2008-04-13T00:03:00.003+08:00

my fave song at the moment, soooo nice!!!!

2008-04-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

okay, no more whining i guess, i kinda like my job now, when i'm busy, and my colleagues is so fun! especially the girl sitting beside me, haha... when i'm free, i feel like slping, example would be today, i got nth to do after i reach office till knocking off. i feel so empty la. why i like my job, bcoz the dresscode is so casual. i can simply wear berms and my birkens, haha... so comfortable can. plss, i can listen to my ipod and no one will say anything, haha... of cuz do it discreetly la. so relaxing.

and now, i'm deciding btw LV and mont blanc, a practical one or not?

thank god its friday!

2008-04-05T14:19:00.001+08:00

how i wish they can fire mi like now now now. i hate the fcuking sarcastic manager.

2008-04-01T23:34:00.004+08:00

so, it was my first day at espn star sports, as a temp data entry assistant. my job is to help client book commercials and to handle any changes. its still tough for me, cuz there's alot of report and figures to look at, bet my degree will increase. tsk. handling m'sia network for now, and tw in future. not so stress as before, temp staff were all friendly cuz all ard my age. easy to get along. and the drinks at the vending machines is free flow, haha...i sound so cheapo.

pray dat everything will go well for me, its not an easy job to me, haiss...

2008-03-26T00:09:00.003+08:00

i turned down an offer from espn. i got in but i rejected. reasons: job scope sounds big and contract based. i look down on myself for not hving confidence, i would not be able to tk e job. worst, if i breach the contract, gotta pay. bud pay and location wise is reli great. haiss. =\

2008-03-21T01:57:00.002+08:00

cleared my exams, as usual, the average grade. for the entire exams in poly, my final grades are always Bs and Cs, i maintained my standard, haha...

anyway, hk was better den last yr, cuz had prepared everything and it went smoothly.

first day was to TST area, for sweet dynasty mango pudding, sweet and tasty. next to harbourcity and sogo for shopping. wanted to go LV to look for my wallet bud was closed for a private event, the day before was the grand opening for dis second largest flagship store in asia or sea.

second day to SZ, it disappoint mi and baby. the commercial centre was big, bud nth appeals us inside. so since we are oreadi there, we took their metro which is their mrt to lao jie. instead of the normal ez link, they had the coin thingy which the chip is embedded inside it, cool. shopping centre like fep and everything was cheap, bud the fashion is not to my liking. the ppl there just keep staring u and it scares mi out, like wanna rob mi, haha... ok im tinking too much. bud juz purely wore a jacket and rest of valuables' wif baby. after dat, the usual shopping at festival walk.

third day to tung chung citygate factory outlet. price isnt reli low low bud still few-ty bucks cheaper den in original store itself. bought onli 3 tops when we spent few hrs inside there. mi and baby is reli both an idiot in shopping, haha... reached disneyland at 4plus. took the usual photos and watch the fireworks.

fourth day planning to go macau, bud the tix alone itself cost 100bucks for 2 person, go there oso nth to do so din go. went to LV, finally!!! its reli gorgeous, sg boutique is like ikan bilis compared to dat, haha... so bought myself the vernis wallet and mum's the damier speedy. after which, to sogo for my agnes b bag. cheaper den 60bucks, its like tking the staff discount in sg. expensive shopping. at nite to argyle centre, ladies and fa yuen street.

last day, to causeway bay sogo for cyful's porter stuff, bud dun hv e design. next to edision's shop for ivan's cap, bud was closed and reopening onli in april.

the hotel room was reli small, cant stop laughing after i step in. bud is reli near to mtr. overall, its a gd trip for mi n baby, thou there's bickering, bud his passport is wif mi, so... hahahaha...

gotta find a ft job now!!!

2008-03-10T02:38:00.003+08:00

i tote i would conquered the movie 'sky of love', i didnt. was so confident for 100mins, and the next min, im crying oreadi. got tons to say bud dunno hw to put it in words. the movie is so drama yet its a true story. i pity the girl. =(

the guy in the movie is cute, cute and cute!!!

