still tinking to go overseas during my hols wif baby, bud i guess its gone till dunno when. he juz bought a new car, haiss... i feel happi n sad at e same time. happi cuz he finally got e car he wanted, toyota vios, on e other hand, i feel sad cuz we cant go to any trip as he'll hv to save for e car. so for now i can onli anticipate for e bdae gift he's gg to gif mi. i feel so shit now. he said got new car to sit is a gd thing, bud not to mi, i juz wan to spend quality time wif him. even now i'll feel so happi over a shopping trip, haiss... =(

tml not gg sch again, cuz onli dat lec. gg town wif proj mates to hv a look for e RVM proj. haiss. i feel so stress now. thank god i hv onli 2 papers for exams.

i miss u baby.