* my dark life with rainbows
Saturday, March 18, 2006
i've been rotting at hm for 2 whole days, i cant believe dat myself. im not a hm person, how can i stay hm for so long. i need to go out tml, no matter wif frenz or alone. argh. bud at least got e korean dvd my sis bought, another drama dat caught my attention after full hse.
louis told mi his colleagues passed away. i froze for a moment, is fainted kind or dead? its death, i was super super shocked, heart couldnt stop pumping hard for dat few minutes. its like i alwayz c him when i was waiting for louis either for break or for him to finish work, n now he's gone. thou i din tok to him b4, i felt damn sad. haiss. he passed away in his slp, peacefully. god wants him, no choice. till now i still cannot believe, i mean like y out of sudden things happen so fast, for god's sake, he's onli 23 yrs old. big career waiting for him, a new life waiting ahead for him. i guess i pity his family e most. haiss.
its reli true dat u treasure every and each of ur loved ones beside u, u nv noe when will they be gone, any of ur conversation mite be e last one, so treat every moment as e last one.
till now, i still dun believe it had happened, n i tink neither of us can believe, e handsome guy is gone forever. =(*my life @1:16 AM