2008-03-05T02:35:00.004+08:00

cut my hair again, dis time into a bob. bud not a bob-bob. whichever.
time of the month came, great.

hk trip is next sat and i cant wait. anticipating yet not excited. so contradicting. tsk.
hope i can find e shoe i wan in the zara over there. for myself and benita. super gorgeous. a must hv in my possession list.
vernis seems so far for mi, just hope they dun increase e price dat soon. its a bloody 1k in sg. tsk.

next thurs, impt date for both occasion. exams results and ssshhhhh.... praying gd results for both.

dreamt dat dad won 42k. bk to reality after i woke up, haiss... onli if, den i would not need to crack my brain over the wallet.

2008-02-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

last paper ydae, killer paper. doomed.
no more poly life, so sad.
vernis wallet out of stock in germany. =(

stocktake today and tml, tiring.
work at tommy for 3 days, natas for 2.
power of money is reli huge.

hk trip coming soon and soon, bud time of e month is not here yet and im so afraid it'll clash with the trip.

sim or stirling? =\

2008-02-14T02:25:00.003+08:00

last tutorial today, last lecture tml. my poly life is indeed ending. no more breaks and my fave western food. 3 yrs flies past just like dat. i'll miss poly life!!! all these phrases will come true after i've recieved my results, hahaha...

gotta plan route again, to work ft first or further study? one on hand, stirling from scotland, in conjuction wif MOE. offering retail mkting deg wich will be conducted in nyp campus. attractive enuff therefore im gg there, elsie gg as well, yeah! 2 yrs exemptions and it's affordable for mi. in e end, im not smart enuff to go local unis, haiss...

i got my zara top like finally. search thru ALL zaras for the past one wk bud to no avail, and i reli mean e 5 outlets in sg. god is kind to mi, e onli piece of small size after their stocks came ydae. 40bucks for dat thin piece of cotton. gf's word urge mi to buy even more. haha...

a mth to my hk trip, both baby & mi is awaiting for it, our own world!!! planning itienary like now, mk sure our trip is fully spent. if not someone's gonna nag again. nag when he din even wan to do any research n say leave everything to me, tsktsktsk...

my vernis on the way, double hooray!!!

last but not least, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!

2008-02-01T02:04:00.000+08:00

one last proj in my poly life to be submitted up and i can breathe. exams in 3 weeks time. after which, i'll have all the freedom in the world. its getting near and im not sure to continue study or work. so undecisive.

another surprise. fourth to be exact. draggy story again before showing me the gift for vday: tiffany&co necklace. damn surprised and shocked. i dunno hw sweet can baby get. my heart's melting, haha... and tml town wif baby. he initiate to go shopping wif mi, wow...

hongkong in 33 days. hooray!!!

thanks baby for the lovely gift. =)

2008-01-21T02:42:00.000+08:00

obar, chalet, girlfriends. fun is the word to describe. =)

mosquitos bite, swollen lips. sucks is the word to describe. =(

tons of projects. stress is the word to describe. =\

hong kong trip, baby. BEST is the word to describe. =))

2008-01-17T03:02:00.001+08:00

baby's sweet, at least to me. wanted to fetch me after my test ydae bud did not; claimed he forgotten. fine. reached hm called him; ask him to buy mi dinner from thai express at gardens. and without any hesitation, he replied okay. and ding dong! my wonderful spicy dinner, haha... he felt bad not fetching therefore the dinner. =))

and i sort of booked my hk trip. yeah! with benita's bro. sad thing is im not staying at ymca intl hse bud largos instead. heard a bunch of bad reviews on them. crap. macau or shenzhen?

test is almost over, left with retail prac. manageable for me bud cant guarantee the results. im hving napfa test later on, given dat the time now is 3am. three years of not having any physical exercise and im sure i'll be dead. imagine i've still got a paper to study after the horrendous workout.

afterwhich would be all the endless projects and deadlines to be met. im stress right now.

im so looking forward to the girls night out dis coming weekend. =))

