Monday, September 19, 2005
i f e e l s o f u c k i n g s t r e s s e d u p & c o n f u s e n o w .cried my whole heart out n yet i dun feel any better. my eyes juz got swollen n dats it.im now tinking bout e giordano job, thou i got it, bud i dun feel like gg for it. yes i noe, its juz a part time job, dun be fussy over it, bud i dun feel gd. cuz u noe they're known for their service, n i dun tink im up to e job. e alteration part, everyone say its easy n all, bud when u reli do it i tink its another matter oreadi. basically is i hv no confidence in myself.tink will be gg for another interview later on, more choices would be better. n now im tempted by e polo job, full shift for 9 days, can earn up to $600, bud hv to deduct e bloody cpf. bud zelcy say alot of ppl reserve liao, so i dunno still got my turn anot, she say will pester andy for mi, haha...depression.*my life @3:21 AM