2008-01-09T02:47:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair shorter. and now i miss my long hair, used to twist ard the tail and now, nth. liked it bud i tink i look retarded. mani thanks to sinen who intro mi to dis stylist at monsoon. once i hv e money, i'll be bk for highlights and softener.

term test next wk, no hints no nth. meaning we gotta read thru every single page and it sux big time. projs submission is onli 2-3 weeks away and its reli damn fast. after wich will be chi new yr, study week, exams, and dats e end of my poly life. sadded.

went chinatown to check air tix. $775 for 5d4n at 3* hotel, air tix and disney entrance. i reckon its a gd deal? juz dat we're unsure bout the flight timing. i wan e earliest there and lastest bk.

its project time for now. =\

2008-01-03T02:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

finally. handed in my sip report, free of attachment stuff. hope debbie ng wun fail me, she's a law by law person. oh my.

seriously, i need more retail therapy. had been working for e past two weeks during term break and i missed out alot from e zara sale. other den e shoe, i've bought no tops at all! and when e time they mark down to 50%, e onli size left will be large & xlarge. argh.

projs are like shit, i cant stand it. everything's so wrong wrong and wrong. haiss. juz wan to pass my last sem and leave. avg grade will do, not aiming for A cuz i noe i cant. term test in two weeks, doomed.

awaiting for march, it'll be my hk trip again, hopefully la. pray dat nth goes wrong. gonna wait for in-house fair. afraid dat natas fair will be too late cuz its held from 29feb to 2mar. excited!

2007-12-28T01:48:00.001+08:00

changeover from 0830 to 2030. hectic, tiring, aching. rush down to isetan private sales wif wen after dat. din intend to buy my bag bud juz ask for fun. my luck; they hv e colour but not displayed out. so got my agnes b bag at 15% off.

zara black rubberised flats. super plain round flats. its ex bud so worth e money compared to those at FEP: hard and uncomfortable. zara's so soft and comfy. usual at 90bucks, almost bought it on impulse two weeks ago, and now sale, i got it at 60bucks. i noe price will cont to drop to 50%, bud im afraid sizes will be limited. there's alwayz a trade off in life.

there goes my 200bucks for juz one day. having e credit card isnt gd at all.

2007-12-18T01:52:00.000+08:00

i dunno what do i want in my life.

im afraid im making the wrong choice again.

i'll give up myself than giving up you.

things will work out for us. =))

2007-12-05T16:08:00.000+08:00

projects is piling up and up and it seems to be never ending. i've got so mani deadlines in january and my head hurts now. bud sumhow i noe how to do it so kinda ease my mind now.

and the ft had quit, i can see more $ rolling. it may not be alot, bud still... its $$$!!! hahaha...

2007-12-04T02:23:00.000+08:00

FINALLY... the dreadful internship is over, over & over!!! am soooo happi dat it ended off sumhow well and im now bk to sch. felt so gd to be bk sch ydae. saw all my cliques and i swear i miss them tons. projects is falling in again like no one business and we gotta act fast. its such a short term with onli ten weeks i tink. and my term test is like in a mth time, oh no. i've still got my intern report to rush, thank god im sumhow in e midst now, am so stucked. will be working again at tommy dis coming sun and i simply cant wait!!!

SHOW's concert is damn damn nice!!! enjoyed myself to e fullest as dis is e first time he held a concert in sg. e concert is worth my 150 bucks thou its juz a mere 2 hours concert. im so in love wif him now, hahahaha...

2 more weeks to my term break, yay!

2007-11-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

dun reli like my new timetable, late lessons till 6pm for consecutive two days wich starts from 2pm. i hate dis kinda timing, makes mi wanna slp onli. no more free time like wad i enjoyed in e past. bud i shld be glad i dun hv any 9am lessons, so i would not need to jam on tpe and squeeze onto bus 15. its my last sem in poly, i'll enjoy it to e fullest and for sure i'll miss my poly life. =((

intern's coming to an end in exactly two weeks time; i cant explain the happiness im feeling rite now, haha... i'll be bk to tommy soon!!!

guess there'll be no more tw in 2008, baby's planning to go hk again cuz its much affordable. sad bcoz i've not been to tw before, happy bcoz i'm gg bk to hk! hahaha... been watching few hk serial show after hk trip and i swear its damn nice. used to hate cantonese bud now im picking up, hahaha... wadeva, as long there's holiday wif baby, im satisfied enuff.

spent a great day wif baby, i love him to bits. =))

2007-11-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

big disaster of e yr: i fell and slip, and sprain my nerves on my right thumb. fcuk it. thanks to dad for asking mi to fill in e infocomm form for him, argh!!! and now, i can operate on my left hand onli, i feel so much like a handicapped now. usually i bath for 20mins, now? 45mins. guess a wk more before i remove my bandage, awwww!

now e happi news: baby got me a psp slim for christmas pressie!!! e reason why he bought so much earlier is bcoz e parts now is from japan, next batch from sg, and he noes i dun like made in sg stuff, hahaha... gorgeous baby mann, bud cant play yet cuz e plug is from japan and is not compatible therefore i cant charge, plus my stupid thumb. fated!

intern will be over in 26 days, hooray!!! i miss sch tons!!!

2007-10-21T02:14:00.000+08:00

contradicting. now i hate working there, cept if sumone else is working. totally no rights cuz im juz a intern. fcuk off ur life. pls dun mk mi curse you.

2007-10-18T02:29:00.000+08:00

misunderstandings cleared, kidstyle is a peaceful working place for me. time passed fast, 6 more weeks before i end. glad dat i've got nice & funni colleagues.

i've not seen baby for 4 days, i missed him... alot alot. thought of wad to get for him for next yr bdae, he guessed and e gift is not approved, sad to say. im not suppose to buy him anything, at all. =(

not sure whether will my timetable be out thou im having intern now, pray there'll be no 9am lessons, totally dread it.

twelve weeks to our sixth. im a lucky girl. =))

2007-10-10T02:09:00.000+08:00

baby's the sweetest precious on earth. =))

2007-09-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of attachment, used to it oreadi. getting better with colleagues cept for philipino in-charge, she sucks, sori to say dat. she dun speak to me, since e first day, as if i owe her billions of dollars. thou im a intern, im not giving her face, i hv my rights loh. argh.

ivan & winnie's wedding next wk, was brooding over wad dress to buy. went isetan hopefully to find sth bud to no avail. saw one at zara, i tink its pretty gorgoues, babydoll. 100bucks & mom bought it for my belated bdae pressie, wahahah...

ever since attachment, i've got little time to meet up wif baby, all noe retail line are so irregular while baby's fixed, no nice timing for us to meet up. =(

i miss him tons...

2007-09-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

sentosa trip on sun, suggested by baby to cover bk for my bdae. im surprised, cuz he doesnt like e sun, & he didnt even whine and complain on dat day. i love e luge & skyride!!! sounds mountain tortoise ya, hahaha... i reli enjoyed times spent wif baby. ilu ilu ilu =))

internship wasnt dat great. shop is boring and freezing cold. peeps were not bad, still got time for improvement. god's being unfair to me. me, who doesnt get allowance from parents got e lowest pay, others who gets allowance, got higher pay and better adv. and i gotta sacrifice and work for seven str8 days juz bcoz e in-charge doesnt wan to change other's off day.

ATTACHMENT SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!!

2007-09-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

im officially 20 now, no teens anymore. ok kinda sad, cuz im getting older, bud... my heart remains 18 alwayz for wad reasons i dunno why, hahaha... no special feeling, juz another day. dun feel like celebrating in any way.

slpt till 1, lunch, lappie n dinner wif parents at thai express, cuz got voucher. baby came over at nite cuz got company event. hide paper bag and insist to show me when we got into room. flash (tink str8 not left or right) and i screamed. LV paper bag. of cuz i cant believe it. i wun expect its e vernis wallet cuz its fcuking ex. opened: mini lin coin purse. gorgeous cuz i like mini lin. cant believe he got for mi and i own it, and i cant bear to use, hahaha... din expect him to get dis cuz he lied to mi he got mi a 27bucks gift instead. turned out ten times more. mum says he's crazy, bud says at least he got e sincerity. =)

5days before intern, dread it. hope e peeps there is gd & friendly.

million of thanks to baby for e lovely gift. ilu. =))

2007-09-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

i booked my concert's tix! the process was damn horrible. woke up at 9am and logged online, website loaded veri veri slow & kept having error. i shld hv just woke up at 10am to call, since i couldnt booked online. internet booking starts 9am and other sales channel at 10am. so i called. seats wasnt veri gd cuz was computer-based selection as well. cat1 was sold out. tried online again bud to no avail. called and was told system error wif the website. gave them contact and waited. finally they called. dis time round, i was able to ask for the seats i wan bud for cat2, of cuz not front bud at least first row of dat block. it took mi two & half hr juz for the bloody tix, and i wasnt entitled to a 10% simply bcoz im over the age of 18! awwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!

nvm dat. had steamboat wif wen, jocelyn, dicky & alvin last wed, and they treated mi! and when i was bout to return dicky for the slimming tea he helped mi buy in hk, he told mi wad if i tell u its free? of cuz i replied: there's isnt any free lunch in the world. wen den told mi they shared and bought me the tea, both for my bdae; hahaha... surprised!!! thanks peeps!!! and the tea was a great deal, cuz i saved $15 from not buying in sg, hahaha...

tada! dis is the tea. i oso bought chilli cream, slimming wrap; to enhance my whole slimming process wich i dun tink its in any way realistic, haha... well, juz to convince myself.

realise my blog is so boring today, hahaha...

3 days before i leave tommy. =(
4days to my 20th bdae. =)

2007-08-31T02:31:00.001+08:00

finally, tml can slp late after working my 4th day in a row shift, phew... im getting older, legs ache easily, omg... the big 2 in a wk's time. =\

will be gg to xiao zhu's concert in dec!!! more excited den im gg for jay chou's concert, and im gg to buy the most ex category, $168, will be broke bud im sure its damn worth it!

last day at tommy will be on the 6th, omg. will be leaving dis brand after working for close to 2yrs, and i juz pray after my intern, doreen will still wan mi bk as a pt. i need my allowance. poor me. =(

2007-08-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

exam's over! thou is onli one paper, i've got confidence for it, haha...

watched ratatouille wif baby on sat, nice and cute movie. and watched hairspray today wif chek, val, ivy and elson. nice musical movie mann, althou there's no exact storyline, bud e music keeps it gg on. shopping after dat wif benita at ms & suntec, wouldnt wan to go there for shopping anymore, its damn boring. had swensen for dinner, benita treated mi earlier for my bdae, hahaha...

finally got over my intern, kids store and dat shall be it. was told levis enviroment is hectic, kids store shld be more relaxing rite? hahaha...

read dis blog, i bet u will cry like mad. god is so cruel to tk all 3 kids away from her. i cant imagine all the pain and sadness they are gg thru. haiss.

http://ashleyisourangel.blogspot.com/

2007-08-23T01:35:00.000+08:00

hr exec called mi dis morn, telling mi e shop i'll be posted to. selling kids apparel at vivo, while coursemate got posted to levis. anyone tell mi if its gd or bad plss? haiss...

2007-08-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

my 4d gone, gone & gone!!! ARGH!!!!! it'll be e death of me, a few hundreds oso gd, e number is there, juz dat not in e right position. 3 pairs all like dat u noe!!! *faints*

watched 881 wif mum on mon, funni & hilarious, i dun mind watching it again. will be watching rush hour 3 tml.

now gonna chiong for branding paper, pls let mi do well in it. i wanna increase my pathetic gpa. will be graduating next yr, damn fast; i still dunno where i wanna go after dat. there's no local uni offering retail mngt degree, even private sch, why did i choose to tk dis course? sumtimes i dun understand oso. guess gotta work first, save a sum of money den study again. =\

anyone wanna watch secret again?

2007-08-11T02:03:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JAY CHOU EVEN MORE NOW!!!

from the above sentence, u muz hv guessed dat i watch SECRET oreadi!!! its nice, surprising, sweet & romantic. how i wish im e female lead. plss go watch... ... love e little twist & small details n onli noe e loopholes at e end of movie. how did jay cum out wif dis idea? will watch it a second time, anyone free? im so definitely buying e ost, tracks are all so nice. e girl so suits e role inside, and damn in love wif jay's cheekiness & cuteness, omgggggg....

anw watched simpsons as well, all said funni, i find it okok la. mayb dun reli get e jokes, haha... next wk would be rush hour 3. all e movies are mking mi so broke now.

jay chou!!!!!

2007-08-04T02:26:00.000+08:00

watching movie every wk and am used to it. baby wanna watch simpsons next wk, im shocked. cuz he's e one stating he wun wan to watch. (-_-''') watched flashpoint today, dis is a must-watch if u love thai boxing, and MENS. they look so man when fighting, omg... *drooling*

had tian-ji porridge wif baby after movie, i muz say its nice and spicy enuff, bud damn filling. almost vomitted. located at e junction of upp serangoon road & braddell. shall go there next wk again.

got bk sales mngt grades, got an A for my presentation skills, first time ever in my life ( i guessed so). tink e grp did well, cuz all grp mates got A. yeah! bud end-sem test is coming, mr siow mite as well dun gif e revision lec, no exact clues, how to study?!?!?!

baby's spending more time wif mi, =))))

2007-07-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

exam timetable out, onli one paper on 27th aug, after dat till 11th sept, shall work my last mth in tommy and enjoy before sip starts.

went SHE mini concert at expo, SUCKS TOTALLY! was seating at e last block and ppl at e front stand up throughout, see butt loh. fcuk. was practically sitting all the time. bud lucky mi, got e tix onli on wed? dis girl from online forum say she had one up for space, so pm her how much she selling. turned out she gave me 2, for free, haha... so better den nth la.

work tml, and date wif baby, yeah!! =))

2007-07-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

watched knocked up wif baby, wun say its a comedy bud rather a touching story. one-night stand leading to e happy family. and plss, e giving birth process was real, i tink so. they flash one part on e vagina wif e head, and baby carried to e mother after cuming out, the baby was still not cleaned yet. omg. it was all in one scene. and the girl tummy doesnt look fake at all, it shows her bare big tummy. was so touching when e baby came out, bud create fear in mi for giving birth, haha...

someone voted for chekmeng in e campus Hey Gorgeous show, hahaha... vote for chek chek now!

http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/hunk.php?uid=956

2007-07-21T01:29:00.000+08:00

WHO SLEPT WITH HER IS NICE!!!! its damn hilarious la, there's no part there is boring. its reli M18 la.

anw, most proj cleared for now, at least its on e right track, with e help of my hardworking projmates, im e slackest of all, am guilty, hahaha... bud still i did my job okay. presentation next wk and my stammering will start once again.

internship is drawing nearer and i seriously dread it, given e low pay. cheap labour for sure. haiss. muz self console dat its onli 3 mth, do well and get over wif it. not as if its a lifetime thing.

i need to exercise and sweat sum water outta me. realise im getting fatter and e sagginess of my skin has worsen, i can barely see my nice slim neck anymore. enquire for planet fitness and there's student package, bud obviously, i cant afford it thou can pay by installment, plus i've got no time. wait till i graduate.

awaiting for my bdae, thou its still a mth plus away. =))

2007-07-10T01:38:00.000+08:00

i feel so emo now. neglected. all were less den an hr. can i have a normal one?

sumtimes i wonder.

2007-07-07T01:26:00.001+08:00

e gorgeous cost a great price of $940, im so gonna faint, difference in france and sg is ard $150. wif benita's dfs card, its cost $800. alot said dun buy, its not worth it, i noe; bud there's no other wallet in other brand dat i like. burberry's tote cost way cheaper den e wallet, dats e part im not convinced. its like adding on another hundred to get 2 tote.

onli if im rich. =\

2007-07-03T02:33:00.000+08:00

wk up, sch, work. every wk's routine, kinda tired bud i've got no choice.

wen came bk as a fulltime and finally i got to work wif her again. endless topic and bitching session. just for another 2mths before i go for my attachment.

gave up e idea of changing a new hp as i cant bear to part wif my n73, big screen nice buttons. wait till there's nicer design.

new love; LV vernis wallet, e colour is sooo gorgeous, shld be dark purple, not too sure, its stated amarante in their website, i tink e colour is damn highclass mann. €385, not including markup yet. cousin's gf say muz buy e moment it launch, cuz they increase price thrice annually. no money hw to buy, i can jus admire n drool. =\

2007-06-26T01:29:00.000+08:00

no updates due to my laziness.

sch has started today, boring. glad dat i pass e retail branding test, like an A. bud its nth to be happy bout it cuz tutor was super lenient. projects pouring in once again, i can feel e stress. i juz wan my individual journal to be done soon, cuz practically i hv no time for it n gotta rush dis few nites.

after sch, went rc to meet wen. queueing for donuts factory. two n half hours for e donuts, passed fast cuz we practically juz chat non-stop. e donuts is veri sweet, like after eating confirm will toothache kind. wun queue unless got strong cravings for it.

im super broke. cant wait for my pay to cum. i've got tons of bills to pay plss, i cant imagine e m'sia calls would cost hw much, all coming from my pocket, i'll be crying like mad. gonna buy my issey miyake perfume as well, cuz finished my ralph.

shall i change my hp? veri tempting bud no ideal one, cept E65. thinking to sign a new hp for dad or myself, dilemma.

baby's reli busy ever since his sideline started, seldom meet up nowadays, gotta endure till dunno when. i'm glad i've got proj to keep mi occupied, thou i dread it. =(

i hope i can graduate soon and earn big bucks, hahaha...

2007-06-17T03:19:00.000+08:00

so... i went for e interview. no qns asked cept: so u got retail exp? any form for mi to fill in? as short as 5 min. pay is fucking low. i cant accept it bud i've got no choice, shall eat grass den.

finally, e long awaited date wif baby on mon, hahaha... cuz we onli get to go town like once a mth or 2 mth kinda thing, due to his heavy workload of his job. movie date, shopping date, haha... i cant wait for e day to arrive, like quality time wif him. =))

recently been crazy in facial products. bought cortry mask again, face & neck at onli $2. made of herbs. so bought ten pack. wan to lighten my dark circles, so bought e new launch Za eye mask. i wan to look gd when im old, haha...

la senza 50% storewide, how can it be missed!!! saw e bra i wan, shall buy on mon, hopefully they still hv my size. zara sales on 28th, will be there on first day, haha...

2007-06-14T03:23:00.000+08:00

juz checked my tp webmail, realised mr dom seah had replied my mail. i asked him whether can liaise wif jaygee for our whole course, partly bcoz i mite hv second chance again. he asked mi to call them up myself and ask again, he's prepared to mk mi an exception thou e application for internship is closed. sucha nice tutor! gotta call jaygee later, n i reli pray they're still keen on my application!!!

wish mi luck plss!!!

2007-06-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

as expected, genting is real boring. got no kakis at all. uncles & aunties to casino, lose few thousand, bud die die wan gamble again. one of e uncle gave me rm200 to shop, bud bcoz i've bought nth, its converted bk to sgd, hahaha...

mum e greatest shopper; bought everything from head to toe. me? totally nothing. onli polo tee for baby. food was nice. had asam laksa for 2 days, am craving for it now. e supply of water there is worse, all had sore throat after drinking. luckily we brought singapore water there, haha...

sis performance was veri nice. first time c her dance. their school got gold wif honours and gotta perform n dats y we can watch.

day we were gg bk was bad. supposed to leave 2pm, bud 330pm instead. bus not comfy, till mi n my aunt vomitted. bad bad.

e veri veri few pics we took:

e parents

e ugly pic sis took. i realise im losing hair, hahaha...

sis after her performance.

e onli presentable pic of mi.

shopping wif benita today, and i finally bought e pull&bear pants i've eyed on for so long. realise dat e gss isnt dat great after all.

nth much to update, juz dat individual assignment are to be submitted when sch reopens. im stucked.